ABINDA KA SHUKA COMPLETE

 ABINDA KA SHUKA COMPLETE

“Maryam! Maryam!”

Juyowa nayi Ina kallonta,Kallona takeyi itama tareda fadin Maryam yakamata ki natsu kicire damuwa aranki,kinga burinki bewuce kisamu aikinnan bah,so tunda har sunkiraki interview kidaure kitattaro natsuwa kidawo da ita jikinki
To shine abinda nafada tareda fitowa daga cikin motar
Kallon building dinda ke gabana nayi,se naji duk jikina yai sanyi,

Juyowa nai na kalleta tareda fadin “Anya mints xasu daukeni kuwa kalle Kayan jikina fa,kuma ki kalli yanda yanmata masu ji da kansu suke shiga gurinnan…..

Kidaure kije Allah xebaki saa “shine abinda mints tafadi tareda shiga motarta tatafi
Tafiya tafarayi a hankali har tashiga
Tsayawa tai Tana kallon haduwar gurin,lallai kudi na inda suke,komawa tai kamar bakyauya tana tafiya tana kalle kalle,bata ankarabah taji tabuge wata mata,juyowa tai tace dan Allah baiwar Allah kiyi hakuri,budurwar tai murmurshi tareda cewa karki damu bakomi…

Kema interview kikaxo?ey budurwar tafadi tareda kallon maryam
Maryam ta kalleta ,budurwar tayi kyau,tayi shigarta me kyau,aranta tace indai wainnan suna gurin ae bayanda xaae musamu
Sukafara tafiya suka tunkari receptionists din
Gaisheta sukai tareda cewa tai directing dinsu xuwa office dinda ake interview

Kwatance tamusu sukatafi,suna xua sukaga mutane dayawa na bin layi kowa yayi gayu daidai gwargwado,kallon kanta tai taredajin wata kunya ta lullubeta
Guri suka samu suka xauna akafara kiran sunaye,kowa yafito setaga yafito da murmushi a fuskarsa,har akaxo kanta
Mikewa tai tashiga office din taredayin sallama
Wani kamshine tareda sanyi me dadi ya riski hancinta,wata hadaddiyar mace tagani wacce vacatawuce shekara 23 a duniya bah

Gaisheta maryam tai tareda fadin nadauka ance namiji ne me company dinnan
Matar tai murmushi tace ey miji na ne ,bayanan yatafi wani business trip 😊ko bakiso mace tamaki interview ne?Aa ae duk dayane tafadi tareda maidamata murmushi itama
Sooooo ya sunanki?
Sunana maryam usman
Sunanki nada dadi,Thank you maaa
Sooo 0 levels dinki sunyi kyau me yasa bakicigaba da karatu bah?kallon kasa maryam tai tayi shiru,tambayar tasake maimaitamata,dagowa tai ta kalleta sanann tace family issues ne bansamu damar xuwa jami’a bah

Matar tai murmushi shikenan malama maryam ynxu keda bakida crtificate na degree ma wani aiki kikeso mubaki?maryam tace anty ko secretary haka kuma Na iya yin snacks sosae koyaushe kuka bukata xan iya muku
Murmushi tai sega abokin aikinta yashigo kallonta yai tareda fadin Aisha ke kadai akejira gurin meeting,tace ohh namanta kaga har time yatafi…pls kataimakamin ka karasamasu interview din,okay ina xuwa fita yai itama tatashi tanafadin se anjima maryam
Zama maryam tai a kujerar da ke gabanta tana duba nokia din hannunta,sallama yai tareda shigowa,his voice sounds familiar shine abnda tafadi cikin ranta

Zama yai tareda juya da kujerar gareta
Kirjintane ya buga
Innalillahi wainna ilaihirrajun
Shine abinda taketa maimaitawa
Kallonta yake shima cikin mamakin ganinta
Mutuminda niketa gujemawa shekara 5 dasukawuce yau shine a gabana,nashiga uku “shine abnda maryam ke fadi cikin ranta”
Amma ya haka ya chanxa,ya canxa sosae amma duk canxawansa banmantasabah,Muhsin dinda nasani ba shine wannan bah,wannan ya hadu gashi mai kudi…….+

Katse mata tunaninta yai,tareda gyaran murya,kallonsa tayi yabata rai sosae,kamar be taba daria bah
Lalle muhsin ya canxa mutumin kullum cikin faraa yake yau shine yabata rai haka “tabdijam”

Ya sunanki ?muhsin yafadi yana kallon ta,kallonsa take abunma mamaki yake bata ynxu sunanta ma ya manta kenan
Daurewa tai tace maryam,Maryam wa ?kara kallonsa tai tace maryam usman ,meyasa kike bukatar aikinnan?sabida inason aikin tafadi tana kallon kasa
Shikenan team dinmu xasu kiraki in har kina cikin masu nasara,inma bakya ciki xasu kiraki
Mikewa nai namasa sallama nafita,building din naita kallo don na tabbatar in muhsin na gurinnan baxan samu aikinnan bah,tafiya nike da kyar don ji nike kaman kafafuna basu iya daukana
Kin tabbata shine kuwa?
Wlhy shine mints,harynxu banmanta da kamanninsa ba,duk wani mugun abnda yasameni fuskarsa nike fara tunowa,kullum yana xuwa min cikin mafarkina,shekara biyar kenan amma harynxu hakkinsa be kyaleni bah…..
Tafadi tareda fashewa da kuka,kukan da batasan na mene ne bah
Rungumeta mints tayi tareda lallashinta,baxan samu aikinnan ba ko?karkidamu indai kinada rabo ciki xakisamu,keep on praying
Kwanciya nayi don nagaji,rayuwar gabadaya ta isheni,nagaji da daurawa mutane nauyina,mints da mamanta na kokari a kaina,amma nagaji,gani nike kamar watarana xasugaji da xama dani,inason insamu aikinnan ko yaya xanriqa tallafawa nima
Maryam xomuje amfara show dinki a Xee world,mikewa nai mukatafi palo muka xauna muna kallo,amma hankalina gabadaya baya kan tv,tunanin muhsin nikeyi……

So ya interview din?ina fatan akwae alamun nasara? Umar yafadi yana kallonta,gaskia bansaka rai bah umar,qila a restaurant dinnan kawae nike da rabo,Allah sarki karki damu kinji inshaaallah xakisamu nace to tareda mikewa inkaima customers abinci
Umar abokin aikin maryam ne a restaurant,me restaurant din kuma bawani karfi gareta bah…don ba kowani month take biyansu bah,baxawarace mijinta ya rasu yabarta da yara 5,sannan batada mai tallafamata da rayuwar yaranta,shiyasa ma Maryam keson barin wajan don bawani biyansu akeyi da kyau bah
Ko ban samu aikinnan bah,dole innemi aiki wani restaurant din wanda ake biya fiyeda wannan don rashin kudi na damuna
Karfe 8 nafito daga restaurant din na hau napep natafi gda,shiga nai na gaida mama,ta gabatarmin da abinci,xama nai ina jiran shigowan mints don naganta waje tana fira
Wayatace tafara ringing…….Ina magana da Maryam ne?ey itace,olryt Ina kirane daga A&A nig lmtd munyi appointing dinki as personal assistant din Aysha Aliyu,so aikinki xefara Monday 8:00 AM sharp,kashe wayar yayi batareda tayi magana bah+
Kasa magana tayi kamar an dasata a gurin,mints ce tai sallama tashigo,yadai maryam meyasameki ?naga kinyi shiru,lafiya
Kirana akai daga A&A,shiru mints tayi taxauna taredacewa maryam kiyi hakuri inshaaallah xakisamu wanda yafishi karkidamu,Allah nataredake
Maryam sauke ajiyar xuciya tayi tareda cewa mints sunbani,sunbani aikin as personal assistant………

Tsalle tayi ta rungumeta tana murna tareda fadin Alhamdulillah,naji dadi,naji dadi sosae
Tsoro nikeji gani nike kamar yabani aikinann ne dan yarama abinda na masa,Maryam tace Aa inshaaallah bahakabane
MONDAY
Shiryawa takeyi tarasa kayanda xatasa duk kayannata bawasu masu kyau bane,tadaga wannan tadaga wancan,kowanne setaga beyibah,mints ce tamikamata wata blue abaya,tace kisa wannan
Aa mints bekamata ace koyaushe kayanki xanta sawa bah,tsaki mints tayi wlhy Maryam xanci ubanki
Shiryawa tai tsaf sukafito xasuwuce,mashaallah shine abinda mama kefadi Allah yatsareminku

Shiga company din tai tareda karasawa office din aysha,tayi knocking taji shiru har 8:30 shiru xama tai a gurin don taga kamarma duk maaikatan basuxobah,se 9 ta hango aysha na tahowa kallonta tai tai lallai matarnan akwae gayu,lkcinda Ina sec school ba abunda nikeso irin fashion,Ina spending hours gurin karatun fashion magazines,inason kwalliya kowa yaganni seya sake kallona
Amma ynxu ji ynda rayuwa ta maidani ko powder shafata wahaala takemin…
Gudmrning maa
Mrning maryam
Amma kikirani da aysha kinga kamar age mates muke aiko
Murmushi kawae maryam tayi,kinga office dinki kuwa?a’a banganibah,office din shine tsakiyan office din aysha da muhsin nunnunamata abinda yakamata tayi tareda komawa nata office din don tanada aiki sossae a gabanta
Xama tai tareda karema office din kallo,kamshin turare tajiyo mai dadi,tsayawa tai taga wanda xewuce,muhsin ne yasa blue suit wacce takara fitomasa da kyansa,ko kallonta beyibah yawuce Abinshi
Har yatafi yadawo tareda fadin Ina fata kinsan aikinki a gurinnan?ina fata ba kallon mutane kikaxoyi bah?kallonsa tayi tace ba kallon mutane naxoyibah
Har yafara tafiya yaji tace meyasa kabani aikinnan?kabanine don karama abunda nama?juyowa yai tareda kallonta tundaga sama har kasa tareda fadin baki kai matsayin inyi ramuwa akanki bah,inkinga anrama abu to tabbas andamu da mutum and besides ba ni nabaki aikinnan bah,inta nine har abada baxaki sake shigowa cikin company dinnan bah
Xama yai kan kujera tareda jan tsaki amma yarinyar nan ta rainani ninema xanyi ramako da ita hmmmm,amma ya canxa ynxu taxama wata me hakuri,kamar ba itabah,fuskarta ko kwalliya babu,lkcinann kullum kaganta fuskarta dauketake da kwalliya
Allah sarki fuskarda a koyaushe nike muradin gani itace ynxubanson gani kwata kwata
Awa biyu yabata yana tynaninta yakasa aikin komi,tsaki yaja tareda mikewa gskia aysha bata kyautamasada tadauki yarinyarnan aiki,hmmmm fita yai so yake yabar gurin gabadaya
Wucewa yaxoyi ta office dinta yaga se rubutu take…..Fita yai gabadaya,yatafi wani restaurant yai ordering abinci,har yafaraci yaga ankwace spoon din,juyawa yai yaga waye yaga aryana ce,arryy yaxakimin haka😡yunwa nikeji fa,xama tai tareda fara cin abincinsa”kayi ordern wani kawae”+

Murmushi yai yakira aka kawomasa wani,cin abincinsu suke cikin kwanciyar hnkali,suna fira,suna dariya,suna gamawa sukafita,suka wuce gida’in saukeki a gdane ko bina xakiyi mayyata’dariya tai tareda fadin binka xanyi har gda
Horn yai,mai gadi yaxo yabudemasa gate,ya shiga ciki tareda duba parkin space yace baba bedawobah kenan,Shiga ciki sukai tacire hijab tareda shiga kitchen tadauko masu drinks,dakinsa yawuce yaje ya kimtsa yafito,xama yai tareda kunna TV,meke damunka muhsin?me kikagani?kana cikin damuwa nasani,tell me meyafaru?shiru yai yana kallonta,can yace aryy Maryam tadawo,Maryam dinka?ey Maryam dai,tadawo as in how?tasamu aiki company dinmu as secretary din aysha,shiru tai don tarasa mexatace
Karkadamu,baxakiganebah banaso Ina ganinta,banso Ina aiki guri daya da ita,banson inajin tana kusa dani,I hate her,banso insake ganinta a rayuwata,kallonsa tau tace kayi hakuri bestfrnd kayita addua,and kariqa sawa a ranka kaman batadawo bah,kamanta gurin aikinku daya,toh aryyy………
Fira sukacigaba dayi har 6 yai suka shiga kitchen sukai girki,sunagamawa baba nashigo,aah ashe shyasa nikejiyo kamshi tundaga masallaci,yau girkin aryana xamuci,hannunta tasa tarufe fuska tareda gaida baba amsawa yai tareda tambayan mutanen gda tace suna lafiya baba,jera abincin tai tareda sa hijab dinta tai masu sallama,godiya baba ya mata,treda fadin muhsin yarakata gida
Tafiya suke har suka karasa gdansu aryana dayake gida dayane tsakaninsu,ya shiga ya gaida mamanta da baba sukadanyi fira sannan yawuce gda…….

Fitowa tai daga wanka daure da towel,maryam meyasa kikamin karya?ynda kikafadamin muhsin gabadaya ba haka nagani bah,wlhy ba karya namakibah mints,ya canxane ya canxa sosae inkikaganshi 5 yrs back ko 5 naira baxaki siyeshibah,amma ynxu ji yaxama wani hot cake,ji gashin kansa,kiga ynda yake dressing ya ilahiii……

Kwanciya nai itama ta kwanta kusadani,mints ynxu alhakin muhsin seya tabina har karshen rayuwata ko?aa maryam ko ynxu ae kin wahala,shekara 5 kina wahala,Kinsha wuya sosae,inshaaallah wahalarki ta kare,ya tsaneni,Ina ganin a idonsa irin tsanarda yamin😒na tabbata ko yaushe ya ganni seyatuno abunda na masa,baxetaba tunanin na canxa bh,xe tamin irin kallonda yakemin da……

Blue lace nasa gown tareda mayafi,na shiga building din,securities basu hanani shigaba yau don sunfara ganeni,receptionists din na gaisar nawuce gurin elevator na danna xua floor dinda office Dina yake,wani kamshi naji me sanyin dadi da elevator din yabude,shiga nai ciki,yarufe,baynda ya kula wani cikinmu,kallonsa nai ta gefen ido na yasa white jeans and violet bottom shirt,yamin kyau,banjin dadi tsayuwa kusa dashi shyasa naga kaman mun shekara cikin elevator din,elevator din na tsayawa nafita shima yabiyo bayana…..
Bigewa nai dawani karfe ga hills akafana,wani axaba naji na daure xanmike naji marata ta riqe,”hasbunalllahu waniimal wakil “kuka na fara,nadago naga yana kallona a tunanina taimakamin xeyi,naga yawuce ba tareda ya kallenibah,banson meyasa nai tunanin xe taimakeni bah bayan abunda na masa,mikewa nai da kyar Ina kuka har na shige office dina

Arabiya😉Assalamu alaikum Maryam,amsawa tai tace gudmrnin, lunch time ne ynxu meyasa bakije lunch bah?bana Jin yunwa ne anty,nacemaki kidena kirana anty,kicemin aysha kamar yanda kowa ke kirana kinji,amsawa tai da toh inshaallh,oya jekiyi lunch,lkcin lunch baaxama office kinji Maryam,tace toh tareda mikewa tafita…..
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Cafeteria ta karasa akabata snacks da drink tana cikin ci wasu mace da namiji suka shigo sunata dariya suka amsa abinda sukeso,har sun xauna wani table suka hngota sukadawo inda take,hannu macen tamiko mata sukai sallama,tace kece sabuwar secretary din boss?ey nice😊, nice to meet you,sunana hammad,daga masa kai tayi tace nice to meet you too hammad,ita kuma wannan me katon kan sunanta haneefa,dariya haneefa tayi tace ey ni sunana haneefa one&only din hammad,fira mukaitayi kamar munsan juna,nai dariyarda na dade banyi irintaba don banso lkci yayi bah naji dadin xama taredasu sosae,a xamanne ma har nagano aure xasuyi,ammasu engage,na tayasu murna sosae because abun akwae dadi ace mutum xe auri bestfrnd dinshi,haneefa tace haka muke kullum muyi fada mu shirya amma munanan makale da juna kamar super glue,dariya sukai tayi,hammad yace kefa maryam are u single?engaged or?murmushi tai tace i’m single,haneefa tace dis is surprising duk kyawunnan naki ace single kike,hammad yace gskia,inace office dinki kusada na Oga muhsin yake tace ey,haneefa tace bakiga ya hadubah OMG his hair,god guy din is perfect 👌,bugeta hammad yayi yace a gabana,a gabana kike cewa wani yahadu?haneefa tace ae bance yafika kyau bah and gskia nafadi😗,maryam tace nikam beyimin bah don ko magana bamuyi,haneefa mamaki tayi tace aeko ba ruwanshi and he’s like the nicest person and kintaba kallon idonshi?they are so warm,maryam dai batason ana magananshi wani topic tadauko suka cigaba da fira har time din komawansu yai sukarakata har office sannan sukawuce nasu office din tareda cewa xasu kawo mata ziyara watarana……

Fito yai daga cikin motarsa,weather din yai tanamasa dadi,parking akai gabanshi,ya tsaya yaga maryam tafito tanacewa nagode mints “you are a life saver”kallonta yai tasa blue abaya da white bag amma kana ganin bag din kasan ta dade don duk tayi wani iri,mamaki yake yaakai maryam takoyi yiwa mutum godiya,’ikon Allah’
Tafiya nacigaba dayi har nakarasa xanshiga elevator,tanata sauri tashiga taganni,bata rai tayi tashige,batareda tasake kallon inda nike ba,kallon kasa yai yaga anmata dauri a kafa kamar tayi targade,tabe baki yai yafitoda wayarsa yana kokarin sending message,fita yaga tayi shima yafita yai hanyar office dinshi
Wasu files yadauka yafita xasu shiga meeting,meeting sukai guda 2 se around zuhr sukafito,sallah yai yakarasa office dinshi a gajiye,yana shiga ya tararda aryana xaune tana chatting,arryyyyy welcome yau kuma ziyaraa nasamu,ey tafadi tace pizza nakawomaka,Ayya Thank you very much,kamar kinsan ina bukata,tun jia nikeson ci,murmushi tai tace to nafasa baka kaje kanema,tadauke pizzan tana neman fita waje,sauri yai yariqo hannunta xe kwace sega maryam ta turo kofar tareda sallama,tsawa ya daka mata yace ke wace irin wawiya ce xakishigo guri batareda sallama bah,haka akace maki anayi hala?kasa ta kalla taji kamar hawaye na neman zubo mata,tayi sauri ta goge tamika masa file tace aysha tace akawomasa,amsa yai ya ajiye itakuma tafita tareda turomasu kofar……

Baka kyautabah muhsin,bedace kamata fada haka bah tunda dai ba diyarka bace,toh mama aryana naji yafadi tareda xama jikin kujera…..
Amma naga ta canxa,taxama wani iri,ko kwalliya babu fuskarta,gata taxama wata shiru kalar tausayi,hmmm batacanxabah fa don mai hali baya canxawa,kamar maciji take baxakisan lkcinda xata sareki bah…..Wayarsa ya dauko yatura aryana text cewa tashirya sufita yawo tunda yakama weekends,replying dinsa tai tace taje saloon yaturamata venue su hadu can,turamata yai yamike yaje yana shiryawa,black jeans yasa da red shirt yadauko keys da atm yarufe gidan yatafi inda xasu hadu,karasawa yai beganta gurinbah,yasamu table ya xauna yana jiran xuwanta,bude data yai yafara chatting don yadade beyibah,messages yai replying yakashe datan,ya ajiye wayar a gefe tareda kallon kowa na gurin,ta can gefe ya hango maryam tareda wani sunata daria,tsaki yai don inda yasan xeganta gurinnan da bexobah,guy din yatsaya kallo dogo ne,shima yanada kyanshi ba laifi,kana ganinshi kasan mai kudi ne,tsaki ya sake yi tareda cewa baxata taba canxawa bah,jiyai zuciyarsa namasa xafi,yaga tatashi tanata dariya harda rike ciki shima guy din na dariya yadaukar mata handbag sukafita a gurin….

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Shima wayarsa yadauka xefita sega aryana tashigo,harararta yayi aryy seda kikagama shanyani,sorry hold up wallahy,mikewa tai tamusu ordering abinda xasuci,tadawo suka cigaba da fira,se 9 pm sukawuce ya sauketa gida,godiya yamata tareda wucewa nasu gidan
Kuyi hakuri naxo late ko?ammar yafada tareda zama kusa mintss,munyi tunanin ko ka manta ae,habdai yaxaae namnta kuma kusan dole na aje kome ke gabana inxo muyi lunch tare,fira sukaitayi gwanin shaawa,maryam se kallonsu take don koyaushe tanajin dadi intaga ammar da mintss tare ko ba komai bestfrnd dinta tasamu saurayi mesonta,meyin amfani da komi dayakeda don yanunamata irin kaunar da yakemata but sometimes se taji ba dadi don itama tasamu irin wannan amma sabida hauka irin tata batayi amfani da damarta bah….
Cin abincinmu mukeyi munata daria,ammar nabamu labarin sabon boss dinsu na gurin aiki wayar mintss tayi ringing,sauri tai tayi picking dataga oganta ne gurin aiki,cewa yai taxo takawo masu files dinda yabata ajiya ana bukatarsu,amsawatai da gatanan hanya takashe wayar,tsaki tai tace inda nasani kashe wayata nayi,ynxu inajin dadin convo dinmu ankirani a office,mints software engineer ce,karasa cin abincinta tayi tatafi tamusu sallama tatafi,suka cigaba da fira,ammar ne yafito da wayansa yana nunamun gift dinda xebata ranar birthday dinta tareda cewa in riqe amana kar nafadamata,nunnunamata yai yana tambayanta in sunyi,dubawa tai duk abubuwanda mintss ke so ne,murna tai tayi tana bashi karfin giwa A lokacinne muhsin yashigo restaurant din har yaganta da ammar yana tunanin saurayintane….

Wannan kenan

MONDAY

Elevator yasamu problem so yau kowani maaikaci seda ya wahala kafin yakarasa office dinshi,muhsin ne yakehawa staircase din yakarasa office dinshi,yaxo wucewa ta office dinta yaganta ta xauna kasa se nishi take da alama ta gaji,tunowa yai yaganta jiya da wani,murmushi yai yawuce office dinshi,ko 10 mint beyiba yafito yai knocking office dinta,come in,mikewa tai dataganshi yace namanta file a reception jeki daukomin,cewa tai ae elavator din yasamu matsala,wanann ba excuse bane madam,sorry sir tace ta mike tafita tana takawa da kyar don har ynxu targaden kafarta be warkebah,murmushi yai yawuce office dinshi,se after 20 mints tadawo tana nishi dakyar tace batagansubah,dakyar ya daure beyi dariya bah yace files din sunada matukar mahimmanci misss kikoma kiduba parking lots ko nabarsu saman mota,kallona tatsayayi takasa cewa komi tafita,bayan 15 mint yaje jikin window yana hangenta ta kasa tanata dube dube,murmushi yai yakoma ya xauna yacigaba da aikinshi,gani yai batadawo bah yakoma ya duba window yaga ya xauna kan wani table tana shan ruwa da sauri sauri,dariya yai tayi yakoma ya zauna,bayan wasu mintuna segata tadawo tace bata ganibah,kallon wayarshi yake yacemata karkidamu ashe nashigo dasu,se ynxu nagani,hawaye taji yaxubomata,ga kafarta na mata zafi,tayi sauri tafita tana jan kafar kar yaga tana kuka,office dinta takarasa tareda fashewa dawani matsanancin kuka……..

Kuka takeyi har bacci yadauketa,around 11 taji ana knocking,come in,shigowa akai tadago taga muhsin ne,gyara xama tai tace kana bukatar wani abu ne?matsowa yai ya kalleta cikin ido tareda cewa ya kafarki?jitai kamar ta shakeshi,yagama bata wahala sannanan xexo yace ya kafarta hmm”lafia lau”xeyi magana wayarta tafara ringing hoton ammar ne a screen din wayar na vibrating,ajiye wayar tayi a gefe ta dago tana kallonshi,kallonta yai yace tunda kafarki ta warke xanbaki shawarar ki maida hankalinki kan aikinki ba wai kitsaya yin abnda bashi yakawokibah,murmushi tayi wanda yafi kuka ciwo don tagane inda ya dosa….
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Har 7 pm Tana office tana aiki kan presentation dinda aysha xatai washegari da safe,ko abincin rana batacibah,mikewa tai tayi sallar magrib tana idarwa taji wani jiri nason dibanta,yunwa takeji,hada takardun tai guri daya ta ajesu gefe,fita tai tasamo abinda xataci taga shima yana office,wucewa tai taje taci abinci gurin shiru maaikata duk suntashi,tana gamawa tadawo office,ganinsa tai ciki yana dube dube,da mamaki ta kallesa lafiya?kana neman wani abu ne?kallonta yai yace I’m sorry miss abu nike nema se bansanibah ink yaxuba kan takarduncan naki,kallon takardun tayi taga ynda suka lalace,hawaye keson xubamata don itakadai tasan irin wahalarda tasha,kwana biyu kenan dakyar ta gama hadasu,daurewa tayi tace karkadamu xansake,sorry kinji,bakomi tace tareda karasawa taxauna,fita yai yana wani murmushi….
Hada takardun tayi gabadaya takira mintss taxo tadauketa,gida suka wuce,taxauna tafara aikin ko bacci batai bah har garin Allah yawaye tana kokari hada takardun,7:00 AM nayi ta shirya tafito,idonta duk sun kunbari,don tagaji hutu takeso sannan bacci takesonyi tafiya take kamar wata zombie,karasawa office nai dasauri Ina shiga message din aysha nashigowa wayata tanamun tuni akan karfe 9 ne,shiru nai don hrynxu bnkarasabh akwae saura,time nayi tawuce hall din tasameta ta gaisheta tareda cewa don Allah kiyi hakuri nagama se abu yabatasu bansamu nakarasa bah,kiyi hakuri,kallona tai tace kamarya ae muhsin yafadamin besanibane yabata takardun karkidamu ae kinmayi kokari kibani hard copy din mikamata nayi,nasamu guri na zauna,gefensa takalla taga yawani bata rai,yana kallon wata staff tana presenting nata….sun gama komi yayi kyau,kowa yawuce taxo xatawuce ya matso kusa da ita yace “bakifi company dinmu mahimmanci ba,so baxan bata sunan company dinnan bah”kallonsa tayi taga yawuce kamar bashi yai maganrbah……
Sallama yai ya shiga gdansu aryana,suka gaisa da mama yaxauna a palo,mama faty ce takawomasa abinsha tareda fita taturo aryana,shigowa tayi tace tuzuru ya akayi,yau kuma gdanmu akai branching yai murmushi ey,xama tayi suna fira sama sama tace yadai meyafaru?yace maryam ce tafaru,kallon gefe tayi tace metayi kuma?yace raina na bacci innaga kowa na yabon kwazonta,mutane sunkasa gane wacece ita,aryana tace shekara biyar fa ba kwana biyar bane,yakamata kagane cewa tacanxa,maryam dinda kasani ba itabace ynxu akwae a lot of changes tattare da ita,hmmmm baxakiganebah arryyy bata canxabafa ita dince dai meson zuciyarnan,me son kanta daywa,kwadayayya,meson duniya,kuma rannar ae kema kinganta restaurant dinnan da wani don haka bata canxa bah,dariya tayi tace yakamata kaje kakwanta dare nayi,akwae aiki gobe,mikewa yai yace tunda kinkoreni seda safe,rakasa tai yawuce gidansu….
Tafiya take yana bayanta har tashiga office,wucewa xeyi yaga abu a kasa,flash ne yai pickin yawuce conference hall don sunada meeting da wasu British clients dinsu,2 hours suka dauka suna meeting din yagama yadawo offfice ya tadda ta office din,me kikeyi a nan,kallon kasa tayi tace yabata abinta,me kenan?flash dinda ka dauka,mikamata yai yace inda flash din nada mahimmanci da baki yar ba,amsa tayi tafita,zama yai tareda mike kafarsa,xaman maryam kusadashi na samasa ciwon kai,bayan 1 hour aysha tashigo tareda maryam,kallonta yai idonshi yakai kan lips dinta,kallonshi yaita yi yana tunanin lkcinda yataba kissing dinta shekara biyar dasukawuce,sau daya yayi amma haryau yana burin yasakeyi,kallonta yacigaba dayi daga sama har kasa, a baya dai yasan burinta taxama fashion designer amma ynxu beson meyasa takeneman kudi bah don yasan kudi ba matsala bane a gurinta don tanada kyau kuma tanada samarinda suke bata kudade masu yawa a lkci daya,aysha ce ta buga desk din na juyo nace yadai,alama tama Maryam akan tatafi sannan tace naga kaman secretary dita na burge wani,kallonta yai yace ba hakabane,tace dagaske?naga kuma she’s a likable person,juyawa yai yace A’a kam ni dai batamin bah don bata cikin irin matan da nikeso,tace ikon Allah she’s hardworking ga ladabi,ga girmama manyanta,ga tausayi,ga biyayya sannan uwa uba ga kyau amma ace batamaka bah?Cewa yai shidai ba irinta yakeso bah…..
Maryam ce tashiga office din aysha takefadamata tatura email din mayb suyi responding xuwa gobe,ta amsa tareda cewa Maryam taje ta tattara kayanta,tsugunnawa maryam tayi tace aunty dan girman Allah kiyi hakuri karki koreni wlhy aikinnan shine gatana,aysha ta kalleta tace karkidamu fa nacemaki yawuce ae kuma ae kuskurene,tafiya xamui workshop Lagos,gobe around 10,numfashi maryam ta sauke tace to barinkira mama,maman mints takira tafada mata,mama tace bakomi Allah yatsare sannan a kiyaye,tace inshaallh,fadama aysha tai mama tayarda,aysha tace naji dadi kam,kuma karkitaba kawowa a ranki xankoreki,baxantaba korarki bah dan you’re an excellent worker,murmushi Maryam tayi taji wani dadi har ranta….
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Fitowa tayi xataje cafeteria tahadu da hameed da haneefa suna tafiya suna fada,tsakiyansu ta shige tana rabasu,kowa na complain tanata dariya,karasawa sukai suna cin abinci hameed naxuba mata labari,haneefa ce ta kalleta tace tareda boss dinki xakuje Lagos din?maryam tace ey,haneefa tace wayyo dama nice gskia kinji dadi,don aysha ta iya spoiling mutum,xa’a kashemaki kudi kuma xaakaiki yawo,xaku sauka babban hotel me tsada sannan kuriqa shan yawo,nataba tafiya tareda ita lkcin ina internships,nayi enjoying tafiyan sosae kamar kar mudawo,ta kaini famous restaurants,beaches,parks….sati dayannan kamar a Aljannah infadamaki,wow maryam tace,haneefa tace kuma amana tsarabah,inshaaallah Maryam tace suka mike sukakoma office…..
Daga labulen windown office dinta tayi taga wani hadadden hadari,hannu tasa akai tareda cewa nashiga uku yaakai banlura hadari yahadubah,wayyo,kiran mints tafarayi numbernta not reachable,takira ammar shikuma switchoff,fitowa tayi tareda rufe office tana sauri ko xatasamu napep,tana fitowa ana tsugewa da ruwa,sauri tayi takarasa wani varenda inda masu gadi suke gaisheta sukai,ta tsaya kusadasu tareda fara dube duben ko xataga napep,daya cikinmasu gadinne yace ae hajia baxakitaba samun napep da wannan ruwan ba,sede kiyi hakuri a gama,cewa tayi bakaga ruwan sosae bane wayasan is lkcinda xe tsaya,a tsaya suke amma ruwa duk ya jikasu ga shi mayafine karami ta yafa,driver ne yaxo yajawo motan muhsin xuwa gate se ga muhsin yafito ya amsa key ya shiga xewuce,maigadi ne yaje xetareshi yacemasa yaragemata hanya,Maryam tahana,har yawuce,bayan 5 mints segashi yadawo,ya nufosu,glass ya sauke ya kalleta yace “in mutum na bukatar taimako,roka yake,bawai yashiru yanajira a taimakamasa bah,kasa ta kalla sanyin na shiga cikin jikinta,motan yabude tashiga taredama masu gadin sallama,kwatance takemasa har yakarasa gdan,yana isowa bakin gate din gdan tabude motar tafita batareda tamasa godiya bah,kallon gidan yai tayi a ranshi yace ko ita dawa take xama oho….

Shiga gida tai tacikaro da mints na lekowa ta gate,kallonta tayi tace wayakawoki gda ne?maryam tace wanine ragemin hanya yai sabida ruwa,hmmm intai tsami xamuji…..
Sunyi landing 10:00 am nasafe,hotel sukewuce,tana xuwa tayi wanka taci abinci ta kwanta tai baccinda batai bah na kwana biyu,washe gari tunda safe sukatafi venue din,suna xuwa suka xauna sukafara abnda yakawosu angama sunafitowa suka hadu da wani saurayi yaxo gaisawa da Aysha,gaiseshi tai ya ce itace new secretary din tsaki?ey tafadi,yace wow tanada natsuwa aysha tai murmushi tace sosae kam,gefen Maryam yakoma yace sunana adeel Muhammad kefa tace Maryam usman,yace soo Maryam kullum haka kikeyin kyau kokuma don yau special day ne?murmushi tayi takasa cewa komi,hango muhsin tayi mamaki wai kamata wai ashe shima yaxo,cema adeel tayi aysha na kiranta tayi sauri tabar gurin,karasowa muhsin yai yacema adeel itama wannan din yaudararta xakai?dariya yai yashafakai yace mufa maxa anturomu duniya ne don muriqa yabon hadaddun mata irin waennan sooo kaga aikinmu mukeyi……
Sati nan dasukayi Lagos bakaramin dadinshi taji bah,jitai kamar batada wani matsala a rayuwarta,sunfito daga airport drivern aysha yaxo yawuce dasu gda,Aysher aka fara kaiwa tadage se Maryam tatsaya sunci abinci,sunci abinci sunhuta sanann driver yakaita gda,da gudu mints taxo tarungumeta don bakaramin kewarta tayi bah,labari tariqa bata duk abubuwanda suka faru batanan,tareda mata albishir cewa Ammar yaturo iyayeshi,dadi Maryam taji harda rawa,mamace tashiga tareda cewa surage murya suna damun makwabta,shiru sukai suka kwanta suka cigaba da hira…
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Violet pencil skirt tasa da black shirt tayi rolling veil akai,shigowa tayi tana murmushi takarasa office tana kallon wayanta taji tabuge mutum,dagowa tayi ta kalleta,aryana ce Frnd din muhsin,kasa kallonta tayi taji duk kunya ta rufeta,mikamata hannu aryana tayi dakyar ta mikamata nata suka gaisa,aryana tace it been long,hw’ve you been?dakyar ta budabaki tace Alhmdlh,kinxo gurin muhsin ne?aryana tace ey yau birthday dinshi,so inaso inyi decorating office dinshi,Maryam tace ayya barin tayaki,sauri sukayi sunata gyarawa har sukagama aryana nata janta da fira itakuma duk takasa sakewa,suna gamawa tafita don batason ya taddata office din,shigowa yai yaga office din yai duhu,neman switch din yake yaga ankunna ga colleagues dinshi na aiki,ga aryana,murmushi yai don gabadaya yamanta yau bdaynshi,yasan wanann aikin aryana ne,ita kadai xata yi masa hakan and he can’t thank her enough,ynka cake akai akamasu pictures kowa yatafi,akabarsa da ita yanata mata godia,tareda xubamat adduoi se murmushi take don farinciki muhsin shine farincikinta,tanaso taga tasashi farinciki ko yaushe,cewa yai yanaso yai birthday diner anjima tace gskia hakan yayi,sukagama magana sukafito xe rakata,office din Maryam yaga tashiga ta tsaya bakin kofa tareda fadin Ina gayyatarki bday dinner karfe 8 kuma inbakixowbah nida kene,batajira ta bata amsabah,tai gaba abinta,muhsin ne yajawo gyalenta yace hajiya wait…me kike nufi? Pls karkiyi spoiling day dina,kallon sa tayi tace ynxu fa kagama cewa duk abnda nikeso xakamin then kafaramin wannan alfarmar,kasa cewa komithe yayi,yayi gaba suka karasa inda motarta yake,ta wuce tareda daga masa hannu,kallonsu maryam take ta window jetayi zuciyanta namata wani zugi,tsaki tayi takoma ta xauna,tareda cewa indai mutum nason ganin murmushin muhsin to yana tare da aryyy…….
Kasa fita ma lunch tayi don gabadaya wani iri takeji,batason ganin muhsin dawata mace amma baynda ta iya,knocking akai hameed da haneefa sukashiga da pizza da drinks suka fara mata fira,so suke tabasu labarin tafiyansu lagos amma tacemusu sede next time kanta ciwo yake….

Office dinshi tashiga tabashi wasu documents yai signing taga duk balloons a kasa ga cake half a gefe segashi yafito daga toilet,happy birthday tace yace thanks,tamika masa takardun yai signing,har tajuya yace Ina gayyatarki birthday dinner 8pm,na gayyaceki kar mutane suka ke kaidice bangayyata bah,bnson boss dinki taji wani iri,cewa tayi karkadamu baxataji komi bah,yace bakiji me nace ba hala?ko wa na office xexo so,bnson aga kmar bankyautabah,toh inane venue din,ya ce kinsan gdanmu ae,tace Allah yakaimu tafita…..

Wow kinyi kyau,mints tafadi bayan tagama gyaramata gashi,mirror ta mikamata,kallon kanta tatsaya yi she can’t remember when last tayi makeup,taji dadi da mints tamata light makeup,wani red gown mints tamikomata A shape tasaka,tasa mata hills a kafa,sannan tafara dauramata dankwali,cewa tayi mints Anya kwalliyan beyi yawabah,jini fa kamar celebrant,gaskia ae simple dauri,bnson inyi feeling uncomfortable 😣 gyara dankwalin akai,akamayar dashi ynda takeso,karaminn veil ta yafa,tadauki purse tasa phone dinta ciki da kudi sannan takama hanya,wani park din turare mints tabata tace tabashi gift tace noo mints banson yafadamin bakar magana,bnson yamun wulakanci,mints ta kalleta tace ko xemaki wulaknci ki bashi,duk ranarda ya kalla seyatuna da ke,amsa tayi takama hanya tatafi……
A bakin gate me napep ya ajeta,houses din duk iri dayane,dakyar ta iya tuna house numbern,tana shiga taga mutane anashiga anafita,main parlor din tashiga,taga mutane sunfi 50,kowa na harkokinsa,wani dadi taji dataga kusan kowa yanayin shigarta yayi,aysher ce takaraso kusa da ita tareda mata sannu da xuwa don taji dadi dataga maryam taxo,maryam kinyi kyau sosae ashe kina kwalliya,dakyar naganeki,se wani kyalli kike,tafiyarkima naganefa,maryam dai se blushing take tace nagode Anty,aysher ce tajata tace kintaba ganin mahaifin muhsin kuwa?xo ku gaisa,gaban maryam ne yafadi,don kawae ganinta tayi gaban baba,kallonta yatsaya yi tundaga sama har kasa,yana karemata kallo,yamakasa cewa komi,aysher ce tabugeta tana mata alama data gaisheshi,gaisheshi tayi ya amsa dacewa kina lafiya fuskarnan tasa a daure,ya kalla aysha yace itama tareda ku take aiki harda muhsin?aysha tace ey tare muke gabadayanmu,ya jinjina kai yai gaba,aysher ce tace meyafaru kuma ynxu fa muketa dariya ji yadaure fuska,Maryam dai tai shiru,juyawa tayi tahango muhsin da aryana sunyi masifar kyau kayansu kala daya,suna gaisawa da wasu baki sunata dariya,gani tai baba yakarasa gurinsu yafara musu magana tun muhsin na bashi amsa har yai shiru,taga yajuya yafita gurin a fusace,kallon muhsin da aryana tayi tagansu gabadaya yanayinsu ya canza
Samun guri tayi taxauna,taji dama bataxoba,dama tareda mints taxo,tana ta kallon mutane,tana observing gurin,
Adeel ne yakarso inda take yace hello beautiful,ba abunda maryam bataso kamar yanda yake kallonta,seyatunamata zuwansu Lagos,drink yamika mata tace noo thank you,noo maryam se kinsha,aa kabarshi banasha,banson komi,kara matsawa kusada ita yayi tareda mikamata,taki amsa,ya kara matsowa,muhsin yaxo wucewa kenan besanibah ya bugeshi,drink din ya xube jikinta gabadaya,sanyi taji har cikin jikinta,taji wani haushin adeel yakara kamata,muhsin ne yatsaya yana kallonta,yace kiyi hakuri tace bakomi,barinwuce seda safe,yace noo tsaya,aryana yakira taxo yace kije da ita dakina tagyara jikinta,tace okay,taja hannun maryam sukawuce,dakin maryam ta tsaya kallo don fadin irin kyan dakin bata lokacine,xama tayi a kan kujera,taga aryana tafita tashiga dakinda ke kusada nashi se gata tadawo da riga a hannu tace ga wata rigata kisa sabuwa ce,maryam ta amsa tayi shiru tana mamakin me kayan aryana yake gidansu muhsin,aryana dataga tayi shiru ta kalleta tace ba abunda kike tunani bane maryam,kinsan nasaba kwana tareda shi tun muna yara,so harynxu sometimes nan nike kwana,shyasa nikeda extra kaya a gdan,amsa maryam tayi,aryana tace xankoma,ga bathroom nan kuma xaki iya canxa kayanki ba wanda xeshigo,barinma fito inrufomaki kofar,maryam ta amsa da toh,canxawa tayi xuwa jeans da floral shirt,se naga tamafi kyau haka,kallon kanta tayi a mirror tace itadai aryana akwae iya xaban kayan,kallon dakin ta tsaya yi,kamshin dakin namata dadi ga wata iska me sanyi,kallon gefen gadon tayi taga wani frame a jingine anjuyasa,daukowa tayi tajuyo tanagani”hotonsune itadashi ranar daurin aurensu”yana dariya bakinnan nashi kamar gonar auduga itakuma wani fake murmushine a fuskanta…..Tafi 10 mint tana kallon hoton,hawaye taji yaxubo mata,memoryn daren aurensu yadawo mata afresh,tareda karayin danasani Akan wrong decision dinda tayi making a rayuwarta…
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Muhsin ne yake dudduba ko Ina bega Maryam bah,yaje yasamu aryana yace Ina maryam,itama aryanan duddubawa take taga tundaxu batagantaba,har ankusa gama komi batanan,aryana ce tace last time danaganta nabarta dakinka,bankuma kara ganintaba,ko xakaje kaduba,yace barinje,dakin yashiga yahango ta taxauna a kasa ta jingina jikin gado,takowa yayi amma karar takalminshi besa tasan yanaxuwa bah,tanacan tafada kogin tunani,tayi shiru tareda tsurama hoton ido,kwace hoton yai tareda cewa bakida right dinda xakiriqa kallona hakan,kallonsa tayi tace dan Allah kayi hakuri kabani hoton,yace inda kinason hoton da baki barni ba a darenne,kikabarni cikin tashin hnkali,da rashin natsuwa bansan wani hali kike ciki bah,bnsan kina hannun nagari ko na banxaba,tace dan Allah kayi shiru ya isa haka,yace akwae zafi?akwae zafi ko?tace ey yace ae dama mayaudari a koyaushe mayaudarine tashi kifita,fita kibarmin dakina,mikewa tayi tana tafiya a sanyaye……
Zama yai a dakin rashin namasa wani iri,bayason yana ganinta,shekara 4 yana wahala tunda tabarshi,meyasa kuma xatadawo,meyasa xatadawo rayuwarshi,bayason ganinta kusadashi,bejin dadin hakan ko kadan,tashi yai yakoma jikin window,yana kallon mutanen da ke fita gidan,tacan gefe yaga maryam tafito tana tafiya a hnkali,tana rirriqe jikinta ,kwalliyar fuskanta duk yagoge,tafita main gate tareda tsallaka Titin,wata mota ce tayi parking kusa da ita,ya kalla mutumin cikin motan,wanann mutuminne dai dayagansu a restaurant tare,kallonta nakarayi naga kaman still kuka take shikuma yafara lallashinta,tsaki yai yarufe window,seyaji wani familiar voice a kusadashi ance”wasu mutane baxasu taba canxawa bah”juyowa yai yaga bilal ne,daure fuska yayi yace me kakeyi anan,kallon fuskarsa yakarayi fuskarda bayaso yakara gani a rayuwarsa,fuskar mutumin daya rusa masa farincikinsa,kallon sa yai yace ina tambayarka kamin shiru,mekakeyi a nan?yace yaxaae inyi missing birthday din brother na,my one and only brother,hannunshi yasa a kafadar muhsin,bigewa yai yace nagaji bacci xanyi,bilal yace haba,yaa muhsin inyi shekara biyu banganibah,inxo sannan ace ko murmushinka baxanganibah,hmmm baxakaji dadin amsar da xanbaka ba bilal,kafita kawae,bilal yace ynxu akanta,akanta kakemin haka,wlhy stay away from that woman,macuciya ce sanann makaryaciya kuma,katseshi muhsin yai yace ya isa fita,kafita tunkafin inbata wana kakyawar fuskar taka,yaturashi tareda rufe kofar…..
Kallon mints tayi tace kije kinga yana jiranki karkidamu I’m fine,mints tace so kike intafi kicigaba da kuka ko to baxantafi bah,namasa text yawuce ma,kinga kibar kukannan kar mama taxo taganki,kallon ta tayi tace nadauka xanji dadin aiki taredashi,nadauka tunda muna aiki guri daya xan iya gyara abunda nabata ashe nayi kuskure,in ina ganinsa kullum komi kara lalacewa xetayi,kuma wani bangaren jikina nason kasancewa taredashi,mints tace kina sonshi maryam,duk ynda xakiyi denying baxan yardabah,murmushi maryam tayi tace hrynxu dai halina nanan tunda bansoshi bah,sedanaga ya canxa,mints tace aa maryam nasanki tun dadewa,wlhy kin canxa,kwata kwata bakece wacce yasani da bah and as far as loving him is concerned nasan kinsoshi tunda dadewa,bakiyi realizin bane se ynxu…..kuma kinwahala ae,kinyi loosing abubuwa da dama a rayuwarki,yakamata kihuta kema,kiji dadi…..
Shiru maryam tayi ta kwanta,jawo duvet mints tayi tarufesu,maryam tace ko bakomi inadake mints,nasan no matter what ko yaushe kina taredashi………
Kirayen kirayen Sallar asubah ne yatasheshi,yamike yashiga toilet yai Alwala yawuce masallaci,se 6 yafito masallaci don yatsaya karatun Al qur’ani,yana shigowa gdan yaga bilal kwance kan kujera yana chatting,wuceshi yai yakarasa kitchen,yaga baba na making french toast,karasawa yai ya gaidashi, taredacewa haba baba meyasa kabar bilal yakwana gidannan,batareda ya kallesa bah,yace laifine don nabarshi?muhsin yace kace masa yakoma hotel,ko gidan kawu umar,duk inda xeje yaje amma yabar gidanann,baba yace haba muhsin,shekara biyu kenanfa bilal betaredamu,baya xuwa gurinmu sabida bakason ganinshi,meyesa baxakayi hakuri hakannan bah,muhsin yace haba baba,ba fa laptop dina yadaukebah,kuma ba wayata yasace bah,guduwa yai da matata a daren aurena,for god’s sake..baba yace amma muhsin Ina gani ae yasamu sakayyar abinda ya aikata tunda dai matar da yagudu da ita,itama ta gujesa ae kaga wannanma ae sakayyace ko? Muhsin yace Aa ba sakayya bace,yafita batareda yahada tea dinbah,yaje yashirya yafita office……
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Tunda yashiga office yake aiki,se 4 yagama fitowa yai yashiga office din maryam sallama yai ta amsa tareda ware ido batai tsammanin ganinsaba,yace dama..bekarasabah wayarta yai ringing ta amsa tareda cemasa tana xuwa aysher ce ke nemanta,tana fita yaxauna yana shinshinar kamshin office din,kamshinta ne,kamshin kayanda tabari gidansa wanda a karshe se kona su yayi,idonsa ne yakai kan laptop dinta,yaga video na playing,hoto nata wucewa,hoton Guy dinnan nedai da yaxo daukarta jia da dare,akasan video din anrubuta “best fiancé ever”tsaki yai yace dama bilal yafada,intana tareda saurayi taga wanda yaishi kudi ko kyau setabarshi takomawa wancan,tunda abunda tamasa kenan,tama bilal sanan abinda xatama mr best fiancé ever kenan,yamike tareda danasanin xuwa office dinta yamike haryafitayadawo yabude ruwan gora ya xubar duka jikin laptop din yai gaba abunshi……

Gida yawuce yashiga parlour yatararda baba na waya,yaxauna tareda gaisheshi,baba yace yanaganka haka muhsin meyafaru?yace bakomi fa,baba yace shkann tunda kanada wanda yafini,yace Aa wallahy banida wanda yafika,maryam ce,banso inaganinta,baba yace then kasa aysher takoreta,yace Ina ganin kaman innasa aka koreta ban kyautaba,baba yace shyasa nace kenemi aryana,inkukai aurenku xaka manta maryam da duk abnda yashafeta,muhsin yace wlhy baba bawai banson aryana bane,amma kallon abokina nake mata,bantaba ganinta In a womanish kind of way bah,bansan yaxanyi explaining bah amma aryana is just aryana,my bestfrnd❤️…………….Shikenan tunda haka kace,jeka huta,mikewa yai yawuce dakinsa tareda rufo kofar,5 nayi yafito yashiga kitchen ya daura masu abincinda xasuci,ana kiran sallah yagama,ya juye flask yatafi masallaci,se da akai isha sannan yashigo yai wanka ya shirya yatafi gidansu aryana,shiga ciki yai yaxauna yana dialing numbernta,segata ta fito,drink takawomasa,taxauna kusadashi sukafara fira,se gurin 9 ya kalleta taredacewa aryyy magana xamui,tace ina jinka tuxuru,yace wai ke baxakiyi aure bane?tai murmushi tace yau kuma kai xakamin tambayarnan?yace ey mana,ae naga shirunnaki yai yawa ne,kuma gaki da manema dayawa,amma ace kinki xabo daya,ko ruwan ido kike,kallonsa tayi tace duk cikinsu bawanda yaminne,in nasamu wanda yamin ae sede kaji labarin an daura aure,yai dariya yace to ni fa innace xan aureki xaki iya aurena,pillow tajefamasa,ure not serious muhsin,yace Allah dagaske nike,tace gskia baxan iya aurenka xuciyarka na gurin wata bah,yace kamarya tace kullum maganrka maryam ce,kaga ko na aureka kullum xancenta xakaitamin and harynxu fa akwae aure tsakaninku,yace nifa bana considering dinta as matata,don bana tunanin akwae abunda yarage tsakaninmu,tace Aa ni baruwana,banma iya aurenka,matsowa kusada ita yai yace Allah aryy dagaske nike,xnturo baba axo nemamin aurenki cikin satinnan,inkingadama insunxo kisa a koresu ko kuma kice bakisona,yamike tareda yimata sallama yai waje,baki bude take binshi da kallo,tareda fadin ikon Allah…..

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tashi yai,ya makara yai sauri yai wanka ya shirya yawuce office,yana karasawa elevator yaganta tashiga ciki,shiga yai batareda ya kalli inda takebah,tana chatting a wayarta tace “meyasa ka batamin laptop dina?batareda ya kalletabah,yace bansanibah,maryam tace meyasa ko yaushe kake sauke fushinka kaina?ya kalleta yace karkimanta a gaba da ke nike anan,ta juya idonta tace whatever,ba wanda yakara magana har seda elevatorn yatsaya floor dinsu sukafito tareda wucewa office dinsu……
Xama yai a office yana tunanin maganrda sukai da aryana jiya,besan ko ta amince ba,ko bata amincebah,bemasan ko yanaso ta amince bah,don shi relationship din nowadays nabashi tsoro,amma dai inda aryana ne yasan komi xexomasa da sauki,around 2 bayan yai sallah yawuce cafeteria yana shiga ya hango ta a can gefe tanashan smoothie,haushi yaji don bayason yanaganinta,amma duk inda yaje se yaganta,duk ynda yaso gujemata binshi take kamar inuwaaaa…..
Wayarsa ce tafara ringing,aryana ce yai picking tace gata waje,cemata yai tasamesa cafeteria,kamshin ta yaji,yadago kansa segata tsaye tana kallonsa,tamasa kyau cikin Abaya,kallonta yaitayi a ransa yace besan meyasa yakasa son aryana bah don tafi maryam kyau nesa ba kusabah infact komi ma tafi maryam”aryana tace ya cupcakes nakawo muci,ya amsa tareda mata godiya,zama tayi yace kinyi kyau,tarufe fuskarta tace thanks,yace ya maganrmu tace lets keep praying Allah yamana zabi mafi Alkhairi yace ameen,hannunta ya riqo though beji abinda yakeji inyariqe hannun maryam bah amma itama hannunta is warm and nice……….kallonsa tayi tace yakamata ayi wani abu akan aurenka,banso naxaam home breaker,irin matarnan,yace aryyy baxaki taba bata abunda yadade da lalacewa bah,dama can gidan ba gida bane,ni da ita baxamu taba zama tare bah,we’re not mean’t for each other….

Xamu sukai shiru suna cin cupcakes din,sukagama firansu tatashi xata wuce besaki hannuntaba,ya dauki handbag dinta suka fita,yarakata tashiga motarta ta wuce,yana juyowa yaga maryam da wani expression a fuskarta……..
Karasowa yai har inda take a tsaye,yai tsaki yawuce ciki,office maryam takarasa xuciyanta namata zafi,batasan tana kishin muhsin haka bah,ganinsu tare yana hurting deepest part of her heart,da batajin haka sabida tana tunanin kaman beyi moving on bah,kaman akwae chance din gyara tsakaninsu,amma ynxu ganinshi da aryyy yasa taji xuciyarta ta karye,taji kaman aurensu yadade da karewa…….
Karar fitowarsa taji itama tadauki bag dinta ta fito,tanaso suyi magana amma batada right din hakan,duk yanda tai kokari baxata taba canxa kallon dayake mata bah na wacce ta gudu tareda kaninsa
Tana fitowa,xewuce tace muhsin,tsayawa yai batareda ya kalleta ba yace yaakai?tace nasan banda right din yin magana akan tskaninka da aryana,amma..dakatarda ita yai yace ya isa gwara da kikace bakida right yakamat kiriqa tunanin magana kafin kifadeta,shiru tai zufa na keto mata tace amma ae harynxu….harynxu akwae aure tsakaninmu,kallonta yai yai murmushi yace ashe baki mantaba,ashe kinsan akwae aurena akanki,mashaaallah yafadi yana wani murmushin mugunta,tace dan Allah muhsin,yace karkidamu nakusa kawo karshen abun,tace kamarya?yace in baki takardadrki kinga kowa ma seyahuta,shiru tayi tawuce batareda tace komibah,yaso tayi magana amma beji dadi bah,dabatace masa komibah……
Gida wuce,yana xaune yana rubutu a laptop yatuna cewa yakamata yakira aryana tunda ynxu girlfriend dinsa ce,wayarsa ya dauko yakirata hello girlfyyy ya kke tace lfy lau boyfii,firarsu sukai tayi har to 11 sannan suka kwanta bacci…….
Shigowa tayi taci karo da adeel,yace wow maryam you look stunning😍 batareda ta kallesa ba tace thanks tacigaba da tafiya,don batasan ganinshi kusada ita kokadan,matsowa yake kusada ita yana kokarin rike hannunta yace xan iya xuwa mufita outing watarana?ta mishi wani kallo sannan tace I dnt think inada time gskia,yace inata tunanin in muhsin ne yai requesting ba wannan amsar xaki bashi ba,tace me kake nufi?yace Ina ganin ynda kuka kallon junanku,kamman xaku cinye kanku,tsaki tai tace nibansan me kake nufi bah,na wuce,sauri yai yasha gabanta yace kinsan me nike nufi,karkidamu baxanfadawa kowa bah,xan iya taimakamaki naga kina sonshi kuma kinga me kudine sannan yanada kyau,gashi single so kinga komi xexo mana daidai amma fa nima akwae abnda xakiban kingane?wuceshi xatai yajawota da karfi tafada jikinshi yace dukanmu xamusamu abunda mukeso,ni bawani abu meyawa nikeso bah,dare daya kawae nike bukata taredake….bekarasa bah waji wani duka a bakinshi,ji yai anjashi da karfi ana duka akarufe office dashi,itadai tayi tsaye takasa ko motsi,bayan wasu mintoci aka bude kofar tareda wurgoshi waje,fuskarsa duk jini,da gudu yai hanyar waje,muhsinne yafito ransa bace yawuce office binsa tayi tace “nagode”yace ko wata macece ba keba abinda xnyi kenan,tace nasani nagode,yace xansa aysher tasa adena barinsa yana shigowa company dinnan…..
Se 4 ta tashi tawuce gida,tana shiga mama na hada kaya xataje zaria biki,tace inba don aikinsu bh da sunbita don su basutuna wen last sukaje biki bcos ko Frnd’s basuda bare maryam da ko family batada,tayata hada kaya sukai sukagama sukatafi dakinsu tanaba mintss labarin yau muhsin ya taimaka mata,bayan ishai ammar yaxo gurin mints suka xauna palour sunafira,knocking akafarayi mints tabude,tareda kallon wanda ke knocking din,tabbas wannan muhsin ne muhsin din maryam,cewa tayi shigo mana yashigi ciki,ya tadda Ammar sukai sallama,mintss taxauna kusada ammar tace mama kake nemane?yace Aa maryam,tace okay takalli ammar tace swthrt ina xuwa yace okay darling,tawuce ciki tace ma maryam taxo,hijab maryam tasa tashigo parlor din tareda cewa kunfara musunnaku da kuka saba ne?kasa karasawa tai ganin muhsin xaune,mamaki ya isheta,mints ta kalli ammar tace mubasu guri ko sukafita compound din gidan suka barsu tsaye,rasa mexece ma maryam yai yace naxo wucewa ne nace barinshigo mugaisa,tasan karya yai ba abunda yakawoshi kenan ba,tace aiko nagode yace seda safe tace Allah yabamu Alheri……
Gidansu aryana yakarasa tafito yana bata labari tace amma me kayi Kenan?in the first place me ma yakaika gidansu?yace wai takardar sakinta xanbata danaje kuma senaga ashe Guy dinda nike ganinsun tare ba saurayinta bane ma,narasa me xance kuma kwakwalwata dena aiki tayi,sannan nakasa magana,aryana tace nasan tanacan kayi confusing dinta,yace nasani wlhy aryy narasa yaxanyine…….
Muhsin yace kingane ko arryy,ko da ace ba saurayinta bane ae kinga ta aureni kuma tagudu tabarni,banso inyi judging dinta akan abunda banganibah,amma ni Ina tsoro bansan maxa nawa ta kwanta dasu bah da aurena kanta,bata rai tayi tace muhsin😡yace kuma kinga kece girlfriend dita ynxu,aryana tace muhsin baxan maka karyabah amma nadade Ina sonka,nadade Ina mafarkin ganina tareda kai,I want my future with you amma kuma bana tunanin abunnan xeyi working tsakaninmu,tafada tana kallon kasa,kamarya?mekike nufi?nasan kanason maryam amma kuma yakamata kaje kasameta kajita bakinta,kaji meyasa tabarka,kaji inda take tunda tabarka,ko ya kagani?turo baki yai yace ni wannan ba matsala ta bace,ita tasani,breakup kikeso muyi ne aryy?Allah inason muyi aure aryyy,Ina son kasancewa tareda ke,hannunshi ta riqe tace muhsin nasan kana kokari akan relationship dinmu amma kuma ninasan wani bangarenka harynxu yanason kasancewa tareda maryam,sooner or later xakagane hakan,banso inxama katanga tsakaninku lkcinda xaka gane hakan,kallonta yai yace aryana,tai murmushi tace kamata magana,girgiza kansa yayi,talk to her muhsin,taxare hannunta tashige ciki………

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Rasa tunanin mexeyi yayi,sega call din aysha tanasanarmasa xasutafi business conference,yace mashaaallah a kwana ukun da xasuyi xesamu ya natsu ya yanke shawara,drivern aysher ne yaxo yadaukesa,sanann yaga sunyi hanyan gidansu maryam,yace Ina xamuje kuma,drivern yace tace indauko mata maryam ne,yana parking tafito da karamin jakarta na kaya,tashiga motan ta gaishesu tayi shiru taxauna suka karasa airport sukasami aysher can,suka wuce abuja,suna sauka akaxo daukarsu akawuce dasu hotel dinda xasu xauna,kowa dakinsa yatafi yahuta yaci abnci,sedare tafito taxo dakin aysha tace mata tayi duk canje canjenda xaae a presentation din kamar yarda tace ayi,tace yauwa maryam nagode”you’re such a sweetheart “kije dakin muhsin kinunamasa canje canjen tace toh tawuce
Dakin tayi knocking,taji kofar bude take,tashiga taji yana waya yanacema ae da kinfadamin mummynmu danaturo miki wasu kudi amma xanturo ynxu,pls mummynmu in akwae wani matsala kiriqa fadamin kuma xnxo end of this month,batasan me akace a dayan bangarenabh,zuciyartace ta tsaya cak,itadae tasan mamanta kawae muhsin ke kira mummynmu,dama hrynxu yana keeping in touch da mummy,ya Allah,ya juya baya yana kallon window hannunsa daya nacikin aljihu dayan kuma yana waya,batasan lkcin da takarasa kusadashibah,yai sauri yakashe wayan,tace da mamata kake magana?shiru yai tace ka amsani mana,mamatace?takara tambaya jikjnta na rawa yace ey itace,tace ya take yace tana lafia,yace kinada labarin baba?tace ey taredacewa dama naxo inyi briefing dinkane akan chages din danayi akan presentation din,inbaxaka damubah indawo anjima?kallon idonta yai yace maryam kinaso kiga mummy?daga kanta tayi batareda tace komi bah,yace come xoki xauna nan,xama tayi gefen gadon dakin tanajin kewar mamarta nakara shiganta,gallaryn wayarsa ya bude yanunamata pictures dinta,da wanda sukai tare yace munyi pictures dinne danaje ganinta last month,kallon pic din tai tayi mamantace amma takara tsufa kanaganinta kasan akwae damuwa tattare da ita,kamar yar 60+,a ranta tace ashe yana xuwa ganin mamanta har yana temakamata da kudi,ita datake yarsu gashi ta gujesu,wani kuka tafashe mashi dashi,wanda batasan tafara bama sedataji ya rikota yana lallashinta yace ko xakibini muje gurinta tace Aa baxan iyaba,baxata yafemin bah……….
Lallashinta yai tayi hartai shiru,yarakata dakinta,washe gari tunda safe sukatafi gurin kuma Alhmdlh komi yatafi daidai,mutane nata yabon aysher da muhsin da dukaga presentation dinsu,tashi sukai suna gaisawa da business partners dinsu,muhsin yanata daria shida wani mutumi,aysher ta karaso ta rungume maryam,maryam tace it was brilliant,kara riketa aysher tayi tace nagode nagode maryam da kika taimakamin gurin ganin komi yatafi daidai,Allah yasaka da Alkhairi,Allah yabarmu tare😫☺️
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Miss me?taji wani Dagon mutumi yafadi,yana sanye da light blue suit,kana ganinshi kasan yana ckin early 40’s dinshi,ya tsaya bayan aysher,ihu aysher tasa ta rungumosa,tace what a surprise,wani tight hug takara basa,kallaonsa maryam takarayi tana tunanin kaman tasansa wani guri

Yace kina tunanin xanyi missing speech dinkine madam?yafadi tareda mata peck a forehead,tace amma da kafadamin xakaxo mana,yace Aa surprising dinki nikesonyi,Ina muhsin yakamata inyi congratulating dinsa,tace xakuyi wannan daga baya ynxu mutafi hotel room dina muyi…..maryam tagani kusada ita,tace sorry baka gaisa da new secretary dita bah,she’s an angel wallahy gatanan,mijin ayshen ne ya kalli maryam yace kintaba ganina?tace bantunanin haka gskia,sunana maryam,maryam uthman,kallonta yaketayi aysher tajashi sukawuce…..

Party akahada masu ranarsu ta karshe,xaune take tarasa kaynda xatasa don batason tasan kayanda beyi and batasan xaae bah,bata taho da wani kaya bah,aysher ce tashigo dakin tareda mikamata wata leda,godia tamata tafita,gown ce aciki red sawa tayi taga tayi wani irin kyau,tayi light makeup,tasa head tasa wayanta a purse,fita tai tatare taxi don aysher tatafi tareda mijinta,tana xua bakin gate akahanata shiga don batada gate pass,cewa tayi boss dinta naciki bari takirata yace tatsaya a gurin harse takirata,daukar waya tayi tana dialing no din aysher not reachable,muryar muhsin taji a gefenta yna sanye da black three piece suit,yai looking very attractive yace tana taredani ne,yanuna card dinshi akabarsu sukashiga,suna shiga tasamu guri taxauna a gefe shikuma yai tafiyarsa,wani ne yaxo yaxauna kusa da ita,baki ne dogo yanasanya da glasses,ta kallesa tace kaikuma fa yace hafeez kefa tace maryam,yace so ke business woman ce kokuma kinrako mijinkine?tace a’a secretary to a CEO,yace wow nima haka,kinga waccan matar itace boss dita……
Wow tana da kyau,yace thanks,nunamasa aysher tayi tace itace boss dinta tareda basa labarin irin kirkinta,labari sukacigaba dayi kusan 20 mint se gashi ankawo abinci da snacks cin abincinnan suka yi to their satisfaction sukafara cin snacks din,sunaci sunata daria jitake kamar ana kallonta amma intaduba setaga kowa na harkokinsa,wasu mini-burgers sukaga ana wucewa dasu yace sunbiyamasa rai xataci tace ey ya karbo masu,kallonsa tayi tace wlhy inbanyi a hnkali ba cikina xe fashe yace nifa ci gareni gwara inci don wata rana baxansamubh tace kuma hakane Karomin,mikamata yai sukacigaba daci……
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Tashi sukai suka koma gefe inda ake rawa,suna xaune duk wanda xe wuce seyafada mata wayeshi,kudinshi,kadarorinda yakeda,matanshi,da wanda beda aure,dai abubuwa da dama,dan kusan duk yasansu,muhsin suka hango yace kinga tall guy dincan,tace ey yace sunansa muhsin dukda yana da company dinshi nakanshi da babanshi yabarmasa”muhsin textile industry “amma be aiki gurin,tafiya yai yana aiki karkashin wani company don yafisu yai making kudinshi da kanshi,tace wow 😮 amazing,yace poor guy yanada hankali naji ance daren aurensa matarsa ta gudu da brothernsa,bawan Allah,wasu matan dai basuda imani wlhy,tari tafara yace sorry ga ruwa,sha tayi tace barinje indan sha iska,waje tafita tasamu wani bench taxauna
Wai meyasa mutum inyai mistake daya a rayuwarsa baxaataba mantawa bah,meyasa mutane baxasu taba denamin wannan kallon bah,a hankali take magana ita kadai akan bench,kamar kincanxa raayinki?dagowa tayi taga muhsin ne tace not nw plsss,yace inason sanin meyasa xakiriqa kula samari gaban mijinda kikabari,dan Allah ka kyaleni,gani tayi idonsa ya sauya kamar yasha wani Abu yace inason sanin maxa nawa kika kwanta dasu da aurena kanki?rough estimate kawae xakimin,tace ni ban kwanta da kowa bah se bilal shi kadaine,yace karyar banxa,meyasa ke bakida gaskiyane kifadamin maxa 100,200 ko 500 ihu tamasa tace nacemaka bantaba dakowa bah se bilal…..

Karyane,tace wlhy ba karyabane,yace karya kike maryam tace banfadamaka don kayardabah,bantaba da kowabah se bilal and wannan ne na karshe daxan fadi haka,yace amma yace kinci amanarsa,hawayen idontane ya tsaya tace banganebah?yadawone?batareda ya amsatabah yace yace kinci amanarsa da abokinsa,tace what😳😱shi yafadamaka haka?yace ey kuma kayarda?yace meyasa baxan yardabah,tace kuma kayafemasa akan same mistake dinda mukai,kabarni anan Ina wahala cikin zafi da sanyi,rana da dare Ina binka,yace bance maki nayafemasa bah,nadai yarda da abinda yafadine kawae…..hawaye yaga yaxubo mata ba abinda yatsana irin yaga kukanta,tayi wani murmushi tawuce,rikota yai yace tsaya ki saurareni muyi magnar fahimta ta fuxge hannunta tace bana tunanin kanada maganar fahimta dani,tareda shiga taxi tawuce abinta……..

Baba yakira a waya yace yabashi adress din bilal,yace mexakai dashi yace kawae inason muyi maganane kuma inason ganin dan uwana yace shkann,green valley hotel yace nagode motanshi yashiga yatafi hotel din,dama yama aysher text cewa baxe koma tareda su bah kuma tayarda,shekara shidan da yawuce kullum cikin damuwa yake wani bangaren na jikinshi nafadamasa tanacan tanabari wasu maxan nataba ta freely ashe ba hakabane,to shekaru shiddan nan ina take?ya ta rayu?meyafaru da ita dahar yacanxata haka? Karasawa hotel din yayi yai parking,a sun dade suna magana da receptionist din dakyar tabashi room numbern,knocking yayi,bilal dinne ya bude taredaware ido,betaba tsammanin ganisabah,turashi muhsin yai yashiga dakin macece a kan gadonsa da ga ita se wata nytie wadda batada marabah da tsirara,ga pot nan na shisha sunata zuka dakin duk hayaki,yace naxo muyi maganane,sosa kai yafarayi yabude bedroom din sukashiga,yace katuna kafadamana cewa maryam ta ci amanarka da abokinka?yasunan abokin naka?yace ummmm….ummm namanta yace how?yaakai kamanceshi,yace ban iya tunawa ne tsakanin faruk nedai ko sadeeq yace dukansu ne ma mushsin yace wow 😮 su biyu kenan yace ey mana kuma ae halinta ne kasan macuci baxetaba canxawa bah,muhsin yace hakane macuci kullum macucine haka makaryaci kullum makaryacine,ya cigaba dacewa katuna lokacin da muke yara kaita baba karya kullum kodan don yafisonka akaina?yace kamarya yace ina nufin in macuci be canxaba yaxaae makaryaci yacanxa……….
Fadamin gskia bilaal meyafaru?gskiya nafadamaka amana ta taci tagudu tabarni,wani duka muhsin yakaimasa a hanci yace gaskia,gaskia bilal,yace gskia nafadi wani dukan ya kara kaimasa sega bakinsa da hancinsa sunfara jini,yace banson karyarnan taka fadamin gskia kawae,wani duka xekara kaimasa yai sauri ya rike hannunsa yace I get bored,I got tired of her so I left….muhsin yace banganebah kabarta kamarya?bilall yace dama gidan wani abokina muke xama,to bamuda kudi and she was not worth living everything behind….ya kallesa yace but she trust you enough to leave everything behind,bilal yacigaba da cewa wawiyace batada wayo,yarinta tamata yawa,nasamu najawota jikinane kawae sabida ita takace kuma naga tafi karfinka sannan nayi hakanne sabida karkasameta,throughout yarintarmu kai kake samun abu mekyau nikuma a komi anbarni a baya ko abu baba xemana kai yake faramawa kafinnni,ko abu yabaka se karage xaabani,sabida ana gani banajin magana,ko soyayyar baba ka kwace ta,da soyayyar kakanninmu da soyayyan yan uwanmu,soooo nadade da gane cewa ni ba sonta nikeyi bah,so baxan iya xama da wacce banso bah…..

Hawayene yaxo idonsa so ashe dan uwansa yatsanesa kuma betaba sanibah,tsanar cema hartasa yai ma maryam abinda yai ya yaudareta har tabishi,ya yarda dashi kuma lkcinda yafadamasa maganganu kan maryam dukda ya yaudaresa……
Muhsin yace meyafaru da ita to bayan katafi?yace bansanibah gaskiya ban bincikaba,muhsin yasa hannu yana birkita gashin kansa yace mekai kenan bilall,mekai mata haka?ace kabar karamar yarinya a garinda batada kowa kuma batasan kowa bah ba kabarta da kudi bah bare kabarmata abincin da xataci,to yatai surviving?how?
Sunkoma gida lafiya,drivern aysher yakai maryam har gida,taci abinci ta huta sannan takebama mint labarin yanda sukai da muhsin take fadamata ashe bilal yakoma gida,sundade suna maganar har bacci ya daukesu,kiraye kirayen sallah yatadata,Alwala tai tayi sallah taxauna tana azhkar tanagamawa tai wanka ta shirya tatafi office,aysher ta gani xaune tana aiki a office dinta,tai sallama tashiga tareda gaidata setaga aysher ta amsata sama sama,table dinta taje ta xauna tana mamaki meyasa aysher tamata haka,to kodai tamata laifine don tasan aysher macece me wasa da wuya ma kaganta haka,desktop take kokarin kunnawa se aysher tace dawo kusadani akwae maganar da xamui,jitai gabanta yafadi tamike takarasa kusada Aysher,aysher tace ashe kece matar muhsin,dagowa tai dasauri ta kalli aysher taji jikinta yayi sanyi aysher tace ina sonki inason ki sosae maryam kina cikin one of the most decent employees danayi,ta kalli kasa tace mijina na cikin waenda suka hallarci aurenku,sabida yadade yana bussiness da baban muhsin da kuma babanki,maryam ce taji komi na ranar auren yadawo kanta a ranta take fadin innalillahi wainna ilaihirrajiun,kiyi hakuri maryam banso inyi judging dinki da past dinki amma kuma me?muhsin amini nane nasanshi tun muna yara,bansan ya yakeji ba ganinki da yake kullum kusadashi bah don nasan indai xe kalleki to se yatuna yaudararsa da kikai kuma nasan yakasa min maganane sabida ya lura da irin kaunar danike maki……..

A matsayina na bussiness woman xanso nacigaba da xama da ke a company na har karshen rayuwata amma hakan baxeyuwuba don baxan cigaba iya cigaba da muxguna mai bah sabida son xuciyata,nasan zafin abun,nasan irin zafin da yakeji,nasan daurewa kawae yakeyi,baxan bari kicigaba da aiki da mu bah don ni a ganin yarda da amana shine ginshikin kowani relationship ko da kuwa tsakanin employer da employee ne…..

Karkidamu baxaki rasa aiki bah,natura sunanki wasu companies din sannan namusu bayanin jajircewanki a aiki da rikon amana da kokarinki kuma xaturomaki duka emails din da salarynki na wata uku masu zuwa a account dinki anjima,don Allah kiyi hakuri baxan iya bari kicigaba da xama damu bane……..

Maryam tace it’s fine nagode,aysher tace incase in kina bukatar wani abu,maryam tayi sauri tace nooo bana bukatan komi,fita tai tareda rufo kofar,maryam tace so take inyi fighting,inyi fighting for aikinnan amma batasannibah nidama nayi expecting hakan since from day one…..

Ba wanda yafara fado mata a rai kamar mint,inda mint na gurinnan da ranta yabaci sosae,ba abunda takeso kamar inyi moving on in life,lokacinda nasamu aikinann tamafini farin ciki,baxan iya fadamata I was back to zero bah,nasan duk xasu dami kansa ita da mama so gwara in barsu kawae gwara intafi……
So take tayi kuka amma setaga beda amfani a wannan lokacin tashi tayi tadauki duk abubuwanta a office din tareda rufesa,tafita daga companyn gabadaya,napep tahau tatafi gida bata tararda kowa bah,kayanta ya diba ta kwashe duk abunda xata bukata,sannan tadauko papper da biro tafara rubutu”karku tada hankalinku,I am not kidnaped,xankiraku innai setling down and don’t send a search party for me

With love 💕
maryam”
Ajiyewa tayi a kan dressing mirror dinsu takara kallon dakin,tafito tareda rufe gidan,memories dinsu nagidan tafara tunowa yanda suke fira har cikin dare,yanda suke soya fara sunaci mama namusu fada,yanda mints ke masifa akan kawayen ammar mata da yanda ita kuma maryam ke kuka a boye bayan flowers din gidan,ita barin gida bawai sabon abu bane a gurinta,matsalarta dayace batsan yaxatafara rayuwa ita kadai kuma batare da mint bah,Ina fatan xan iya xama batare da support dintabah……..
Ohhh waye ya kunnamin bulb😠muhsin yafadi tareda jawo blanket yarufe fuskarta,aryana tajawo blanket din tace mike,oya tashi time yatafi kanata uban bacci,mikewa yai yana mutssuka ido,tace kasami maryam din?yace wayanta be xuwa,dama yakira aryyy jia yafadamata yanda sukai da bilal se tabashi shawarar yaje yasami maryam……..okay tashi kaje office nasan tanacan yace to hadamin breakfast kafin in shirya tace olryt sir tafice,shikuma yashiga toilet,hadamasa breakfast tayi tanagama jerawa yanafitowa,dauke da jakarsa yakaraso ya xauna yafaraci,yace xanyi missing girkinki aryyy duk randa kikayi aure,tace ae bakomi bane sekariqa xuwa gidana kanaci yace Allah ya sawwaka,mijinki yaraina ni ko bayan yakwaceki,ya hure maki kunne kinci bakiyina tayi dariya tace ey din,suna gamawa sukafita tareda rufe gidan,yai dropping dinta office sannan yawuce nasu,yana shiga jakarsa kawae ya ajiye yadan gyara gashin kansa yatafi office din maryam,knocking yaitayi shiru se yabude yaga bakomi kuma bakowa,mamaki abun yabashi seyakarasa office din Aysher,sallama yai tareda xama,ta amsa tareda murmushi tace manyan kasa kun karaso yace ae kune manya hajia,yace Ina kuwa secretary dinnan taki?tace na sallameta yace kamarya?tace Oga yabani labarin abinda tamaka sannan yafadamin komi tun haduwanku har aure,shyasa na koreta,bawai don banasan xamanta kusa dani bah,sedon nasan bakajin dadin kanaganinta ko yaushe,mikewa yai yace what?meyasa?nasaki ne?sakin baki tayi tana kallonsa,yace bakisan yanda aikinnan yake gurintaba kinkoreta,kuma ni cemaki akai bansan ganinta kusa dani?gskia baki kyautamin bah,fita yai yabarta baki sake,tace lallai mata da miji se Allah

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Gidansu ya wuce yai ta sallama shiru,haka yatafi batareda yasami kowabah,se yamma yakara komawa yai sallama sega mints tafito tanasanye da red hijab dogo har kasa,fuskarta a daure tace lafia dai ko?yace lafia lau Ina yini?ya kike?tace qlau,yace dama maryam nike nema?tace Ina xuwa,gida tashiga tafito tamikamasa note dinda maryam tabari,tace muma abinda tabarmana kenan,tafadi hawaye na xubowa a idonta,karanta wa yai tareda daura hannunsa akai yace” hasbunallahu waniimal wakil “amsa tayi twuce ciki tareda rufo kofar da karfii……
A kasan gurin ya xauna yakasa komi,taleko ta window tace malam xama anan baxemaka komi ba katashi katafi,mikewa yai yace dan Allah kifadamin a inda xansameta kinji,tace nima bansanibah,bana tunanin tasan wani guri bayan gdanmu,bataxuwa ko Ina bayanan,qila anmata wani abune dayasa tatafi tabarmu,yace nikam yaxaae naganta to wlhy nadamu inason sanin halinda take ciki,tace base kadamu ba ae malam she’s much stronger dan you or me or anyone else…….yace nasani amma bakisanta yanda nasanta bah she’s my ……tace wife ko?nasani ae taban labarin komi,har wahalarda tasha akan mistake daya datai cikin yarinta,tsayawa yai yana kallonta yace so kinsan komi kan maryam kenan?for how many years kikasanta pls?tace 6,yace dan Allah for d past 6 years dinnan kinsan inda take kuma ko tataba baki labarinta?tace ba labarina bane da xanbayar,yace dan Allah sister tace mintss shine sunana yace pls mintss inason sanin past dinta plsss….kamin Alkawari innafadmaki xakai abinda yadace yace inshaaallah xanyi iya kokarina tilll my last breath….tace okay fine shigo ciki,shiga yai tareda sallama suka gaisa da mama tashiga ciki tabarsu parlor,ruwa tadauko masa tareda xama a kujerar da ke kallon tasa
REVELATION TIME
6 years ago
Haba baba yaxakamin haka?idonta yayi jaaa veins din kanta duk sunfito,yace Dan Allah maryam,sau daya xakihadu dashi,tace in inhadu dashi bayan munhadu fa se ayime?ynxu fa twenty first century muke macece ko xabawa kanta miji,maryam kimin shiru yafadi tareda fita a dakin,kan Gado tafada tafashe dawani irin kuka,yakamata ace tagama sec skul,tatafi university,tayi graduating,tasamu aiki me kyau sanann by then tayi finding love tayi aure,don baxata taba bari su mata aure ynxu bah……..
Bayan tafito wanka tsayawa tayi tana kallon kanta a mirror,idonta duk sun kunbura sabida kukan da tasha jiya da daddare,tace bayan sungama haukannan tasu dole inyi pampering kaina,inje inyi hair treatment sannan in canxa wardrobe Ina gama waec infara shirin tafiya university,gyara gashinta tayi taxauna tatsara kwalliya tasa jeans da red top tadaure gyale akanta sannan tadauki wayoyinta tafita parlor
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Mummy tahango xaune a jikin kujera tana kuka,dasauri takarasa tace mummy lafiya?meyafaru?meyasa kike kuka?rudewa tayi don bata taba ganin mamanta na kuka bh,mummy tayi sauri tagoge tace bakomi maryam jekiyi breakfast tace mummy pls fadamin meyafaru?mummy tace bashi ake binmu maryam…maryam tace bashi?nawa?million 5 ko 10?babanta yanada wani textile company tasan kwanakinnan bussiness din betafiya yanda yakamata amma batasan abun haryakai hakabah,tace aa 500 million don har yarasa companyn gidanma xamu iya rasashi,maryam tace “hasbunallahu waniimal wakeel”to ynxu akwae wani solution ne?maman tace babu fa,sede abokinsa Alhaji Abdulkarim baban muhsin dinda yace yanasonki yace xexo anjima suyi magana,maryam tace to Allah sa yaxo da Alkhairi mama tace ameen

Muna lunch baba ne da mummy suke ta kallon juna,sena lura kamar yakara tsufa,damuwa tamasa yawa,maryam tace baba inason inhadu da yaron Alhaji Abdulkarim,baba ya kalli mummy,basui tunanin xata yarda taganshi dawuri haka bah,dan sunsan maryam tanada son kanta,sannan ita indai xatasamu abu bataso kowa yasamu,ko kaya letest takesakawa,tanarike latest phone,mota ma latest one takehawa,sannan tafison komi me tsada,baba yace kintabbata maryam?tace ey haduwa daya kawae xanfadamaku decision dina after haduwar……
Ganitai gabadayansu sunyi murmushi,last time da tasakasu murmushi haka lkcin tana 13 yrs dataxo 1st position a class dinsu,dakinta tawuce takunna data tafara chatting.washegari tun 8 tafita sabida chemistry practicals xasui,sunafitowa exams din taga text din baba yanafadamata yau muhsin xexo da daddare,tsaki tayi ta ajeyi wayan takarasa inda tayi parking,kawarta ce ta kwala mata kira tace yau baxaki tsaya bah tun ynxu xakiwuce gida tace mimi banjin dadine,mimi tace hakane mamana tafadamin abinda yasamu companyn dad dinki sorry kinji,Allah yamayarda Alkhairi,kuma inkina bukatar kudi karki damu kimin magana kawae,maryam tayi tsaki tace bafa ynda mutane ke tunanibane abun bekai nan bah,ba abunda xanbukata wurinki nawuce haka kema kinsani wlhy,karasawa tayi tashiga mota tafita skul din gabadaya

Gida takarasa ta gaida mummy tawuce dakinta tayi sallah,tayi wanka sannan taci abnci takwanta bacci se after asr tatashi tayi sallah tadauko waya tana chatting,se da magriba takarato sannan mummy tashigo takawo mata wasu kaya tace tasasu anjima,ansa kawae tayi ta aje agefe ita duk abunda xatasa daxe burgeshifa baxatayishibah,after ishai ko segashi yaxo,akashigo dashi parlorn baba,aka xo akajeramasa abinci,itakam dogowar rigar atamfa tasa tasaka dogon hijab,ko powder bata shafabah tatafi parlourn……..

Sallama tayi tashiga tasami guri yaxauna,ta kallesa tace Ina ogan naka,yace wa kenan?tace muhsin,yai murmushi ya kara gyara glass din fuskarshi tace ganinan,ae nine,jitai gabanta yafadi,ita da take tsammanin taga wani handsome guy amma setaga wani dogon mutum me kumatu da wani katon glass,gashi yasa wasu kaya over size,wani katon wando da katon riga,irin yan 19th century dinnan tace tabdijam “A Man with poor dressing sense as my husband,no way…..”

Yace Ni sunana muhsin Abdulkarim tabatarai tace maryam usman,yace gskiya maryam kinhadu,kinada kyau sosae,tace thanks se ynxu ma takara kallonsa beda muni gaskia gashi dogo,muryarsa me dadi amma dai wannan katon glass da kuma dressing dinsa ne basuyibah,burger yadauko xeci tace anya ka iya ci kuwa?karkaje kabata cikinka,yai sauri yamayar yadauko zobo yanasha…..ya kalleshi tace meye future plans dinka,yace inaso naxama babban bussiness man and you?tace fashion designer,duk mukai shiru don munrasa abincewa shi yafison magana kan bussiness da aiki nikuma nafison magana kan fashion da celebrities nace kasan ” shatu ng “yace no mamaki tatsaya yi anya kuwa Guy dinnan ba akasan dutse yake rayuwa bah?nace okay meye favorite color dakifiso kasamu inxakasaya kayansawa?nafada hakan don insamu nabashi shawaran yacanxa yanayin dressing dinsa,yace bandashi gaskiya don babana ke siyamun kaya tareda nashi,tace amma wasa kake tabdijam,tace kanada friends?yace ey,female friend ce sunanta aryana tana london ynxu haka,tace wow aiki take can,ya yace no karatu…….

Assessing dinsa ta tsaya yi,tadaisan yanada kudin da xesiya hadaddun glasses inma dole seyasaka,amma meyasa yake using waennan ugly glasses din,mikewa yai yace bariyatafi kar Baba Yaga yayi dare,tace huum sekace wani yaro Seda safe,yace bye yafita…….

Ciki tashiga tacire hijab,takarasa dinning area ta tadda baba da mummy sunacin abinci tace gaskiya baba baxan iya auren Guy dinann bah……
Baba yace maryam karkiyi judging mutum by the basis of his look,tace bawai looks bane kadai baba,dressing,choices,personality kuma kaga kanshi kuwa ko gashi fa babu…gashi yana magana da tsoro tsoro sekace ance xaa cinyeshi,yace maryam kawae kije kiyi tunani and then pray,kibashi lokaci
Babu wani lokacifa baba nidai banso baxanyiba kawae,tafadi tareda kunna data tashiga Twitter,tsayawa kallonta kawae baban yayi yarasa mexeyi,sega message yashigo wayanta daga mimi “xaki iya riqa tafiya gida da wuri har xuwa lkcinda kikeso,nafadama su BoBo cewa kunada some financial issues ne,duk sun tausayamaki,kiyi hakuri “tsaki tayi tace wlhy dole taci uwar mimi xatanunamata ita ba saar ta bace…..ynxu xatasa kowa ya rainata a skul,masu tsoron kallon idontama ynxu xasufara kallo,masu tsoron mata maganama ynxu suma xasu fara,sbda anga iyayenta xasu talauce,noooo baxanbari haka yafarubah,nice fa maryam usman who doesn’t give up without a fight

Baba,tadago taga yanakokarin fita parlorn jikinshi duk yayi sanyi,setaga yabata tausayi tasakecewa baba yace ummm,tace nayarda xan aureshi……..murmushi yai yace nagode,nagode diyata Allah yamaki Albarka tace Ameeen tareda wucewa ciki,murmushi yai yakoma kusada mummy yazauna…

Bayan sati daya sega iyayen muhsin sunxo sunkawo kudin gaisuwa da kayan sa rana,akasa rana wata biyu,baban muhsinne yabiya bashin da akebin babana gabadaya,ranar baba kwana yai farinciki,yau ce ranar da mukagama exams ana gamawa akasa date din graduation,next week Saturday munata shirye shirye,muhsin ya aikomin da kudi masu yawa nayi ordering rigar da xansa,naje saloon nasha lalle harda gyaran jiki akamin,sannan yamin sovereigners da xanraba gurin graduation seda ya tabbatar anmin komi ynda nikeso,ranar tunda safe narigasu tafiya so sudaga baya xasuxo,anyi angama lafiya anbamu gifts sannan mukai party,se ga call dinsa na shigowa wayana,yana kara tayani murna,sannan brothernshi xexo mugaisa shima xexo daga baya nace ba matsala
Mungama abunuwanmu har anfara watsewa sega call dinsa,namasa kwatance yaxo,Ina xaune kan wani kujera a can gefe namasa bayanin inda nike,daga nesa ta hangoshi yayi parking,ya fito yana kokarin cire sun glasses dinshi,idonta yakai kan silky black hair dinshi,dark brown eyes,red lips da kuma blue bottom up shirt dayai fitting muscular torso dinshi tace “wow”ya maida sun glasses din cikin pocket din jeans dinshi,yasa hannu yana burkita gashin kanshi yana duba ta Ina xeganta,idonshi ne yasauka kanta tamatso tanamasa wani friendly smile,se yakira numbernta yaga tana ringing a hannunta tana tahowa inda yake,shima murmushin yakeyi ta karaso tareda mai sallama,yace “BELLA”tace Aa sunana maryam,yace nasani amma ni bella xanriga cemaki tayi murmushi tace me hakan ke nufi yace bella means beautiful in italian tace ohhh tanata blushing,tace kaikuma fa yace bilal,bilal Abdulkarim tace ohh kai brothern muhsinne kenan?yace yes his one and only brother bah,it’s nice meeting you tace nice to meet you too,ganin kawae muhsin mukai kusadamu yace soo kaga amaryartawa ko yace ey yaya she’s stunning,tareda binta dawani irin kallo

Sun danyi fira kadan bilal yamusu sallama yawuce,muhsin yace muje yawo mana tace no kaina namin ciwo gida xantafi,yace olryt take care tace bye,tareda wucewa tashiga mota tatafi……..Parking tayi a harabar gidansu,tana fitowa taga bilal yanamata wani murmushi tayi saurin karasawa inda yake tace yaakai kasan gidanmu,ae nayi tunanin gida katafi yace Aa banwuce bah,naga ae bamuyi fira bah tace hakane,tace amma yaakai bantaba ganinkaba yace ey ba nan nike bah shyasa,Ina school ne tace ayyah,a ina kenan?yace Winston school of dramatic art,tace wow 😮 nima nice head din drama club a school dinmu,yace mashaaallah,shiga ciki sukai sukariqa fira anan yai sallah yaci abinci se 10 nadare yawuce gida…

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Bayan kwana biyu

Cikin kwana biyunnan bakaramin sabo sukai da bilal ba,don kusan koyaushe yana gidan,muhsin ne yaxo ranar da daddare sukadanyi fira shima befi 30 mint ba yawuce,bilal bexo ranar bah,har ta kwanta taji wayanta na ringin muhsin ne tadauka hello,yace hy how r you doing?tace fine,yace umm umm tace menene yace kinyi kyau daxu tace thanks yace to seda safe,takashe wayan tareda tsaki rashin wayewa sam beyibah…..

Mimi ne da eesha suka takuramata da tambaya kan muhsin don mummy tace tafadamasu maganar auren,mimi tace nunamana picture dinshi mana,maryam tace bandashi,eesha tace liar bakiso muganshi dai tace wlhy ba wasa nike bah banda picturenshi sukace toh,a ranta tace ko tanadashi baxata nunaba,don intanunamasu kamar tanunawa duniyane don se sunfadima kowa,sannan suyita mata dariya,itakam wlhy ko bikin baxata gayyacesu bah……se yamma kowacce tamike tanashirin wucewa gida,maryam ya rakosu waje,wata haddadiyar mota ce tashigo compound din eesha tace wow amma motarnan tahadu,waye a ciki,maryam tayi murmushi tace saurayina mana,bilal ne yai parking yafito dukansu bude baki sukai suna kallonsa lallai maryam tayi babban kamu,maryam ce takemasa sannu da xuwa tareda jawo hannunsa mamaki ne yakamashi,ta matso kusadashi tace,soooo ga fiancé dina,tacemasa friends dinane eesha da mimi yace sannunku suka amsa aka gaggaisa yakoma cikin mota yana jiranta,eesha tace “wow maryam your fiancé is hot”maryam tawani juya ido tace nidince fa,mimi tace wai meyasa komi naki yakefin namu ne?tace duk abinda nikeso inasamu ne shyasa,soo bye ladies,xamufita outing da handsome fiancé dina 👋

Gida tashiga tace ma mummy ae muhsin ne yaxo,xasufita mummy tace to Allah ya tsare kuma kar kikai magriba adawo da wuri tace inshaaallah,taje daki tadan gyara face dinta,takoma tasamesa cikin mota,tanashiga tace sorry nayi introducing dinka gurin frnds dina as my…yace bakomi I understand tace thanks,yace nasan dama baxaki iya nuna muhsin gurin frnds dinkibah kuma nasan yanda teenagers suke gaku mata kuma se ayita surutai tace thank god you understand 😀,hannunta yarike yana tuki suna fira itakam batadamu bah,restaurant yakaita me tsada sukai ordering abinci don yace yunwa yakeji,yace soo yaakai mace hadaddiya kamarki takare da mutum kamar brother dina,kinsan dai kimwuce class dinsa ko?blushing tayi tace kagane yagannine yace yanaso,babanku yasami babana and kasan babana kwanaki yasamu problem a companynsa so babanku yabiya kudin so shikuma baba yake gani innai rejecting muhsin kamar banyi adalci bah,bayanda xnyi dole nayi accepting amma har ynxu bantaba jin son brothernka bah gskia,yai wani murmushi yace koda naji,nasan dama dole xaamaki sorry kinji,gaskia baa kyautamaki bah,u deserve more than this…….tace hmmmmm kai da keda fahimta kenan…ana magriba suka karaso gidansu yai parking waje sukashiga ciki,me gadi ne yace ae mamanta da me aikin sunfita,anyi rasuwa tace Allah jikan mamaci sukashiga ciki har dakinta takaishi ya xauna bakin gadon yace nice room tace thanks,make yourself comfortable barinje imkawo maka ruwa yace olryt tafita tadaukomasa ruwa,towel tadauka tashiga toilet tayi wanka,tafito da hijab,kallonta yatsaya yi don yana iya hango jikinta,towel din karamine,ga hijab din shara shara,kuma shima bame tsawo bah,wasu mayuka tashafa tafeshe jikinta da turaruka,jeans da shirt tadauka takoma toilet tasaka,tsayawa kallonta yai,itakam se murmushi take don tasan ta burgesa…..
Tasowa yai yaxo yajawota jikinsa yace kedin me kyau ce,komi naki me kyau ne,tunda take a rayuwarta namiji be taba tabataba se yau,tasan abinda take bedace bah,amma baxata iya hana bilal bah,don ba karamin burgeta yakebah,don ita tafara sonsa ma,hugging dinta yai very tight one,yana shinshina jikinta,kamshinta yagama rudasa,knocking akai,dakyar tace waye me gadi yace hajiya karama ana nemanki a waje ne tayi tsaki tasakeshi tasa hijab tafita,muhsin tagani sukagaisa tace batajin dadine bacci take yace dama naga motan bilal a wajene nayi tunanin yaxonan tace Tun da safe yaxo motar ta lalace ne yace to seda safe,daki takoma taga bilal duk yabata rai tace menene waishi bayaso tanakula muhsin gaskia,wayarsa yadauka yafita,hakuri tafara basa yace seda safe kawae……
Haka rayuwa tacigaba,kusan ko yaushe muna tareda bilal,har soyayya mukafara,kuma inajin dadin xama dashi,a haka har week din biki yaxo,nace ni banson event bcos bnson asirina yatonu,bnso a gane ba bilal bane mijina,mummy tadage gurin yima maryam gyaran jiki ta ciki da waje,ta kara kyau dawani haske,shikanshi muhsin inyaxo gidan sedai yaita kallonta…..+

Ranar Saturday ne daurin aure,Thursday bilal yakirata yace taxo yanason ganinta,gdansu ya cika da jama’a se itada mimi sukacema mummy gdansu mimi xasu kwana,haka tabarsu sukawuce around 8:00pm,hotel room dinshi tawuce inda sometimes suke haduwa,Mimi kuma itama ta tsaya gurin saurayinta,sallama tayi tareda tura kofar,taganshi kwance batare da riga jikinshi bah,karasowa tayi tana tabashi taredacewa lafiya dai?ko bakada lafiya ne?yace yaxaae inyi lafiya xaamaki aure?yakamata musan abunyi maryam,baxan iya jure ganinki gdan aurebah kema kinsani,shiru tayi tana kallonshi tace xansiya ruwa,tashi yai yadaukomata yabata tasha,tareda cire hijab ta kwanta kan gadon,kallonta yai yace “u’re the prettiest girl I have ever seen”tai murmushi tareda rike hannunsa cikin nata da karfi kamar xaa kwacematashi,matsowa yai kusada ita yajawota jikinshi yafara kissing dinta cikin kwarewa,gyaramata kwanciya yai yafara ciremata kayan jikinta a hnkali,bata hanashi bah don itama tana bukatar hakan a ynxu,hannuwansa ne keyawo a jikinta,gabadayansu sukafada wata duniyar………

Bude idonta tayi,tanakarema ko Ina na dakin kallo,daren jiya ne yafado a ranta,hawaye taji yana xuba ta gefen idonta,wani bangarena zuciyarta na fadamata daidaine abinda tayi,dayan banagaren nafadamata ba daidai bane,taso kanta dayawa,peck yamata a gefen kumatunta,tajuya tagansa ba riga yanamata wani murmushi,jitake wutar sonshi nakara ruruwa a ranta,tace bilaaal aure xaamin gobe,yace kema kinsan bakidace da shibah,bekamata yasameki bah,he is not worthy of you,tace iyayena,bekamata na masu haka bah,it’s not your job to sacrifice your life for your family,murmushi kawae tayi,tace inason yin wanka,yace to yawuce toilet don hadamata ruwan xafi,xaune ta tashi taji wani axaba ta kasanta,the pain of loosing her virginity,hasbunallahu waniimal wakil,shknan ynxu narasa virginity na a daren aurena tareda Kanin mijina……

Daukanta yai yakaita toilet,yasata cikin ruwan zafi,sannan tayi wanka tayi sallah sukai breakfast,ruwan yakara hadamata takara shiga sannan tadanji daidai,miscal din mimi tagani dayawa tayi picking Mimi tace tana Ina ne?tace takoma gda ae,tace to tananan shigowa anjima,shiryawa tayi sukai sauri ya maidata gida,tana shiga tawuce dakinta,bakowa ciki,cikin ruwan zafi ta kara shiga tadade ciki don anjima xaasa lalle…..

Danginshi sunxo ansa lalle,suntafi,daren aurenane,daren dayakeda matukar mahimmanci a gurin kowace mace,amma ni ganin narufe kaina a daki narasa me xanyi,I tried to sleep but I couldn’t,banson aurennan,I wanted to run away as far as possible,kirayen kirayen sallar asuba nafara ji,Ina idarda sallah baba ya aiko a kirani,naje yaitamin nasiha akan rayuwarda xanfara,kukan karya naitayi,don ko Alamun kuka babu idona,mummy ma setafara kuka don ita tasan bawani son muhsin nikeyibah,karfe 12 aka dauramin aure da muhsin akan sadaki dubu hamsin,wani nauyi naji a kaina lkcinda maroka suke sanar da daurin auren,mummy ce tashigo ta kalleni,har xatafara fada,sekuma tajawoni ta rungumeni tafara lallashinta,se lkcin kuka yaxomin nai kuka son raina sannan naji zuciyata tamin sanyi……

Shigowa ango yai da abokanansa,nikuma anty salma (kanwar mummy)tadage se anmin makeup,sedako akamin akagama nasaka royal blue lace,nayi masifar kyau,nikaina admiring kaina naitayi,nayita pictures sannan naje parlour inda mukai pictures da muhsin da frnds dinsa,cewa nai kaina naciwo nakoma daki nasamu su mimi sundawo daga gurin tailor sukace Ina ango amasu pictures,nace ae har sunwuce don harynxu basusan ba bilal bane mijina,anyi taro lafia,da daddare yan daukar amarya sukaxo,haka akadaukeni xaatafi dani,baban muhsin yace yamana booking hotel muyi honeymoon,ya kashe kudine dayawa amma kasar yaso mubari,haka aka kaini gidana,idona rufe yake,bansan ya kallar gidan yakebah,nidai naji anhau dani sama,Anty salma ce tacema su mimi subi motoci amaidasu gida don hotel xamuwuce ynxu,kuma muhsin bawasu close friends garesabah,bare ayi siyan baki,haka sukatafi badon sunso bah,nikuma nayi kwanciyata don nagaji,inajinsu suna tafiya,har sukawatse banjin motsin kowa,natashi nashiga toilet nayi wanka naxo na kwanta……..

Dakin natashi na karewa kallo,nayi mamakin Ina baba yasamo kudinda yaima wannan hadadden gadon,nayi tsaki a raina nace asarar kudi”Ni dama kudin yabani yakawoni da katifa yafimin”
Horn naji,naji ana bude gate,nasan muhsin ne yadawo,bayan like 3 mint se gashi yashigo dakin tareda sallama,kwanciyata na gyara kamar me bacci don ko ganinsa bansan yi,gadon yafara bugawa yanaso yatadani,nace miye?yace Kiyi hakuri nabarki ke kadai,natsaya siyan kaxa ne,nace to,yace welcome to my home,nace thnks,kallona yai yace tashi mutafi,nace toh,na mike nasa hijab,nadauki wayata nabishi,shiga mota yai nabude nashiga mukatafi hotel din,haddaden hotel ne,don ba karamin burgeni yai bah,haka mukarasa room dinmu,room din yasha decoration ga kayanama ashe nan aka kawomin,xama nai a gefen kujera Ina karema dakin kallo,naji hawaye na zubomin yace nasan bakisona maryam amma kiyi hakuri a hnkali xamu fahimci juna and I promise you xan kula dake fiye da yanda kike Tsanmani,tsaki nai don se yanxu nakejin haushin kaina,inda nasani naji maganar bilal,dayace ba duty na bane inyi sacrificing happiness da future dina for my family,but it was too late now,wasn’t it?kallona yai yaga banbar hawayen bah yace xakiyi wanka?nace nooo yashiga toilet yai wanka yafito,yace shiga kiyi alwala muyi sallah nace kaina ciwo yake,yace ey ba dadewa xamui munayi bah,nace to namike nayi alwala mukai sallama yaita adduoinsa,nidai binshi kawae nike,yagama yaitamin tamboyoyi nace nan iyaba don wasu na iya ciki,amma nace duk bansaniba,yace inshaaallah xe koyardani,leda na ga yadauko da drinks yace in matso inci,yunwa nima nikeji amma bana bukatar abinci,iskan dakin beminbah,wata iska daban nikeso,nace inaso infita insha iska,yace iska kuma zafi kikeji hala?nace Aa iskar dakince bataminbah,yace to muje na rakaki,nace nooo bana bukata yi xamanka,yace baceyuwu bah kinsan dolena na kula dake kar wani abu yasameki,nace daxu kagama cewa xakabani farinciki,xakamin duk abnda nikeso,to wannan na cikin abunda nikeso,ba don yasoba yace shknan jeki take care of yourself nace i will,kwanciya yai na tsaya na karemasa kallo, tareda kashe masa Hasken wutan dakin……

Harabar hotel din nafito nasamu wani bench acan gefe na zauna,fuskar bilal ce taxomin a rai,his eyes,hair,smile,touch,kamshinsa,da yanda yake kallona,everything I had wanted,everything desired…..
Nooo baxanbar muhsin ya batamin future bah,wayata nai sauri na kunna nai dialing no din bilal,bugu daya yai picking,nace bilal ka taimakamin kadaukeni a nan,banson nan,take me away from all this….yace shhhhh kibar kukan,tundaxu Ina bakin hotel din,fito,kifito mutafi,fita nayi da gudu,har nakusa cin karo dashi ya jani yabude motan nashiga yarufe,yashiga mukatafi,wani hotel ya kaini,harynxu banbar kuka bah,part of me nafadamin abunda nikesonyi bedace bah and the other part of me nafadamin akai daidai nike,jawoni jikinsa yai yafara rarrashina,yabani abinci naci sanannn yabani magani ya kwantardani tareda rufeni da duvet……….

Daren ranar a hotel muka kwana,washegari tunda asubah mukabar garin,mukatafi katsina,a gdan abokin bilal mukasauka kafin ya sama mana gida,tun a ranar bilal yace xefara neman a gda,abokin yace noo muaxauna taredashi don dama yagaji daxama shi kadai,haka ko akai mukaxauna,da daddare mukaje shopping yasiyamin kayayyakin sawa da kayan abinci duk abunda xamu bukata dai,xama da bilal made me happier,his kisses made me alive,koyaushe cikin nunawa junanmu mugun so mukeyi,muna spending nights making love to each other,lost in each others bodies,forgetting every problem……tunda mukaxo bamutaba magana akan abinda muka aikatabah,munkashe wayoyinmu gabadaya,ya balla sim din yacanxamin wani,shima yacanxa nashi,amma duk lkcinda natuna fuskar muhsin senaji zuciyata kamar xata buga,bansan dalili bah…….
For the first month,komi natafiya daidai,se kuma mukafara shiga matsalar kudi,don baba yayi frozing credit cards din bilal gabadaya,gashi shidama krtu yakeyi,baya aiki ko irin sanaarnan beyi,nima ganinan banda aikin komi,bnmasan ya ake sanaa ba,result din SSCE ne kawae hannuna,gashi inata wahala duk inda naje ace baxaa daukeni aiki da result dinba,shikuma nayi nayi ko kasuwa yafara xuwa yanemi shagonda xeriqa xama yace Allah ya kiyaye,seda abokinsa yasa baki yace to xeriqa bin abokin garage inda suke aikin mota,after a week dakyar nasamu aiki as a waitress a wani local restaurant…….
Da murnata nadawo gida,natararda abokinnasa a parlor muka gaisa nashiga dakinmu,dakin ba abunda yake se warin engine oil da fetur,nagangoshi can gefen gado yarufe ido,nayi sauri nakarasa nace guess what,tsaki yai yajuya yace bnda lkcin shiriritarnan taki maryam,kwanana biyu banyi bacci bah,please kibarni,nadanyi bacci….gabadaya se jikina yai sanyi don betabamin magana cikin murya hakabah,amma nasan dalili sbda har wani dark cycle ne tsakanin idonsa,sannan fukarsa duk tayi baki,kumatun sundan koma,yasaba da rayuwar jindadi,betaba wahala hakabah,though Nima nasaba darayuwar jindadin amma ba irin wahalarda baxan iya shigaba akansa,and abinda na aikata yafi damuna akan rashin abinci ko kudi…..
Na kalleshi nace nasamu aiki,yace a ina,nace a wani restaurant as a waitress yai tsaki yajuya,nacemasa Ina kokarifa bilaaal bakai kadai ke wahala hakabah,yace well try harder princess,ya mike yashiga toilet……

Ji nayi kamar ana kallona,se ta window naga abokinsa na lekenmu…..
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Haka week din yatafi yau dadi gobe ba dadi nayi masa maganar yakamata a dauramana aure yace ni wace irin jahilace ae baa aure kan aure,baxe aureniba har se muhsin ya sakeni….haka nafara aiki a restaurant din aikin yasa nagane how spoilt i really was,first week dina bakaramin wuya nasha ba da zagi a gurin matar,sbda nafasamata plates da cups dayawa,na xubar da abinci jikin customers gurin uku,sanannan rannar naxubarda pepper soup me zafi jikin wata customer,akafaramin fada nima naxageta,aikam tabani 5k kudin aikin danamata takoreni…..
Lokacinda nadawo gida,natadda bilaal cikin sour mood,dana tambayeshi meyafaru,yacemin me garage dinne yace yaje yasiyoma wani customer abinci,shikuma yaji baxe iyaba,don ba karamin raina customer din yai bah,yace babana fa baban me kudine yaxaeta wulakantani don sunga inabinsu a hankali,aekam nazage ogannamu tas shikuma ya koreni,maryam tace munshiga uku,innalillahi…..yace ae kina aiki xamuyi managing kafin insamu wani,nace nima ankoreni fada ne yahadani da ita,tun kafin nakarasa yakemin wani kallo sannan yace shut up,ke wace irin wawiyace wai,for once stop being self centered bitch kiroqesu sudawo maki da aikinnan…..

Haushi yakamani nace bilaaaal kadena min magana haka,kuma billahil azeem baxan basu hakuri bah,hararata yayi yabuga desk din yatashi yabar gurin……
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Watan dayashigo bamuyi fada ba kwata kwata,sabida ko magana bamuyi ma,garri yasiyo da kayan miya ya aje a kitchen,se shinkafa,innasha garin dasafe da rana inyi shinkafa inci da mai,haka shima xe diba yaci,se sometimes in abokinshi yaji tausayinmu seyakawo supergetti ko Macroni,haka nacigaba da neman aiki,dakayr nakarasamu a wani local restaurant din,namiji ne me gurin kuma tsohon soja so he was really tough.,nasan mistake daya xanyi yakoreni,se niketa komi cikin natsuwa…..
Doubling shift dina nikeyi sbda ina bukatar kudi,banadawowa se dare,time dinda nike dawowa ma yayi bacci abinsa sannan ynxu inmunyi magana abu dayane ko biyu,innadawo restaurant da abinci nike dawowa to mundan samu saukin siyan abinci,maganarda ke hadamu kuwa bewuce yacemin ya aiki ba?ko kuma me mukai gurin aiki amma ko kusadani yabar kwanciya,I can remember ranar nadawo da wuri and I missd how we use to be,se na juya abinci a cooler nasiyo drinks nayi wanka naimasa kwalliya,yana zuwa ko kallo ban ishesa ba ta abinci yake,yaci ya koshi yatashi yai wanka xe kwanta,abin ba karamin ciwo yamin ba,haka na tashi nakoma kusa da shi nakwanta muna facing juna,idona cikin nashi and I could see the loss of interest in his eyes amma dukda haka na matso xanyi kissing dinsa,yai sauri ya juya,tareda cewa na kyaleshi,shifa rayuwa haka ta ishesa,haka na matsa gefe Ina kewar iyayena,I wish xan iya kiransu one day amma banda courage din yin hakan……
Bayan wata uku

Haka rayuwan keta tafiyarmana ba dadi,ko kadan bamujin dadi,jia ce kawae tamun dadi sbida munyi fira sosae,har muka kwanta tare,se naji nakara kewarsa,banajin dadin ynda rashin kudi yakeso tarwatsamu,though jia yanunamun soyayya ba kadan harnagane cewa hrynxu be bar sona ba,gobe birthdaynshi so kasuwan naje nasiyo jeans da shirt na gwanjo masu dan kyau,naje akamin gyaran gashi,sbda inaso muje restaurant me kyau yau muyi dinner,haka nabar aiki da wuri nakoma gida,Ina xauna natararda friend dinsa a palor yana kallona da wani expression a face dinshi,muka gaisa nawuce daki,bilaal bayanan,shiru shiru bedawo ba,besaba kaiwa haka a wajeba,amma nadai share,wardrobe naje indauki kaya naga ba kayanshi,anan hnkalina yatashi,dudduba dakin nafarayi naga babu komi nashi,hankalina ya tashi,nadauki waya nakirashi switchoff,nooo noooo baxeywu ba nafadi da karfi,natashi naje jikin mirror wayarsace a gurin,hamdala nayi nadauko,na kunna naga ko sim babu,se a lokacin na lura yasa papper da note a jiki ya danne da wayar,hannuna yafara rawa,zuciyata na tsalle kamar xatafito qirjina,nakasa ko budewa,dakyar nasamu na natattaro natsuwa jikina,nabude…….

“Kiyi hakuri maryammm,I can’t do it anymore,nabarmaki kudi kasan matrass,xetamaka maki na wata daya xuwa biyu”
Bilaaaal
Wani jiri taji yanadibanta,taji kanta na sarawa,ta gudu tabar gida,tabar kowa nata sbda shi,Ashe haka maxa suke,ashe basuda amana,innalillahi wainna ilaihirrajiun shine kalmar datake ya Nanatawa,ko sallah takasayi,tamarasa tunanin me xatayi ynxu,time ta kalla tafi 5 hours xaune gurin,idonta ne yakai kan takardar,ynxu ko hawaye yabar zubowa a idonta,idanun sun bushe,I couldn’t believe this was really happening,he left me,ohh Allah,Ina xansa kaina….
Jitayi anbude kofar dakin,abokinsa ne yashigo,yaxauna gefena,yamikomin ruwan sanyi,na ture,yace kiyi hakuri maryam,nasan ba dadi,kar kitaba damuwa,you have all my support,nasan kina bukatar gurin xama kuma…….kuka ya fashe dashi tana tunanin kaddararda rayuwa ta jefeta dashi,ynxu batadakowa,Ina xataje?meyasa xemata haka wai?why?ta goge hawayen tace karkadamu xantafi,kabani kwana daya,innema gurin xama,yace Aa bahaka nike nufi ba,xaki iya xama a nan,as long as you want,consider it your own house,duk abinda kike bukata let me knw…….
Thank you tace masa sannan tace xan nema gida a hnkali,don bansan taya xanfara komawa gida ba,bansan yaxanyi ba se ynxu nashiga 17 years har ynxu ni yarinyace sannan Ina bukatar kulawa……
Yanafita nashiga toilet nayi Alwala nayi sallah,nafara jero salloli har bansan adadin raka oinda nayi ba,nafila niketayi Ina rokon Allah gafara,hhar safiya tayi ban runtsa ba……..
Wai ashe haka akeji?ashe haka muhsin yaji?ynxu yaji the same amount of pain dinda naji kenan?if yes then it sucks,hasbunallahu waniimal wakil……..
Week dinda yashigo gabadayaa gida nayita nema bansamuba,nayita engaging kaina cikin ayyuka a restaurant,ko ba shift dina bane xuwa nikeyi,sbda inna xauna nikadai ba abunda nike se kukan kaddarar rayuwata,some times se inji kamar ba kaddarabace son zuciyace…….

Bayan wata daya
Nagaji da neman gda har na hakura,abokinsa ba abunda bayamin,yana ciyar dani yana tufatar dani,banida matsala,se damuwa da tayimin yawa,yana supporting dina yana lallashina ko yaushe amma I couldn’t stay with him any longer,A part of me didn’t trust him,amma ba laifina bane maxanne baxankara yarda dasu ba…….
Satinann gabadaya batajin dadi batasan meyasa ba,dawowa tayi daga aiki tagaji,wanka takeso tayi,ta kunna heater ta sirka ruwa,tafi week rabonta da wanka,ynxu ba abunda yadameta,ko kaya batadamu ko wanke sukeba,sawa kayi takeyi,ko wanka batayi setaga dama,nothing matters…..
Ina gama wanka nasa towel naxame,dakyar na mike,wani abu na hango kamar karamar camera,mamaki nikeyi me camera takeyi a toilet dina,haka nafito dai,nasa jeans da wata short gown nashafa man xafi a kafar,nakoma toilet din,ji nayi kamar jini yabar yawa a jikina,abokin muhsinne yasa hannunsa yana dauko cameran,innalillahi me hakan kenufi to………
Fita nayi nasa hijab,na tafi dakinsa naga beshigoba waje yafita ashe,laptop nagani kunne,nakarasa tareda fito da idona waje sosae video nane yake playing,Ina wanka don baxanma iya tuna yaushe bane,a youtube akai uploading,dannawa nayi,nafita naga videos dinane dayawa gabadaya Ina wanka,wasu zufa ne ke ketomin ta ko ina,narasa ina xansa Raina……….
Wani miyau na hadiye,nafara girgiza kaina nace nooo nooo let it be dream plssssssss,wlhy baxan iya daukaba,tashin hmkalin dayawa,yakamata nafita,yakamata ace in gudu amma nakasa ko motsi…….
Parlor naganshi naga yana kokarin shigowa nace miye wannan,iye miye wannan?tsaki yai yace macuciyar banxa,anfadamaku bansan abinda kikayibane keda bilaal,so stop pretending like an innocent,matsowa kusa da ita yayi xekamata tasa ihu,yace anfadamuku xaku xauna gidana a banxane?nima dole inyi benefiting…….
Nace ka kyaleni,ka sakeni nace yafizgoni,namijine shi gashi kato ya fini karfi,nesa ba kusaba,kokari yake yaciremin hijab din jikina,kokawa mukafarayi,duduubawa nafarayi banga ko abu dayaba,cizo na masa iya karfina,ya turesa na bude kofar na fita a guje,har nakai gate nadawo,narufe gidan ta waje,nafara gudu,narasa inda xani,so nike inkoma imdauki kudina da kayana amma nakasa,nakasa dena gudu….

I ran like a crazy person,mutane se kallona suke amma bedame niba,ko ba komi na tsira da mutumcina,wani bench nagani naje da gudu na xauna Ina maida numfashi….

Ynxu gani nikadai a garinda bansan kowa ba,sannan ba kudi hannuna,babu kuma kayan sawa,I couldn’t go back to that house,baxan kuma iya komawa gurin muhsin ba sannan baxan iya komawa gurin iyayena ba….
Ga breakfast ☕️Haka naxauna gurin har afta magrib,kowa yawuce se ya kalleni,ga yunwa ta isheni,ga sanyin gurin na damuna,ga ko sallah banyiba,tashi nai nafara zagayawa har naga wani massallaci anrufesa angama sallar isha,naje na kunna Tap din nayi Alwala nasha ruwan,sannan naje ta baya gurin taburmi nayi sallah,na kwanta a gurin,kiraye kirayen asuba nafaraji,natashi se ga liman yafito yacemin kar yakara ganina gurin ba gurin bacci bane,nace to,nafira tafiya nakoma inda naxauna jia,dattijan maxane keta wucewa suna jogging,kowa se kallona yake,ganinai yara sunafara fitowa makaranta,natashi natafi restaurant dinmu,Ina shiga oganmu ya kalleni yace meyasameni yaga idona a kumbure,nace masa banda lafiya ne,yace kardai inbari ciwon yashafi aikina,don shi baxe dauki nonsense ba,nace inshaallah,sannan nacemasa inaso inriqa aiki tun safe har dare,yace ba matsala don shimaI yana bukatan maaaikata………
Bathroom nashiga nayi wanka,Allah yasa akwae kayana kala biyu dana ajeyi a restaurant din,na canxa kayan,na wanke waenda na cire,se Oga ya kirani yabani key din restaurant din yace inruka rufewa kullum da daddare tunda xanriqa dadewa,sannan in tabbatr naxo as early as possible inbude kafin kawo yaxo,nace toh,don dama rabi ce ke budewa da safe kuma yakoreta a aiki…….

Throughout the day keeping kaina busy nayi don banmaso inxauna har intuno videos dinnan,don indai natunasu se cikina ya juya,tunosu da nai ynxu yasa naji amai yatahomin,nayi sauri nashiga bathroom nayi sannan nagoge jikina,inafitowa kowa yamin sallama yawuce dan already 9:30 yayi,tunanin inda xankwana nikeyi,

INA ZANJE YANXU?

Ina xaune ga keys hannuna,Ina kuma kallon window garin yayi shiru,titi bakowa,wata zuciyat tacemin inyi kwanciyata anan tunda babu wanda xesani kuma babu me fadima oga tunda dai dole ni xanbude dasafe,haka natashi narufe ko ina,nayi wanka na kwanta…….

Kiran sallah yatasheni,danma Allah ya taimakeni a kawae masallaci kusadamu,natashi nayi sallah,na bude restaurant din,nafara aikace aikace,tunanin muhsin kawae nikeyi,nasan hakkinsa ke bibiyata amma a shirye nike,a shirye nike da ko me xanfuskanta,tunda nasan dole ABINDA NA SHUKA SHI ZAN GIRBA
Ina mopping oga yaxo,nagaisheshi,yaji dadi dayaga har nakusa gama goge gogen yace yauwa kinga inkina kokari haka har Albashi xankara maki,nayi murmushi…….
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Haka rayuwa tacigaba da tafiya,yau sati biyu kenan Ina kwana cikin restaurant din,ko wani dare xanjira kowa ya watse inrufe in kwanta sometimes ma don karsu xargi wani abu,se narufe muwuce tare,suna yin nisa indawo inbude inshigo,haka Allah yataimakeni ana kiran sallah nike mikewa,dukda banda alarm,though bacci baya isata don customers naraguwa ko a xaune sede aga ina bacci kullum se oga yayimin fada,kayan sawa kuma inada kala uku,kullum cikinsu nike canxawa….
Ynxu major problem din shine rashin lafiyata,I haven’t been feeling well for quite some days now,komai bemin dadi sannan banjindadin jikina gabadya,donma Ina kokari gurin aiki,kuma na iya pretending,jira nike a biyamu inje inga Doctor……
Ina kokari sosae Ina focusing kan aikina,amma indai xan xauna nikadai tunanin gida na damuna,inta ganin fuskan babana,I did everything for a man amma ji inda ya barni,in a strange world to struggle alone….

Babu wanda ya damu dani anan,babu wanda yake lura ko inada damuwa,my presence doesn’t mean anything to anyone,ko hours nawa xanyi a toilet Ina kuka babu wanda ke lura da hakan…..
Sallar asr nayi naji kamshin suyan kwai,tuni naji cikina yawani hargitse natashi da sauri nayi toilet nayita amai,seda na amayo komi na cikina,don dama nakasa cin komi gabadaya yau,se ruwan lipton dinda nasha da safe,tashi nai na gyara jikina,na wanke bakina nafito,natafi kitchen,ummi ce tasoya kwan kuma tafita amma harynxu akwae kamshin,sauri nayi nafita jiri na dibana,se bayan 10 mint nakoma inason indauki was wani lipton inhada insha kafin oga yashigo yaganni,naita sauri nahada nakoma dakinda muke xama inba aiki,nayi sauri nasha nadan xauna,yunwa nikeji baxan iya cin abinci ba and banda kudi bare nasiya fruits nasha,gobe dai yakamata a biyamu salary,yana biyanmu xandauki excuse intafi doctor ya dubani….
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Tashinayi daga bacci naganni a wani bakon wuri da ruwa a hannnuna,dakin natsaya karema kallo,a raina nace kamar asibiti,amma menikeyi anan?wata nurse ce tashigo taga nafarka tayi sauri tafita takira Doctor,se gashi sundawo tare,nace wayakawoni nan?yace wata abokiyar aikinki ce,ummi sunanta,she found you unconscious on the floor,na dagamasa kai kawae,jiri nikeji bansan meyafaru bayan nan ba….
Soo meke damuna?sbda Ina kallo a films in mutum na feeling dizziness sosae to yanada matsala a brain dinshi ko wani abu haka,ya kalleni yace getting unconscious in the first trimester is common,so kiriqa kula da kanki,da kuma diet dinki sannan ma naga bakicin abinci sosae…..
Tunani nike a ina natabajin kalmarnan(first trimester),naksa tunawa,na kalleshi nace first trimester kamarya?ya bude ido yace sooo bakisan kinada ciki ba,nayi sauri nadaga kai,don ciki betaba xuwa cikin kaina ba……
Nace noooo nooo ka kara dubawa dai,akwae mistake a wani gurin,bakuyi year din da kyau ba,or mayb result din banawa bane,tashi nayi kokarin yi,nurse din tayi saurin rikeni tace it’s pretty clear from your test kinada ciki na 8 weeks,wen last kikai period yakamata kiyi tunani kigani…girgiza kaina kawae nike don baxan iya tuna komi ynxu ba….jikina naji yayi wani sanyi duk tunani na stressing kaina danikeyine duk yajawo hakan,na kalleta nace Ina nufin muna using protection,shit dan Allah kuce wasane,pleaseeeee…..
Hawayene yafara zubomin,doctorn ya tsiramin ido yana kallona yace bani numbern wani inkira,your husband ko family member ko mom dinki ma……

Na kara girgiza kaina nace noooo kaciremin ruwannan kawae intafi aiki,kar oga yadawo bananan,xeyi fada sosae and banso inyi loosing aikinnan,ummi ce tashigo takaraso inda nike,da abinci,taganmu haka,ta tambaya ko akwae matsaala Doctor yace wai sallama na nakeso ayi tace ba matsala xan kula da ita yace to se kuriqa xuwa check up……
Kamani tayi mukafito,ta tsayarda me napep ta xaunar dani,tasa abubuwanmu a ciki,kuka nacigabadayi sosae har muka karasa restaurants din,mutane se sannu sukemin mukashiga daki,tabani abinci nakici dakyar dai nasha fruit tacemin wai menene problem din inace babyn na mijinkine,nace yatafi ae yabarni kuma ba mijinabane,briefly nabata labarina,da ynda nike kwana cikin restaurant din,mamakine yakamata,amma tacemin inbata time xatai tunani se musan shawarar da xamu yanke,amma ynxu in kwantar da hnkalina baxatafadima kowaba,godiya namata,tatashi tafita……..
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Haka wani week din yatafi,Ina shan magunguna na,narage jin jiri amma hrynxu akwae morning sickness dinnan,nagama goge goge,narufe restaurant din na kwanta,Ina tunanin rayuwa nashafa cikin jikina,wai ynxu akwae wata halitta a cikina,se ynxu natuna ranar da nasamu ciki,ana gobe bilal xetafine,daren beyi using protection ba,gashi nasamu ciki kuma ba dan sunna ba,tunani nike ko in zubar amma baxan iya ba,baxan iya aikata wani babban zunubin ba,wanda na aikata ma kullum cikin istigfari nike Ina neman yafiyar ubangiji………
Yau bacci nayi sosae har banji kiran sallah ba,ruwa kawae naji an watsomin jikina,natashi a firgice……..

Sooo naso in karasa littafinnan,amma baku bani karfin giwa,baku commenting,baku supporting dina,soo xantsaya anan,don nalura rubutun baya kayatar daku yanda yakamata,nagode da kuka ware lokaci,cikin lokutanku har kuka karanta littafinnan,its a great pleasure,nagode kwarai
Oga nagani saman kaina yana wani huci kamar zaki,yace tashi,tashi maxa kinmanta rules and regulation dinako,ke mahaukaciyar inace,kallonsa nikeyi da maaikatan da sukayi layi kusa dashi na kalla time naga 7am but how comes,se 8 yake zuwa nasan dole fadamasa akayi,yace tashi mana,nayi sauri natashi yace uban meyasa kike kwanan min a restaurant?nace pls kayi hakuri banida inda xan xaunane,yace wanann matsalarkice,kudina ya watsomin yace ki tattara kibarmin gurinnan ynxunnan,tsugunnawa nai nace dan darajar manxan Allah oga karufamin asiri,banda kowa wlhy,banda gurin zama,aikinnan shine rufin asiri na,kuma wlhy ciki gareni karufamin asiri….
Shiru yayi yashiga ciki,segashi yafito da wani kudi ya mikamin yace gashi wannan xe isheki har month dinnan yakare,amma gskia baxan iya barinki anan ba,kije kinemi wani aikin,gskia baxan iya ba dukda inajin dadin aiki dake amma nasan Allah xehadani da wasu sooo kitafi kawae,kuka nafara natashi natafi nahada kayana dake gurin,na masu sallama nafita se ga ummi tabiyoni tana kirana,tsayawa nayi tace dan Allah kiyi hakuri bansan korarki xeyiba,shiru nayi natsaya kallanta nace meyasa xakimin haka,na yarda dake,nafadamaki komi a kaina kinci amanata,korata xeyi sbda budget shyasa nafadamasa halinda kike ciki sbda ya kyaleni,murmushi nayi nace kefa ko yakoreki,kina tareda iyayenki da mijinki,nifa banda kowa lallai mutanen duniya bakuda amana……
Tafiya nayi na batta a gurin,natafi masallacinda na kwana rannan,na siya abinci naci,na zauna tacan baya,bansan yaakai liman yaganni ba,kawae ganinshi nayi a gabana,yai min sallama yace baiwar Allah iyayenkifa nace sun rasu,yace bakida yan uwane,nace kawuna yace baxerikeniba,yace taso muje gidana,wani sanyinaji a raina na mike nabishi,muna shiga gidan ya barni a wje yashiga yama matarsa bayani,mukashiga tare faran faran ta karbeni tana tausayamin,takawomin tuwo naci sosae kam,sannan ta kaimin ruwan wanka tace naje nayi,takaini dakin yaranta yanmata guda biyu,haka nacigaba da zama a gidan har suka sani islamiya nima,kullum muke zuwa muke dawowa da yaran,kwanakinnan Ina yawan yin amai,amma basutaba luraba,ranan muna zaune sega kawar ta taxo muka gaisheta tanata kallona,mukashiga dakinmu,tace kawata wannan budurwarfa diyar waye?tace wlh malam ya tsinceta,infadamaki batada kowa,marainiya shine fa muka kawotanan,nike riketa,tace lallai amma bakida hnkali wanan santaleliyar budurwa kawae ta kwace maki miji,ke kina kallon idon yrinyarnan ai kinsan yar barikice,gaskiya kinaso ki tafka babban kuskure,dariya tayi tace ke nayarda da mijina sannan na yarda da nutsuwar yarinyarnan ba abunda xefaru se Alkhairi inshaaallah……

Tashi tayi tashiga kitchen tafara soya mai,ji nayi zuciyata na tashi ga kamshin man,cikina ya murda da gudu nashiga toilet nafara amai,hnkali amina yatashi tafita da gudu ta kira maman,segasu da kawar taimakamin sukai,natashi kawar tace ke kalleni,nako kalleta tace kawatah diyarnan takifa cikine da ita,ko dama tataba aure,gabanane yafadi,mamansu amina tace wani irin ciki kuma ana zaune lafiya?ko kintaba aurene maryam nayi sauri na girgiza kai tace batada komifa,kallonta tayi tace naga alama kina wasa amma Allah ya taimaka,tadauki jakarta tatafi,jikin maman aminane yai sanyi tace maryam fadamin gskia ciki gareki?dagakai maryam tayi aiko tasa salati tace amina tashi maxa kiramin babnku,amina tace to tatafi,se gasu sunshigo tare yace yanaganku haka,wani abunne yafaru,tace maryam cikine da ita malam,nikam wlhy kanemo yan uwanta,baxaka daukomana tawhin hnkaliba,yai ahiru yana kallon maryam yace dagaske?maryam tafara hawaye tace ey,yace wayamaki?tayi shiru se kuka,yace kinga yaya mata gareni bansan boyayyar halayyarkiba,baxanso ki batamin su ba,kar kibatamin tarbiyyarsu,muje gurin kawunki inbashi hakuri kikoma gurinsa,tace Aaaah Aaah yace shknan kiyi hakuri kibar gidannan wlhy banson matsala…..
Daki nakoma nahada kayana nabar gidan,Ina kuka su amina na kuka,maman amina taban kudi tace nariqe a hannuna na musu godiya da karamcinda sukamin nafito gidan,nafara tafiya Ina tunanin inda rayuwa xata kara kaini…..Tafiya nike narasa Ina zandosa naga mai napep natara nace muje muna tafiya,mukashiga wata unguwa naga wani restaurant cike da mutane anashige da fita,nace yatsaya nabiyasa,nashiga ciki nace inason magana da mai gurin akamin iso da ita,nafadamata aiki nike bukata,tace ita ae maaikata basumata yawa,so xatarika biyana 10 thousand per month nace to nagode,tace a gidanta xanriqa kwana sbda ita duk masu mata aiki gidanta suke kwana nace ba matsala,takirawo wata mai suna karime tace takaini gida inhuta,gobe se infara fitowa aikin,tadaukarmin ledan kayana kam mukatafi gidan……
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Gidane madai daici babban falo,da dakuna kwara uku,daki daya na mai gidanne,biyu kuma namune,ma’aikatanta,kayan tajeramin cikin wadrobe sannan tabani abinci naci,nayi wanka nayi sallah nayi kwanciyata…….
Se 8 din dare sukadawo,Ina falo muna kallo nida karime,yanmata kusan takwas duk suka shigo mukagaisa,suka shiga cikin daki,bayan hour daya naga sunfito duk sunci kwalliya kamar basu ba,a raina nace ko biki xasuje ne?se naga sunama anty sallama daya bayan daya,itakuma tanacewa akawo mai tsoka,ashe samarinsune ke jiransu waje,nikam dai inata kallon ikon Allah,natashi namasu seda safe naje daki nayi shafai da wutiri nayi kwanciyata…….
Washegari
Tun asuba mukatashi mukai sallah,mukafara shirin tafiya gidan abincin,yanmatan naga suna kwalliya kamar ba aiki xasuba,nidai nasaka dogon hijabina,Ina jira sugama mutafi,karime ce takaraso kusadani tace ke baxaki shiryabane?nace mata na shirya ae,duk suka juyo suka kalleni suka kwashe da dariya,nikam takaici sukabani don banga abin dariya a jikina ba……
Fitowa mukai mukasami anty a parlor,tace oya mutafi,wata a cikinsu tace anty bakiga abinda ke jikintabane,Anty ta harareta tace wannan ba matsalarki bace,ta rikemin hannu tace muje kinji diyata,nayi murmushi nabita,haka mukaje mukai aiki mukadawo,kamar jia naga yauma sunyi kwalliyarsu sunfice,nace su kam ko yaushe xasudawo oho,fira muke da anty har naji bacci natashi natafi daki,Ina mamakin kirkin matar….
Bayan kwana uku
Haka muke zuwa aiki kullum mudawo nikadai akebari a gida da daddare se anty,washegari natashi nashirya,nafito se anty ta shigardani dakinta,tabani wasu riga da skirt na atamfa sababbi da mayafi tace nasa,nacemata Aa nafijin dadin hijab,tace ae kawae tabarni insabane amma ita gskia baasamata hijab gurin aiki,ba don nasoba na karba,naje nasa,akabani powder nashafa sunata yabon kyau na,nikam gabadaya I’m not comfortable,haka mukaje aikin,washegari haka takara bani wasu kayan nasa,mukaje,muna tsaka da aiki wani customernta Alhaji audi yazo tanata murnar ganinsa,shikuma se kallona yake,kallon ya isheni na tashi na shige ciki,yace hajja wannan fa,tace sabon hannu ce,kafin inbaka ita sekabiya kudi masu yawan gaske,yace na sati ma zakiban,ko na wata kinga se intafi dubai da ita in shana,tace bakada matsala inji alert kawae yace angama,wayarsa yadauki yakira yaron shagonsa yace aje asama acct din hajian kudi,sega alert kuwa,guda tayi tafara rawa tace lallai Alhaji dagaske kake,babbar harka,to kabani xuwa gobe insamu in lallabata yace angama kardai a wuce kwana biyu don baxan iya hakuri ba tace toh…….
Ranar anty yini tayi cikin farinciki,don tadade batasamu makudan kudi hakaba,muka koma gida tun yamma tafara bani wasu magunguna wai na basir ne talura basir na damuna,haka nasha ba don naso ba,Ina shiga daki kam na amayar dashi……ranar da daddare tace inshirya xanyi bako,nace wani irin bako kuma,tacemin wani kaninta kesona,itakuma tanaso nayi aure inda xanji dadi shyasa ma ta amince masa yaxo mu daidaita wai amma in bemun ba infadamata kawae,nace to haka nashirya yaxo naje,Ina zuwa naga Alhajin daxu takaici yakamani,nace amma matarnan ya tarainani,muka gaisa yace shopping xamuje nace to nabisa mukatafi wani mall,yaita lodarmin kaya,su jaka ,takalma da kayan makeup,kayan hargani nayi sunyi yawa,yasiyamun su chocolates kuma kala kala,nikam nagaji bacci ma naikeji nacemasa,mukatafi gida,haka yasaukeni yasa mai gadinmu yashigarmin da kayan,sannan yabanu kudi inriqe a hannuna,kin karba nayi,ya ajiye yatafi,haka nadauka nashiga ciki,anty taita santin kayan,tace maryam kinga harkar arziki ko nace ey ga kudi ma yabani,tace inriqe abuna,nace na ajiye cikin kayana kam,itakuma ta dauki kayan ya tayani jerawa a dakinmu……..
Washegari haka yaxo yadaukeni,tace xamufita nace toh,hotel naga munje,ya kama daki,segashi ankirasa a waya yacewai emergency ne xeje yadawo,nacemasa baxan iya xama nikadai ba,sede mutafi tare yace to,haka mukatafi wani gida,lura nayi gidansane,yace ko anyi knocking glass karnabude,xe bama matarsa sako ne,nace to,yana shiga gidan nafito nabi bayansa,Ina shiga naga ya marairaice yanama matar magana,na shiga na zauna,ta kalleni tace kekumafa?daga Ina?shikam iya tashin hnkali,hnkalinsa yatashi nace daukoni yai wai muje hotel,tace hotel kuyime?nace abinda akeyi mana,aiko tasa salati,shikuma yafara masifa kee,a ina kikasanni,uban wa ya aikoki kimin sharri,wlhy my love makiya ne,wanda basusan ganina taredake,yajuyo kaina yace kekuma xanci ubanki yau,inga ubanda yatsaya maki,wayarsa na mika masa nace ga wayarka Ina mota,matar kasa magana tayi tabini da kallo kawai,tace wlhy yau seka sakeni,ashe abunda akefadi gskiane,karfe ya dauko yabiyoni,nikam nasa gudu a titin,na tare me napep na hau……….A kofar gida nasauka,mai gadi yaban kudi nabiya,nashiga ciki nadauko masa,Anty nasamu parlor tana kallo,ta kalleni tace har kindawo sharp sharp haka,nai murmushi nace matarsace taketa nemansa shyasa yadawo dani,tace jarababbiya mtsww mata matsala garemu wlhy,haka kawae ayita takurawa namiji,na sosa kai kawae nawuce ciki,a raina nace wai ni xaaraina ma hankali,kwanciyata nayi ina shafa cikina nafara bacci…….
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Washegari haka mukaje aiki,Ina fargabar kar Alhaji audi yaxo kuma har dare shiru bexoba,da daddare Anty tace mutuminnaki yau baxexo bane,nace qila matsalane a gidannasa,kuma ni gashi ba wayaba bare na kirasa,tace hakane amma xexo manasani,nace aikam,ban rufe baki ba kuwa se gashi yafado gidan ko sallama babu,anty tai sauri ta mike tace Alhaji lafiya?yace ni xaacima mutunci?wannan yarinyar ke kika koyamata abunda xataminko?anty ta kalleni duk hnkalina yatashi nace dan Allah kiyi hakuri dama wlhy bnjin dadine shyasa namasa hakan,ranta a bace tace mekikamasa maryam?nayi shiru,shikam yabata labari tas,sannan yace wlhy dakyr nashawo kan abun nabawa me gadina kudi da iyayenta sukaxo yace ae shi besan motar a bude takeba,yadaiga budurwar tashiga tadauko waya tashiga cikin gidanne,dakyr fa nasamu na lallabata da iyayenta komi yawuce…….
Ta kalleni tace kin kyauta,tace amma wlhy ni babu yarinyarda xataxqunamin a gida baxatabi abunda nikeso ba,in abunda kikeso xakiyi meyahanaki xama gaban iyayenki?ko kikama gida kixauna kiriqa abunda kikeso?wlhy dole kibi umarnina imdai xaki xauna gidana,ta kalla alhaji,ynxu ya kakeso ayi yace ni kudinakawae xaabiyani,da kudinda nasa akaturomaki jia da safe duk ki tattaramin kudina inkara gaba,tace Aaaah gskia Alhaji ae baxaae hakaba,kasan bamutaba samun matsala ba,dole tabika,ko shekara xatai gurinka nidai tabika Kurum,yace bayan taga gidana,wayasan mexatamin gobe?tace ae wlhy uban ta yayi kadan,bata isaba wlhy,se insa a batar da ita wlhy,ta juyo ya kalleni tace ke kuma tattaro kibishi,sannan inji ance kinyi wani abun kigani,wlh nidake ne,sanann Alhaji duk abunda tayi kakirani kawae,sannan kasa tsaro sosae a kanta,hnkalinane yatashi danni nasan nayi kuskure a rayuwata amma nayi nadama kuma baxan bari inkara aikata hakanba,nace to Anty kiyi hakuri,ciki nashiga nahada kaya a akwati duk abunda nasan nawa dawasu cikin wanda Alhaji yasiyamun nafito nace nashirya muje,tace yauwa kokefa……

Rike hannuna yayi,nayi sauri xan kwace naga tana kallona,haka nadaure muka mata sallama mukafita,tsayawa yai xebude mota,yasaki hannuna,nikam naja akwatina da gudu,biyoni yai da gudu dashi da mai gadinmu,gudu nike sosae naxo kwana naji wata mota tayi sama dani,dishi dishi nike gani,naga Alhaji da maigadi sunkoma a guje……..
Bude idona nayi naganni cikin asibiti,kallon dakin nikeyi,naji kaina yamin wani irin nauyi,nadafe naji annannadamin bandage,so nike intashi amma nakasa naji gabadaya jikina namin ciwo especially cikina,dayake wani azaban ciwo,wata matace taxo kusadani tariqe hannuna tace ya jikin,kinajin wani abu?nace cikina ciwo tace sannu ko,sannu kinji,wata nurse ce ta matso tayi seaking permission wai xatamin wasu basic examinations,dagamata kai kawai nayi,don namakasa magana,idona harhaska da touch,tace kinajina?ya sunanki nace maryam….tace okay,tambayoyi tacigaba damun taga naki amsata,haka tawuce,rufe idona nayi se kawae naga hoton baby yai appearing a idona,cute,round face with black hair………
Kwanana biyu a asibitin kullum suna kuladani,amma nabar ma kowa magana cikinsu,ranar matar datakawoni tadawo,tabani abinci naci,tace dan Allah kiyi hakuri maryam,bansan yaxanafara baki hakuri ba,shyasa naso kikiramin mijinki mu masa bayani,nace karkidamu ko ma miye kifadamin,tace kinyi miscarriage,gabanane yafadi don namarasa gane miye miscarriage,se a hnkali komi kedawomin,wato cikina yaxube kenan,haba no wonder,tace Dan Allah kiyi hakuri wllhy ranar kirana akai ciwon mamata yatashi shyasa nafito hankalina tashe,kawae naga kinfado titi,ga wasu mutane na biyoki,kiyi hakuri,tace suwaye su nace bansansuba,kayana fa?tace suna mota,nadaukarmaki,shafa cikina nayi Ina godewa Allah cikin raina,itakam wani tausayi nabata tace Dan Allah kiyi hakuri ba da gangan bane wlhy,nace karki damu bakomi…….Doctor ne yaxo yamin tamboyi akan ko akwae abinda kemina ciwo nace Aa,se ya sallamemu,tashi nai mukahada kaya mukafito,muka shiga motarta,ta kalleni tace xankaiki gidan kawata don mijina besan na bugekebi,nace Aa saukeni nan kawae nagode kwarai da karamcin da kikamin,da baki gudu kinbarni a gurinba,tace Aa ae bawai gurinkawartawa xaki xaunaba,gobe xnxo intafi dake kinji,na kalleta nace to shkann,gidan kawartata mukaje,muka zauna kawar taban abinci taje inje daki inhuta nace to……..
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Washegari segata taxo ita da wata mata,tacemin antyn tace,antyn kaduna take soo xasutafi kadunane gurin magani,xaakai mamarta gurin wani mai magani,so bataso tabarni nan,tare xamuje nace to,natashi nama kawartata sallama mukatafi,wani asibiti mukaje akadauko mamarta muka kama hanya,karfe uku na yamma muka karasa kaduna,gidan antyn muka sauka mukahuta,tace atashi a tafi gurin mai magani,se antyntace abiya orphanage dinda take aiki xatabada sako,aiko mukabiya,gurin bakaramin burgeni yayi ba,se nake ganin yaran gurin kamar yan uwana,wucewa xamuyi nace musu subarni a nan suje sudawo sukace to,anan sukabarni sukai tafiyansu,se dare sukadawo sukadaukeni dukda banso tafiyaba,naso subarni in kwana anan amma sukaki yarda,haka mukajera kwana biyar kullum a orphanage suke barina suje gurin mai magani,a hnkali kam mama se sauki takesamu……
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Bayan kwana biyu

Mama ta warke abinta,ranar muna zaune da yamma anty tagama waya da mijinta tana shaidamasa jibi xatakoma,ta juyo kaina tace maryam mijina baxe yarda kixauna damu ba,ga mamana batada karfin rikeki,itama kulawa take bukata,ko xaki xauna gurin anty tunda kinga tanada diya itama kamarki sedai ynxu tana boarding ne,nace Aa Anty karkidamu,xankoma gidane,anty tace ko xakifadamun wani abu a kanki,nayi sauri na girgiza kai,antynta tace kidena mata tambayoyi haka,duk randa ta shirya dakanta xatamaki bayanin komi,shiru Anty tayi tace toooo……
Nace anty aramin wayarki dan Allah,mikomin tayi,gwara inkira gida ko kasheni xasui suyi,don nagaji,nagaji da wannan wahalar,nasa numbern babana amma nakasa dialing,wani irin faduwar gaba nikeji,haka nagoge nasaka ta mummy,nan ma nakasa,wani sectaryn babana natuna,danasaba kira in ina neman baba,sauri nayi nayi dialing numbernshi,ringin uku yadauka,nai sallama nace dan Allah mansur ne?yace ey,wakike nema,naga kamar be ganeniba,nace Alhaji usman.,yace Allah sarki Ae Allah yamasa rasuwa wata uku dayawuce,ji nayi komi na jikina ya tsaya,nakasa ko motsi,ga su anty idonsu a kaina,nace kamarya?yace wlhy yarasu watanni uku da sukawuce,yasamu heart attack so matarsa ta siyarda companyn nashi da abubuwansa takoma CANADA………
Nace wata uku dasukawuce?does it mean?ya Allah nooo noo pls
Hawayene yafara zuba a idona natashi na yarda wayar,nafita a guje,kirana anty take amma bansan metakeyiba,gabadaya naga sunbiyoni,nikuma nafara gudu,komawa sukai suka dauko mota suka biyoni,gudu kawae nike nikaina bansan inda xani ba,Ina tunanin babana,ynxu shknan baxankara ganinsaba?shknan baxega ynda rayuwata ta sauyaba?baxega nadamataba?waxan roka gafara kenan?gashi ynxu nice silar mutuwar tasa,gudu nike Ina wuce gidanne,motoci,amai nafara yi,naga mutane sun tsaya suna kallona,da tausayi a fuskarsu,amma inagamawa nacigaba da gudu,Ina tawuce motoci amma su anty basubar bi na ba,gudu nacigaba dayi forgetting that I had no destination,wani mutumine su anty sukawa magana,aikam yacigaba dabina,yajawoni nafadi unconscious……

Bude idona nayi naganni kan gado gasu anty gefena,sunatamin sannu,tace kintadamin hmkali maryam don Allah karkisake haka kinji,nai shiru,sukaban ruwa nakisha,haka mukawuni,washe gari anty taitamin labari amma naki ko kallonta,se hawaye dake zubomin kawae,ta kalleni tace kiriqa addua maryam,Allah xe yayemaki damuwarki kinji?tashi mushirya mutafi,nace Aa orphanage xan xauna,tace Aa kam sede ki xauna da antynah,kinga diyarta takusa dawowa hutu kamar ke,take se kuyi xamanku,na girgiza kai nace nidai kawae ku maidani orphanage dan Allah,tace to barin fadama antyn,fita tayi taje tasamesu tamusu bayani,antyn tace karkidamu kanki kinji,xankaita orphanage din,ae nima can nike xama ko yaushe,xankula da ita sosae and with time xatayi magana,yarinyace karama sanann kinaganinta kinsan damuwa ce tamata yawa,mama tace gaskia nima nalura da hakan…….
Zuwa sukai suka dauki kayana mukashirya gabadaya suka fara kaini orphanage nida anty sannan mukai sallama suka wuce katsina,wani daki anty ta kaini,naga se gaisheta suke suna kiranta da mama,tabani gado,tace nanne gadona,tayi introducing dina gurin yan dakin,da suke saoina,amma banma kowacce magana cikinsuba,sannan tamusu warning akankarsu riqa damuna da surutu sukace to,taja hannuna tanunamin office dnta tace ko da ina bukatar wani abu,kai kawae nadaga mata,snnan tamaidani dakina.
KARKUMANTA HARYNXU LABARI MINT TAKE BAWA MUHSIN
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Mint tadago kanta ta kalla muhsin daya tsira mata ido tace,ni babana yadade da rabuwa da mamata,so tareda babana nike xama se nasami hutu a skultime sannan nike tafiya gurin mama ,mamata tana aiki a orphanage,it was an adequate sized building where many homeless men and women lived under the same roof…..
Naxo hutun summer lokacin Ina ss2,lokacinne nahadu da wata strange girl,lokacinda naje gidan anata murna da zuwana don yaran gidan da yanmatan kowa na sona,sbda yanda mamata ke masu kamar ita tahaifesu,duka yan cikin orphanage dinnan look happy and enthusiastic except one:tana da kyau,like really beautiful ☺️
Haka dai na yini ranar,da daddare naje dakinsu nayi bacci,Ina ta lura da ita,banga tama kowa magana ba,washegari ma dasafe kowa yatashi yai sallah,mukai wanka,mukatafi dining area,kowa na xauna yanacin abinci anata fira ana dariya,amma ita tana can wani lungu,ta takura kanta kuma bataci komi ba cikin plate din gabanta….
Na kalla mamana,nace wacece ita?mama tace ohh maryam sunanta,watanta takwas anan,nace to yatake abu haka?miye labarinta?mama ta rike hannnuna tace “she’s just another victim of life swthrt”antynki umaima ta katsina ce tabigeta a mota,nan dai taban labarin haduwarsu da maryam,har xaman datai gidan marayu na wata takwas,sannan da labarin zubewar cikin maryam din….

Nace Allah sarki qila marainiyace wacce ta girma a street,mama tace Aa dukda bata magana amma Ina mata kallon mai ilimi a yanayin abubuwanta…
Juyawa nayi mukacigaba dacin abincinmu,amma duk nadamu da halinda maryam ke ciki,ace karamar yarinya kamarta xataxauna tadaurawa kanta hawan jini,nace ma mama,wai kwata kwata bata taba maganabane?mama tace Aa tatabayi sau daya xuwa biyu haka,kuma xatabaki amsa daya inkikamata magnaa,but as far as initiation a conservation is conserved,nayita trying amma banyi saa ba……
Zama nayi Ina kallonta,har nagama breakfast banwuceba Ina xaune Ina kallonta ko sau biyu batasakeciba,bayan kowa yaje ya ajiye empty plate dinshi ita setaje ta aje nata tawuce daki………
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Kwanana 5 a gidan,amma maryam duk tahanamun sukuni,batacin abinci,bata magana,and sometimes bata bacci,ko nafarka xan ganta xaune tana kallon cielling,kuma abinda takeyi wasn’t healthy for ha life,ranadaya nasamu courage,tana zaune acan wani corner nakarasa nace hyy,dago kai kawae tayi ta kalleni tacigaba da abinda take,sekuma daga baya itamatace hyy
Nakoma kusada ita nace sunana maimuna amma ana kirana da mint,bansan meyasa akasamun sunan ba,yamin tsufa and ba dadi,shyasa nike fada da duk wandaxece maimuna ba mints bah……..
Gani nayi kawae tatashi daga inda nike,takoma wani guri daban,batareda tacemin komi bah

A daren ranar mints dasukai waya da saurayinta take bashi labarin maryam,yace ko dai tana bukatar therapy ne?mints tace nafada mama ae mama tace tataba maganar amma maryam tayi shiru,sundade suna magana kan maryam kafin daga baya suyi sallama…
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Washegari
Lokacin breakfast,naje naxauna kusa da ita,at first naga ranta yabaci dataga inacin abnci batareda na kalleta ba se kuma ta kwantar da hnkalinta itama,abincina na cinye tas na matsar da plate gefe,da taga na tsirama plate dinta ido se tafaci itama,se nace mata ya kintashi lafia?tace lafia lau,nace kinason soyayyen kwai kuwa?tace ba sosae ba nafison boiled eggs,nace kuma ni inason mayonnaise inacinshi da bread,rice,da komaima,kefa?bata amsaba daga kai kawae tayi……
Haka natsaya naitamata labari itakuma tana daga kai amma bata amsaba,amma kuma tayi abu daya tacinye abincin plate dinta gabadaya….
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Dakinsu nashigo naganta tana karatun newspaper,na karaso kusada ita nace xan iya xama?tadaga min kai,nadauka nima nafara karanta headlines kamar haka

“Muhsin Abdulkarim yaron farko gurin Alhaji Abdulkadir masu babban textiles companynnan na garin kano,yayi rejecting offer dinda mahaifinsa yabasa na mallakamasa companyn gabadaya,yafada a wani interview dinda akai dashi cewa he’s going to make his own identity in the business world after that se yai joining company din baban nasa”
Mints ta ajiye newspaper din tayi tsaki,tace wow amma guy dinnan anyi dan akuya,yayi wawanci,maryam tayi murmushi tace ba wawanci bane,ba kowa ne xe iyayin abunda yayi ba,making your own identity isn’t dumb,and it must took him alot of courage todo so,bakowane xe iya hakanba……
Da mamaaki nike kallonta,ace mutuminda yadade beyi maganabane yai wannan doguwar maganar don kawai tai defending dinsa wow,amazing….

Nace maryam!kinsan guy dinnanne? Tace no tajuya ta kwanta,gadona naje nakwanta nadauko wayata nayi searching dinshi a Facebook,abu daya nagani da yatsayamin arai labarin aurensa da yanda matar tagudu da brother dinsa
Bayan munci abincin dare,nanma ido na tsiramata harseda tacinye abincin,tatshi tatafi can baya,taxauna a kan wani bench,tasa kanta tsakiyan kafafunta,tafara kuka mai tsuma zuciya,zuwa nayi nadafata,ina tapping bayanta,tadago ta kalleni nace kuka abune mai kyau a lafiyarki xebaki peace of mind……
Ta bige hannun mints tace ki kyaleni,mints tace nooo ae frnds don’t leave each other alone,maryam tace ni ba is kawarkibace,bakisanniba,bakisan tarihina ba,xaki tsaneni in kikasan how horrible person I am”
Mintss tayi murmushi tace sunanki maryam usman,the only daughter gurin Alhaji usman,kinyi cheating on mijinki a daren aurenku tareda brother dinshi,I think i knw enough about you…..
Wasu hawayene sukaxuboma maryam,tace soo aikinki kenan ko bibiyar mutane da labarinsu,tace Aa meyasa xanta bibiyarki?ki nunamun mutum daya a duniyarnan wanda betaba making mistakes ba?kallona taketayi,namatso nayi hugging dinta,at first batai huging dina back ba,dagabaya kuma her arms made their way to my back,and I felt wetness on my shoulder,kuka ta fashe dashi wanda yatabamin zuciya ba kadanba…..

Kuyi hakuri transformer dimuce tasamu matsala……
DAMAGE BEYOND REPAIR
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Bayan kwana biu

Saurinyin mints ne yakeso sufita on a date,tafito wanka tana shiryawa,setaga wata yellow gown cikin kayanta wacce bata taba sawa ba,ta mikama maryam dake kwance tace oya tashi kisa fita xamui,maryam ta kalleta tace fita kuma?nakusa shekarafa a gidannan and bantaba fitaba,baxanma jeba,mints ta kalleta tace haba maryam pls preety wannan ne last request gurinki kinga next week xankoma skul,pls kinji kawas……
Tace pls kiyi joining dinmu,kinji?tace ku?kedawa?mints tace saurayina mana,ba abunda xemaki kawae fita xamui,pls kinji,rokonta naitayi kusan na 30 mints sedataga xanyi kuka sannan ta yarda ta shirya,mints ta rungumeta tace thank you ure d best👍
Lokacinda tagama shirya mints tashigo ya kalleta tace wow,ure too pretty to be caged in a place,ku yakamata ku mulka duniya wlhy,maryam ta kwashe da daria,tace xanyi missing dinki mintss.

A motarsa yaxo yadaukesu,ya gaida mama sannan sukatafi,gani tayi maryam duk ta takura kanta harxatai magana,tafasa don tasan social anxiety ne kawae,at first duk inda xasu nesa da sutime takeyi,dagabaya kuma datagane waye shi se tasaki ranta,donshi mutum ne me human relation,seda yasan yanda yayi tasaki jiki sosae a haduwa daya,se yamma yamaidasu orphanage,bayan yatafi maryam ta kalli mints tace kinyi sa’a da kikasamu me kaunarki haka mints,don’t ever let him go”kallonta mints tayi taga wani sadness in her eyes tayi murmushi tace nagode
Bayan munci abinci muna zaune mints ta kalleta tace maryam bansan ko inada right din tambayanki ba,amma abun na damunane,she then took a long breath sanann tace “namiji yataba maki wani abu ne?shiru tayi batace komi ba,sekuma takoma kan gado ta xauna sannan tace hau gado xo xauna,kusada ita mints taje taxauna…
She told me everything that happened,tun dagakan maganar aurenta da muhsin har haduwarta da bilal,har guduwan da yai yabarta,da kuma raping dinta da abokinsa yaso yi,da yanda yakesa videos dinta YouTube,da yanda is tayi escaping,da maganr ynda aka koreta a restaurant,da pregnancy din,da ynda taxauna gidan hajiyarnan,da gidan malam,da yanda tayi finding out mahifinta yarasu,komi dai in details,tana gamawa tafashe da kuka,mints ma batasan kukan takeba seda maryam tagama bata labarin,that moment mints tasa a ranta cewa” koma miye xefaru she would never leave maryam behind”

Haka rayuwarmu tacigaba shekara 5 kenan,har maryam tadawo gidanmu da zama,bayan nima babana yarasu nadawo gurin mamata,haka mukexama bawanda yasan maryam ba yarinyar mama bace,kaji labarinda maryam tabani na rayuwarta,shiru muhsin yai yakasa cewa komi,yatashi batareda ya mata sallama ba yafita,tabishi a baya tarife kofar,tareda jingina jikin kofar,kwana biyunnan daurewa kawai takeyi,tayi missing maryam ba kadan ba,batasan meyasa maryam tayanke shawarnan ba,batareda tayi tunanin halinda xatabarsu ciki ba

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Tuki yake amma bemasan inda xenufa ba,tuninta duk ya burkitashi,besan meyahanashi jin labarinta tun farko ba,maida hnkali yai kan tukin karyaje yabuge wata motar,yakarasa gida yai parking tareda kwnciya jikin seat din motar..

ANKUSA RAPING DINTA
Seda yadauki wasu mintuna kafin yai numfashi yana imagining tashin hnkalinda tashiga a ranar….
She got pregnant
She was homeless
Shine maganganun da ketamasa yawo akai,yai unlocking motar yafita…..
Kuma aka koreta a gurin sanaarta

Sannan tana blaming kanta akan mutuwar mahaifinta
She was involve in an accident
Sannan kuma tayi loosing baby din
Fridge yakarasa yabude ruwan sanyi yanasha,ko xe tamakamashi kanshi yadawo daidai yanda yakamata,glass cup yadauko,se yaji muryar mints cikin kanshi tanacewa;

She was depressed for a long time
10 month tadauka batama kowa maganaba,

Cup din yabuga a kasa segashi duk ya tarwatse,ya xauna a gurin yafara kuka,baba ne yashigo da gudu ya rikeshi,yafito dashi yatafi dakinsa dashi…..
Ruwa baba yabashi bataredaa ya tambayesa meyasameshi ba,muhsin yamike yace yakamata inga aryana ynxunnan…….Tafiya yake har yakarasa gidansu mints,yai knocking akabude yashiga,ganinta yai zaune da wani mutum se dariya takeyi,tsaki yai yashiga cikin gidan yakira wayarta,picking tayi yace yanacikin gida,sallamar bakonnata tayi tashigo,ya kalleta fuska a daure yace shi wayeshi kike washe masa hakora?tayi daria tace sunkawo sadaki jia,yace wat aryyyy shine bakitaba fadamunba?ko labari?ashe tsanar da kikai min har takai haka?tace ko daya banso inji inda baxan ji dadi bane,yace kamarya gdannawane baxakiji dadiba?tace ey fa sbda zuciyarka maryam kadai take bugawa,banso karkayi rashin adalci,baxanso Allah yakamaka ba,kuma gwara mutum ya auri wanda kesonshi akan wanda yakeso….+

Yace okay kina nufin bansanki Kennan?tace aa kanayi mana,kawae dai bekai yanda guy dinnan kesonaba,yadade yana bina,ga mahaifiyarsa bakaramin so takemin ba,muhakura kawae,kuma kaga har ankusa samana rana kayi hakuri pls muhsin……..
Tashi yai zewuce tace wai fushi kake dani,nabaka hakuri fa,wai ya kuka kare da kawar maryam ne?ya furza iska yabata labarinda mintss tabashi,tace to ynxu ya Ina xamufara?ina xamufara nemo ta?yace wlhy shine damuwata don batada kowa garinanna,numbernta kashe,Allah kadai yasan inda take…….
Washegari
Tun safe yafita yana xaga gari ko Allah xesa yaganta,amma babu ko alamarta,a rana ta uku ne yaganta tafito daga wani mall sanye da dogon hijab tareda haneefa,yai murmushi yace ohhh gidan hameed take kenan?wow,wucewa yai batareda sunlura dashi ba,suma sukawuce gida,wayarta ya kunna taita kiran mintss,mintss nagani amma taki dauka,a cewarta tayi fushi itama…..
Gida yakoma yabama baba labarin duk abunda yafaru,baba ya tausayamata yace kaddararta kenan,Allah sa karshen wahalar kenan,yace ameeen….

Text mints tama maryam tafadamata muhsin yaxo kuma tabashi labarinta,maryam damuwa tashiga kuma tanason kiran mintss amma tasan baxata dauka ba,so take taji ko yayi feeling pity for her or disgust?dasafe tana xaune a parlor bayan haneefa suntafi aiki a ka kirata daga company dinda aysher taturo takardunta,akace taxo interview gobe,rehearsal tafara akai knocking tasa hijab taje tabude,tsaye tayi ganin muhsin bakin kofar,yace xan iya shigowa?tace noo masu gidan basusan,yace nasani magana zamui…..
Shigowa yai yasami guri ya xauna,itama ta zauna,yace ke baki ba bako ruwane?tace inkaje office sekasha mana🙄yace ae nabar office din,tace wat?but why?yace sbda ashe takore wata,kuma she’s precious to me.ta Ware ido tace okay yayi,amma kuma ae ba da son ranta ta koreni ba,yai murmushi yace ae bake nike nufi ba hajia,batarai tayi tajuya….mikewa yai yace natafi se anjima ta hararesa tace se wata rana,yai dariya yafita……

Washegari shiryawa tayi dasafe tabi su haneefa suka sauketa companyn,tashiga companyn shima babbane gskia amma bekai wancan ba,takarasa office din,taga mutane biyar a gurin duk sunbi layi,ana xuwa kanta tashiga tagaida mutumin,tareda mikamasa file din hannunta,na xauna yacemin are you comfortable?nace yes,yace I think ure suitable for dis job,taware ido tace amma baka tambayeni komi ba?sbda naga duk wanda yashiga yanayin kusan 15 mint..yace karkidamu indai naga responsible mutum Ina ganewa,yamin bayanin salarynda xasu bani,mamaki ne yakamani ashe secretary xaariqa ba wannan uban kudi?don ya ninka na wancan companyn sosae,ta girgiza kai tace bandade Ina aikibafa da na chanchanci waennan kudade,tunanin nafarayi wai kodai gurin ba halal suke samuba?nace senayi tunani gskia.yace babu wani tunainda xakiyi mrs muhsin,na kalleshi nace mrs what?yai shiru nace shi yace kabani aikinnan?yace nooo yana stammering,natashi nafita…….
Da daddare Ina xaune dakin haneefa tashigo tacemin muhsin na parlor yana nemana,nace ina ruwanadashi ni,mexanmasa?tace haba maryam kije kiji da me yaxo mana,nace to nasa hijab nakarasa,tunda tafito yakebinta da ido yaki daukewa,tace maye kawae,yace dani kike?tace ni mexe hadani dakai malam?sannan Ina ruwanka da rayuwata?miye na xua kace abani aiki?yace banganeba?tace ey suwa kayi bribbing akan subani aiki?yace Aa banyi bribing nasu ba,su da kansu sukace xasubaki dasukasan wacece ke,tace wacece ni din,ya juya batareda ya kalletaba yace matata mana,tayi shiru xatawuce yaja hijab dinta tadawo,tace ka kyaleni ko,yace baxan kyaleki dinba,yace yakamata kikoma gidan mama,tace ba matsalarka bace,beside am used to be on my own,yace ure used to doesn’t mean you have to?kinji?nace to naji sakemin hijab?saki yayi nace seda safe nawuce daki,donni narasa gane meyake nufi……Wani numfashi yasaki dayaga tashiga daki,ganinta a gabanshi ba karamin dagulamasa lissafi yake ba,da kuma sanin wahalan da tasha da karamin shekarunta,ji yake kamar yai hugging dinta and let her cry on his shoulder as much as she want……..amma kuma hakan baxe faruba,ba muharramarsa bace and beso taga kamar tausayinta kawae yakeyi,hameed ne yashigo sukadan taba fira yamusu sallama yatafi…….
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Washegari ta masu haneefa sallama da godian halaccin da sukamata,tawuce gida,sallama tayi tashiga gidan taga mints xauna kan kujera,tana chatting,sama sama ta amsa sallaman,mama tafito tanamata sannu da xua,tace haba maryam bekamata kinunamin bani na haifeki ba,base kintunamin hakan ba,banji dadin abunda kikamin ba maryam kuma bantaba expecting haka ba,ta tsugunna tanaba mama hakuri tace bayanda xatayine,sundade suna magana kafin tahakura amma mints ko kallanta batayiba,haka tadauki akwatinta tashiga dakinsu……..
Washegari ma mints bata kulataba,seda takira saurayin mintss shima yaitamata korafi,tafadamasa dalilanta sannan tace yatayata ba mintss hakuri,dakyr sukasamu ta sauko,ranar da daddare muhsin yaxo sukai magana da mama,taturasa gurin yayanta,a washegari su babanshi sukaje suka kai kudin gaisuwa da sadakin maryam,maryam batasan ma wainar da ake toyawa ba,don tunda yace takoma gida besake waiwayartaba…….
Bayan kwana biyu
Kullum tunanin kiranta yake amma besan mexece mataba,message din haneefa yashiga yai dailing no dinda taturomasa na maryam,yakira,dauka tayi tareda sallama sedayai minti daya kafin ya amsa,yace ya kke tace fine yace white rice nikeso kikoyamun,tace kaidin wa?taganeshi sarai,amma sotake yafadi da bakinsa,yace uhum dan uwanki Muslimi,kitaimakamin kawae inxaki iya,bayani ta masa tareda kashe wayan tana daria don tasan ya iya girki sosae,bilal yasha fadamata,tasan so yake kawae yaji yatake,amma ego yahanasa tayi murmushi sonshi na ratsata……

Da daddare gajiya nayi da kwanciya a daki natashi nafito parlor,muhsin nagani da mints se fira suke suna dariya,mamaki yakamani,soo sukuma yaushe har suka saba haka?nawucesu naje kitchen nadauko ruwa,nadawo naga mints tatashi,ko kallon inda yake banyiba,naxo xanwuce yatare hanya,nace yadai?yace yunwa nikeji hajia,abinci xakiban,nace bamudafaba,mama ta leko tace Aa maryam kardai ace hrynxu baki bashi abinci ba?takaicine yakamani don banmasan mama tasan da xuwan nasa ba,nace ynxu xankawo,nakoma nahadamasa Abinci nakawo,xama yagayara yafaraci,yacinye tas tareda cewa karomin,natashi nakaro Ina mamakin Ina yakai uban abincin da nakawo masa…….
Shima cinyewa yai yasha drink din,tareda mikewa yakai plates din kitchen,itadai tana xaune tana kallon ikon Allah yaxo yatsaya yana kallon idonta yace “thanks for the food”tayi shiru tana kallonshi itama,his eyes were really beautiful,causing the butterflies to return,tayi sauri ta kalli kasa yace “my better half”

Bude idonta tayi tace what did you say?
Cewa nayi thanks for d food,tace bayan nan kuma fa?yai murmushi tareda dagamin hannu yafita…..Daki takoma tashiga tana murmushi mints ta kalleta tace su bestie manya,an fada kogin 😂maryam tahada rai tace koginme kuma?tace bansaniba cigaba da rainamin hnkali mana,ae nadade da sanin kin canxamin matsayi,maryam tariqota tace habadae,kinsan banda wacce tafiki wlhy,tell me,me kike nufi,mints tace Ina nufin yaushe xamufara shirye shiryen biki?tace bikin lafiya?ae hrynxu bemin maganar komi ba,mints tace qila ku haka taku soyyyar xata kasance,tace mints kenan ynxu kina tunanin xe aureni bayan duk abnda yafaru?baxeyiba wlhy,sede ayi mutunci,dan no matter what I do,I can’t change the past,mints tayi dariya ta kwanta……
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Tace ashe baki muhsin ba harynxu,nikam sanina da shi ba na wani dogon lokaci bane,amma nasan xeyi abinda yafi hakama…..Tana kwacene kawae,takasa bacci tunanin maganganun mints kawae takeyi,according to maganar mints kenan akwae possibility din gyara auren,amma to how?taya xaafara hakan?mints ce tace kinga tunani beda wani amfani inbaxakiyi bacci ba nikam kina takurani,murmushi tayi tatashi tashiga toilet tayi alwala taxo tagabatarda istikhara……
Washegari
Bacci tatashi bakowa a gdan duk sunfita aiki,tayi wanka tasa gown din atamfa,tashafa powder tatafi kitvhen tana tunanin mexatadafamasu don yunwa takeji,taji ana knocking,mayafi tayafa,tabude kofar taganshi tsaye sanye da suit yace kinshirya kenan?tace nashirya me?yunwa nikeji shine naxo kirakani muci abinci,tace kawae se infita cin abinci dakai,kakira aryana mana ya rakaka,ko kaje kai kadai donnikam ba inda xani,yace calm down ba saceki xanyiba rakani kawae xakiyi,rufe kofar tai niyyar yi yarike tareda langwabar da kai yace plss…..
Kasa cewa komiis tayi taje daki tadauko hijab,tareda rufe gidan taba mai gadi keys din tabishi,wani restaurant sukaje sukadaine gurin,akawo masu duk abubuwanda sukace sunaso,abincin sukafaraci yaga taki sakin jikinta yace muyi game mana,tace game kuma wani iri?yace 20 questions…tace okay you first,yace miye best color dinki?tace pink,yai daria yace still a baby,tace your favorite movie?yace money heist tace wow yace favorite holiday destination?tayi shiru tana tuna babanta sannan tace paris,yace mine is Disney…..
Tayi shiru tarasa question setace miye abu daya da kake xuwa duk inda xaka dashi?abunda baka iya xama baya tare dakai?ya kwashe da daria yace nahhh i can’t baxan iyafadamakiba,tace okay topic close,ur turn,yace miye idea dinki abt a perfect date?tace ummm gurin da ba hayaniya haka,just a nice diner,movie afta dat shknan,yace okay noted,tace worst day of your life?yace daren aurenmu,bantaba shiga tashin hnkali irinna ranarba,tayi shiru sannan tace nadade inason tambayarka,ya kayi danatafi?yace I was depressed for months,sannan Ina ta tunanin miyesa kika tsaneni haka?bayan nafara dawowa daidai kuma bilal yadawo yacikamu da karya,da karyaryaki……..
Hawayene sukaxubomata tace I never hated you,I was stupid,ga yarinta,kawae kyale kyalen rayuwa nikeso, yace shhh we were both stupid,we both made mistakes,nima harda laifina,danaga bakisona dana kyaleki,kinga haka dukda befaruba…..
Tace mistakes dina are far worse than your own”yace and so was your sufferings,so kiyi shiru kawae…..tace kaddarace kawae ni a shirmena aurenka shi xehanamin kowani jin dadi na rayuwa,segani homeless and penniless on the street…..yace you have heard your share of miseries,baxan taba bari wani abu yasamekiba,dagowa tai ta kalleshi batareda tace komi ba,yace karasa abincinnaki……..
Tunda takoma gida takeba mintss labarin fitarsu tace abun haushin bemin wannan maganarbafa,shiru kikeji,mintss takwashe da dariya tace maryam tawa wai kekam anya baxakije ki zubda ma mata aji ba?wannan rawar jiki haka?ae ko yayi maganar class dinki xakija,kija makarantar allonki,maryam tace daganan kuma se yazube ko?to wallahy ba daniba,baxaae haka daniba,kawae inga samu inga rashi baxeyuwubakam……
And majority carry the votes,nikaina I’m not perfect,littafinnan qirqirarren labari ne,and its my very first novel,so dole akwae kurakurai,kuma sekunyi hakuri dani,don ni sabuwace a system din,and baxeywuwu inyi satisfying need din kowaba,wasu xasuganshi a ynda sukai tsanmani wasukuma ba hakaba,so kumin afuwa pls……nagode kwarai❤️

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Washegari
Kiransane yatadata daga bacci,tayi picking yace gudmrning sleepyhead,taturo baki tace morning,yace dama abu nikeso in tambayeki?tace inajinka,yace would you like to go on a date with me?tace date?yace ey it take place between a man and a woman and,tayi sauri ta katsesa tace ey nasani,yes I will,tanajin yanayin murmushinshi yai mata sallama tareda cewa ta tambayi mama first takirashi se susa time tace toh……
Kiran mintss tai tayi a waya baya shiga,se ynxu tatuna ashe tace xasui meeting yau,so take tasan kayanda ya kamata tasaka,she haven’t been on a date for years,batasan me mata kesawa ynxu ba,bataso taje ta kwapsa masa,kayanta taje tana duddubawa,bataga abinda yadace tasaka ba for their first date….tashi tayi tashiga toilet tayi wanka,tafita takira mama tafadamata sannan tasa dogon hijab tarufo gidan,tanaso takira haneefa tarakata……
Tarufe gidan tafito waje,taga aryana na kokarin shigowa gidannasu,aryana tace matarmu kamar kinsan gurinki naxo,Allah sa ba fita xakiyi ba?maryam taace wlhy dama abu xansiyo amma nafasa,xanyi daga baya muje ciki kawae,aryana tace Aa mutafin dai,wannan idiot dinnan yatasoni wai inrakakaki kixaba kaya wani boutique nan baya,tace kaya kuma?wani iri?tace yacewai xakufita on a date,yasan xakinema abun sawa,maryam tace ohh Allah kuma kinsan kayan fa xanje nema,nagode kam sosae……..
Budemata motar tayi tashiga,ta xauna sukafara tafiya,aryana tace kefa maryam nalura ko kishi dani bakiyi ko?maryam tayi daria tace meyasa kikace haka?aryy tace kina tuna first haduwarmu,da ynda kikaganni da muhsin?amma murna kikariqayi sekace kinga wata celebrity,abun yanaban mamaki,duba da ynda bayan tafiyarki muhsin yasamu masoya da yawa,kuma dukansu sun tsaneni,suna gani kamar nike hanashi kulasu,duk da bani din bace…..maryam tayi murmushi tace kai wato yarinta beyiba,kinsan lkcinda yaban labarinki haka kawae naje nayi searching dinki IG,nai mamaki danaga pic dinki,ace kamarki kina kula muhsin a lkcin dole kowa yai mamaki,sekuma naga pic dinku tare,kullum ko sena kalla storynki don ba karamin burgeni kikeyiba,ni dai Allah yasani har raina kawae Ina kaunarkine aryy,shyasa ranarda yahadamu nayita murna,narasa inda xansa kaina don dadi,aryana daketa daria tace rayuwa kenan nikam Kishin sonda muhsin ke maki nikeyi,wlhy maryam kigodema Allah,Allah yabaki me sonka,maryam tace amma nadauka danatafi ke xe aura ma,aryy tayi daria tace munfara soyayar fa kamar na week mukai breaking up,he is my bestfrnd but honestly he is the worst boyfriend ever,maryam ta kwashe da dariya,aryana tace wlhy nike fadamaki,bawani kulawa ba komifa,kamardai yanda muke bawani abunda ya canxa wlhy,but inasonshi lokacin amma kuma kinsan wani abun mamaki maryam?tace Aa,aryy tace tunda nafara relationship da naseer senaga ashema ba son muhsin nikeba,shakuwa ce kawae,abunda nikeji gameda naseer wlhy banjinsa gameda muhsin,anan suka karasa inda xasu siya kayan,suka shiga ciki,suka fara xaban gown,duk wacce ta dauko se arryy tace beyiba,aryana tace kinsan favorite color dinsa blue ne,so dole musamu blue haka,maryam tace to,dakyar sukasamu wata me kyau sannan kuma da arha……
Maryam tabiya suka koma gida,ciki aryana tashiga suka ci abinci tare,sukai exchanging phone number sannan taraka aryana tareda mata godiya……
For the first time in years tayi spending time gurin wanka,ta wanke jikinta tsaf,she took a long time,waxed her body,tayi applying wasu products a gashinta,jitayi tana kamshi kamar wata flower 🌹,drying gashinta tayi taxaune tagyarashi sannan tashafa wasu mayuka,kiran mintss take amma still wayarta baya shiga,haka tadauko kayan makeup din tayi sama sama,da taimakon YouTube…….
Shiryawa tayi cikin blue gown dinta tagyara gashin gaban kanta,sannan tayi rolling mayafin,ta dauki wata purse a cikin kayan mintss sanann ta xauna akan kujera don yamata text cewa yana hanya,batai 10 mint ba kam maigadi yashigo yace ana kiranta waje,se ynxu kuma takejin wani fargabar tunkararsa,haka ta daure tafito,there he was tsaye jikin mota,sanye da blue long sleeve shirt da blank jeans,dagowa tayi taga ya tsareta da ido,yana kallonta from head to toe,and his jaw hung open in what look like admiration……
Tafiya take a hnkali har inda yake,yabude mata motar yace You look breathtakingly beautiful❤️,tayi shiru tareda kallon kasa,tanawasa da fingers dinta,rufewa yai yaxagaya yashiga,yafara tuki a hnkali,taga dai andade baakaiba,yace yyai nisa ko?saura 5 mint mu isa,a haka harsuka karasa,sukafito mota tace lake house?yace yes,kince bakison crowded place,tace amma kuma bekamata kayi renting whole lake house ba ae,yace karkidamu gidanane,bin shi tayi suka shiga gidan,xama tayi kamar bakauya se kalle kalle,masu aiki sekawo gaisuwa suke,ta bayan gidanne aka gyara wani karamin guri sannan akejiramusu abinci kala kala……

Suna zaune sunacin abincin,bayan sungamane ya mikamata wata takarda,karba tayi tabude,ta karanta,tadago ta kalleshi,yace tunda nagane da bilal kikatafi,satinku biyu na sawwake maki aurena,don banso zunuban su linku,rike takardar tayi gam a hannunta batareda tace komi ba,sannan yakara dacewa munyi waya da mummy,mummynki,gabantane taji yafadi,yace namata bayanin komai amma harynxu fushi take dake,kinsan yanda fushin iyaye yake akanmu maryam,nayi nayi tataho Nigeria amma taki,so ina nemamaki visa ne,next week yakamata kitafi gurinta,ki gyara komi da kanka,hawaye tafara tana girgiza kai,yace dole ki fuskanceta,wasan buyan ya isa hakannnan……
Shiru tayi kanta a kasa hawaye na zubo mata,tace:
ka kaini gida,gida kuma?ey I need to be alone,amma ynxu fa mukaxo ko fira bamuyi ba,tadago da jajayen idanunta tace plssssss+

Budemata motar yai tashiga yarufe sannan yakoma mazaunin driver yaxauna,throughout the ride ba wanda yai magana a cikinsu,se shasshakar kukaanta kawai ketashi,inda ace tasan ynda yakejin kukanta da batayiba,radion motar ya kunna,yasa volume sosae yacigaba da kallon titi har suka karasa gida,yana parking tadauki purse dinta tafito batareda tace dashi komi ba,shima juyawa yayi yawuce gda………
Da mama tafara cin karo,mama tayi saurin rikota tace Aah haba maryam meyafaru haka?meyasaki kukane?meke faruwa?mryam tayi shiru tace mama muhsin ne yace xantafi canada gurin mummy,mama tace to miye abun kuka,aekam ya kyauta,Allah yayi Albarka nima kullum hakan na raina amma bansoo na takurakine kuma kinga bansan inda mahaifiyar taki takeba shyasa,amma kam naji dadin zancennen,Ae abun farincikine ko?maryam tace mama tsoro nikeji,wlh bansan dawani ido xankalla mummy ba,it been years kullum da ita nike kwana nike tashi amma inatsoron haduwa da ita wlhy
Mama tace karkidamu kinji,Ina nan inamaki addua inshaaallah komi xexomana cikin sauki,kinji?ynxu jekiyi sallah kitafi kitchen kitaya mintss hada abincin daren….
Sallah tayi tacanxa kaya,datafito har mints tagama jera abincin,zama tayi gefenta,mintss taxuba abincin sunaci,suna fira kadan kadan,karfin firar ma mamace,sunagamawa maryam tawuce daki,mintss ya tattara gurin takai kayan kitchen,tanagama tashiga daki tarrda rufo kofar,tace yanaganki wani iri?ansamu matsalane?maryam tace Aa tareda labartamata ynda sukai da muhsin da mama,mintss tai shiru tace karkidamu ba matsalabane,kwantar matada hnkali tashiga yi har maryam din tasake…….
Kitchen suka koma sukai wanke wanke tareda gyara wajen sannan sukai ma mama seda safe sukawuce daki,text din muhsin ta gani”rigimatu harynxu kukan ake?replying dinsa tayi “Aah”tareda addua ta kwanta,mintss kam na gefe tana waya…..
Shirye shiryen tafiyar maryam suketayi amma kullum gabanta bebar faduwaba,ranar tafiyan muhsin yaxo yatafi dasu har abjan da mama sumata rakiya,a airport dinma tasha kuka don gani take kamar baxatadawo ba,shikanshi jiyai dama tare yashiryamasu tafiyan amma abubuwan gabansa sunmasa yawa,sim dinda yake amfani dashi a can inyaje yabata,yacemata tasaka a wayar suna sauka takirasa akwae wanda xexo daukarta,tasa ajaka tayi hugging mama sannan tawuce tana dagamasu hannu…….
Gidan anty dinshi yakaisu sukaci abinci sukahuta sannan suka kama hanya,ranar gabadaya mints yini tayi wani iri se amir dake daukematakewa,tunda maryam tadawo ko yaushe sunatare shyasa batajin dadi intai nisa gashi ynxu tatafine ba ranar dawowanta…..
Maryam kam addua takeyi har bacci yadauketa,jitayi kawai ana sanarwa jirgi xe sauka,tadauko waya tasa sim din ta maryam cikin handbag dinta……
Tana fitowa tasamu guri ta xauna,ta kunna wayar,takirashi,rejecting yayi bayan 10 mint sega wani number yakira,picking tayi suka gaisa tamusu bayanin ynda take,segasu sunkaraso gabanta,yar budurwace mai kyau baxatawuce saar maryam dinba,tareda saurayinda kanaganinsu kasan brother dintane,dagudunta tayi hugging maryam,maryam dai yake kawai takeyi,sannan guy din yadauki kayan sukai gaba,motarsu suka karasa sukashiga,yar budurwar tazauna baya tareda maryam tace mu cousins dinkine fa though nasan baki sanmuba,maryam tace cousins?but how?ni banmasan inada cousins ba.budrwar tayi daria tace muma bamusankiba ae,kinsan ynxu zumunci yayi karanci,mundai san mummynki,ita dinma dai sedataxo garinnan sannan,brothernta dake tuki yace se cikata da surutu kike,kibari aje gida mana inta huta,ta hararesa tace Ina ruwanka danine ma wai….mtswww
Gate din gdan akabude yashiga da motar,yai parking sega wata dattijuwar mata da karamar yarinyarda baxatawuce shekara goma ba sunfito,taxo tabude motan maryam tafito,rungume maryam tayi tace welcome home swthrt……….
Yar yarinyar tace maamaana who’s she?tace your sister,tace daman bayan yaya siyama inada wata sista dinne?tace ey mana,oya ki gaidata,gaisheta tayi maryam tayi murmushi kawai tareda shafamata fuska…..
Matar tace oya siyama kushigo da kayan,cikin gdan suka shiga tareda maryam,matar tacema wani mutum dake kallon news ga maryam fa takaraso,tasowa yai yace oyoyooo oyoyooo ga maryam ga maryam,gaidashi tayi yace tashi kinji,kinsanni ?girgiza kai tayi yace rabona dake tun kina shekara uku a duniya,kin girma sosae,ynxu dai siyama kuje dakinki tahuta,feel at home kinji,dagaa masa kai kawai tayi tareda bin siyamar……….
Wani daki sukashiga komi na dakin pink ne se taga dakin yatunamata da nata dakin,tai murmushi siyama tace ga toilet,wanka tayi,sannan tayi alwala,taxo tagabatarda sallah,sega siyaman tashigo tace kayanki naciki wardrobe dincan,maryam tace okay thank you,shiryawa tayi cikin doguwar riga,taxo bakin mirror tashafa powder wayarta taji tana ringing,dauka tayi taga muhsin ne,suka gaisa yace ya garin?Allah yasa da dadi,tace to ba laifi Alhamdulillah kasan ynxu naxo kasar,yace hakane,kinga mummyna?tace Aa,yace matsoraciya ae bata gdan,taki yarda ta daukoki shyasa nama sistanta magana itakuma tace ba matsala xaki xauna taredasu har komi ya daidaita,maryam tace toh nagode sosae,Allah yasaka da Alkhairi,yace bakomi kihuta anjima xamuyi magana tace toh,kashewa tayi takira mama tafadamasu tasauka suka gaisa da mintss sannan ta kashe wayan,siyama tace muje kici abinci ko?tace toh taredasaka hijab sukafita,a dinning suka tararda duk yan gdan,matar da suke kira da maamana tace wannan babban hijab maryam bakijin zafine?da kincire kinsha iska ae ko?maryam tace Aa banajin zafi,tace toh matso ki zauna,kujera tajamata a kusa da ita tazauna,suka ci abinci sanann tamata introducing yaran nata a matsayin cousins din maryam guda 3,sukadan taba fira Kadan sannan mai aikinsu taxo ta tattara kayan abincin tatafi kitchen da sauran abubuwanda aka bata,cikin parlor din suka koma suka zauna,brothern siyama mai suna fahad yafita tareda karamar mai suna walida,maman ta kalli maryam tace baki tambayi mummynkiba?ko bakison ganinta?shiru maryam tayi Tana wasa da fingers dinta,siyama kuma tadauko wayarta tafara chatting,maman tace gobe xamuje inda take kinji?nasan dole kiyita fargaba amma muhsin yamin bayanin komi and namiki alkawari inshaaallah komi xetafi daidai kinji,maryam tace nagode maaama Allah yasaka da Alkahiri,tace bakomi kibar min godiya kinji?tace toh

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Da daddare ma suna zauna suna fira itadai se murmushi take,tanason yan uwa sosae,amma Allah be kaddaraba don itakadaice gurin iyayenta,su siyama yau tafara zama dasu amma ba karamin burgeta sukeyiba,mamantace kije ki kwanta kiyi bacci kihuta maryam,kar kibiyewa sha shasharnan kinji,siyama taturo baki tace maryam muje daki muyi bacci kinji,ae nayi yar uwa ynxu babu me wulakantani a gdannnan,fahad yace sabon shiga tafi kibamu guri,sallama sukamasu sukawuce daki…….
Washegari
Tsoro ne yacikata tunda sukagama breakfast sukai wanka,ynxu haka shiryawa take amma gabadaya fargaba takeji,siyamace ta dafa ta tace be strong sister,maamaana batafadamana meyafaru tsakaninki da mummy ba amma dai inshaaallah koma menene xetafi cikin sauki kiyita “hasbunallahu waniimal wakil”kinji?komi xemana daidai inshaaallah,maryam tace nagode sosae

Se past 12 sukagama shiryawa sukadau hanyar gidan kakanninsu,don acan mamar take,da murnarsu suka shiga,maryam kam tana baya baya,muryar mummynta taji tana musu oyoyooo,seta tsaya takasa shiga maamaa ce tarike hannunta suka shiga,dayake ba mutane dayawa gdan,mummynce kawai se wata kanwarta da tarabu da mijinnata,se mahaifinsu,mahaifiyarsu tadade da rasuwa
Shiga tayi itama tagaidasu kanwar mamartasu wacce suke kira da anty aisha taxo ta rungume maryam,tace maryam manyan mata,ya hanya kuma?surutai tafara mata amma maryam gabadaya hnkalinta baya gurin mummy kawai take kallo,mummyn kuma taki ko dago kai ta kalleta,se firanta take dasu siyama…….
Anty aisha tajata gaban mummy tace yaya bakiga maryam taxo bane?batareda tadago ba tace naganta mana,goyata kikeso nayine?tace Aa shknan
Jan maryam tai takaita wani babban parlour,wani dattijan mutum ne a ciki,yace Aaaah amaryarce a tafe,lale sannu sannu,maryam ta tsugunna tagaidashi yace kinsanni?ta girgiza kai,yace ashha ashha wannan duk laifin iyayenkine wlhy,ace bakisan kakankiba,gskia wannan abu beyiba mai sunan hajia,shyasa duk abnda kikai ni banga laifinkiba hakkinmune yakamasu…..
Iyayenki tun kina shekara uku suka saka kafa sukabar kasarnan maryam amma basutaba xuwa ganinmu ba,mahaifiyarki ko kiran waya batayi,wai su sunsamu duniya,dangin mahaifin naki suma nemansa suke amma shiru,mundaukama sun rasa ransu ne amma rana daya daga sama,sega mahaifiyarki tadawo,tanabamu labarin mijinnata yarasu kekuma kingudu,harynxu yan uwan mahaifinki sunkasa yarda da ita,ynxu kinga seki wanke mata zargi ae,Alhamdulillah dai tunda yaxo kindawo,kicigaba da istigfari kinji mai sunan hajia….Allah ya yafemuna gabadaya….tace ameeeenRanar a gdan ta wuni tareda kakanta,yahanata tafiya ko nan da can,ita kuma har zuciyarta magana takeso tayi da mummy ko da gaisuwace,amma batasamu dama ba,har sukaxo tafiya kakannata yace ta kwana,antynta tace Aa xasukoma tare gobe sesu dawo,Anty Aysha ce tajata tace tashiga daki tama mummy sallama,daki ta shiga….
Mummy ta idarda sallar magrib kenan,tana tasbihi,maryam tai sallama takarasa gaban mummy ya tsugunna,kasa cewa komi tayi,se can dai tace mummy Ina wuni?ko kallonta mummy batayi ba,tace mummy don Allah kiyi hakuri wlhy sharrin shaidanne,kuma wlhy baxan sakeba,nan ma ko kallonta batayiba,su siyamane sukagaji da tsyuwa bakin gate suna jiranta,mamanaa tacema Anty Aysha taje tadubo maryam din,inkima suna magana mai mahimmancine tabarta anan din ta kwana,amsawa tayi da to tashige ciki,ganin maryam tayi atsugunne se hawaye take tanama mommy magana amma mommy taki kulata,hannun maryam taja tadagata smaa tace sunata jiranki,share hawayen kitafi,se gobe kudawo kinji Allah yayi Albarka,simi simi maryam tafita…
Karasawa tayi bakin mota,tashiga sukawuce,Anty aysha ce tace haba Anty shekara nawa rabonki daki ganta,itakadai cefa yarki tilo,yakamata kihakura haka ko kallonta batayi ba,tatashi tatafi kitchen……
Ko da sukadawo gdan babnsu siyama nanan,gaishesa sukai,sukawuce ciki sukai sallah itada siyama,suka wanka sukai shirin bacci don sunriga sunci abinci a gdan kakansu……
Mamanaaa ce taleko dakin tace yau babu firane?duk kunyi wani zamanku a daki,siyama tace ae naga maryam din kamar tagajine shyasa nace takwanta ta huta,mamana tace hakan nada kyau gudnyt,a tabbatar anyi addua,siyama tace to mamanaaaa
Daki tashiga tasamu gefen mijinta taxauna,yace yadai akwae wani cigaba?tace Aa nifa na lura kamarma ko kulata batayi ba,yace karkidamu xata kulata,tsakanin uwa da ‘ya ae se Allah,tace hakane,kwanciya itama tayi tabarsa yana aiki a computer
Maryam kam ko bacci bataji damuwa ce tamata yawa,ringin wayarta tafara,siyama tamiko mata wayar,tadauka tace mintsss I missed you soooo much,mintss tace naga Alama ae,tunda gashinan every mint kirana kike?tayi dariya tace bahaka bane,yau gurin mummy mukaje,mint Ashe baban mummy na raye shima,naga duk yan uwanta,yace nanda 2 days xasu kaini dangin baba suma ingannsu,mintss tace ikon Allah mashaaallah,namaki murna gskia,maryam tace labarin dayawa se mun xauna dai senadawo sannan,mintss tace nifa so nike inji ynda kikai da mummy,maryam tace batakulani ba wlhy,mints tace karkidamu kinji,xata kulaki,kiyita addua kawai,inshaaallah komi yaxo karshe,tace toh Allah sa
Ina mama?mints tace tana parlor tareda muhsin tunda kikatafi kullum seyaxo,tace Ya kyauta kam,mintss tace ynxu yagama tambayarki yace bakuyi maganaba tace hakane amma xnkirasa ynxu inshaaallah,wlhy ya taimakamin ynxu nauyin da nikeji yadan ragu kadan,Allah daidaita mana komi dai tace Ameen ya rabbi

Fira sukacgaab dayi sunata dariya,siyama kam kashe data tayi Tana kallon maryam,seda tagama wayar sannan siyama tace Yaya maryam dama haka kike surutu?shine mu kike mana shiru dole inba mamanaa labarinnan,gskia mukam bamuson bakunta,maryam tayi dariya tace xanriqa fira inshaaallah,dialing no din muhsin tayi har yagama ringing be daukaba,se bayan 10 mint yakira yace afuwan kinkira Ina tare da baba,tace bakomi Ina wuni yace ae baxan amsaba,yau ko ki nememu ko?tace shiyasa nakira ynxu ae,daxu munfitane,yace iyye har yawo kike to na hana,tayi murmushi tace Aa gdansu mummy mukaje,yai shiru se can yace how’s she?tace she’s fine Alhmdlh,amma batakulani ba yace karki sa damuwa kinji,tace ae bansaba dama bakomi,nagode kwari da taimakon da kamin,Allah yasakamaka da mafificin Alkhairi……yace Ameeen maryamaa,sallama tamasa ta kwanta,siyama tace baabani yayan nawa mungaisa ba,maryam taja duvet tarufe fuska tareda adduaaa……
Week din gabadaya kullum se sunje gdansu mummy,ynxu kam maryam tasaba dasu gabadaya,tana sakewa cikinsu sosae,amma tsakaninta da mummy sedai ido,duk kukanta duka magiyarta amma mummy taki kulata,Anty Aisha kam da mamanaa ido kawai sukasamusu,kowa yanuna kamar beganin meke faruwa,sun kyalesune kawai sbda sunsan uwa da ‘ya dakansu xasu daidaita kansu…..

Washe garima har su siyama sunfara shiri mamanaa tace yau baxaaje ko inaba a zauna a gda,haka sukai xamansu ranar,washegari ma tace baxasuba kamar karfe uku kuwa sega mummy takira wai tajisu shiru basuxoba?mamanaa tace ai bansan kinason ganintaba shyasa,barin sa akawomaki maryam din,batareda tajira amsartaba ta kashe wayar,tace ma maryam ta shirya driver yakaita gdan kakannasu mummynta nason ganinta,gaban maryam ne yafadi a sanyaye tace to siyama muje kirakani,mamanaa tace Aahh kinga babanku yakusa dawowa ga girki,kije ke kdai se kicema baba drivern yajiraki kinji?maryam dai duk tayi sanyi tace to mamanaa barin shirya,daki tashiga tasaka hijab tasa wayarta a jaka ta fito,ta musu sallama tafita gurin baba driver……Gate taji ana budewa,tayi saurin dago kanta,mamaki take yau sunxo gdan cikin kankanin lokaci haka,haka dai sukai parking tadaure tasauko daga motar,tareda shiga ciki,mummy ce kawai a parlorn,sallama tayi mummynta amsa batareda tasake kallonta ba,karasawa tai dukda gabanta bebar faduwa ba,ta tsugunna kusada kafar mummy tagaisheta,ko kallonta batayibama wanann karon bare ta amsa,tafi 30 mint a tsugunne,sega Anty Aysha tace Aah Maryama yaushe kikaxo?ke kadaice yau?maryam tagaisheta tareda cewa ey mamana tace mummy nakirana,Anty Aisha tace kuma naga tana harkar gabanta,ta kalli mummy dake kallon film tanata daria tace Anty ya maryam dinfa,mummy tace goyata kikeson nayine aisha?mexanmata nikam?nifa bance aturo taba,iyayin maman siyama ne kawai…..
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Kallonta kawai tayi cikin mamaki,itakam anfara kaita bango,gashi kuma batason takai karar antyn gurin babansu,don fada xemata tas karshe kuma tasauke fadan kan maryam,tunani tayi can tadauko wayarta tai dialing wata nmber tagaisheshi tareda neman Alfarma inbaya komi dan Allah yaxo gdan….
Yacemata yanakan hanyan gidane amma bari yakaraso nan din,baafi 5 mint ba kam segashi,mamaki yai dayaga baba drivernsa a gdan,yace baba wakakawone?kamar madam tace yau suna gda?yace ey maryama nakawo,yace auu to yi tafiyarka kaji,xntaho da ita,yace shknan
Kiran anty Aisha yai segata tafito,sukagaisa tamasa bayanin ynda takeso yaba antyn hakuri tayafema maryam,yace ba matsala,shiga cikin gdan tayi tacema mummy tayi bako a parlor,da mamakinta tadauko hijab takarasa parlorn,ganinsa tayi,tace Aah kaine tafe,shine Aisha kecewa bako?ashe kaidinne yace nine anty,ya gda?ya kuma hakurinmu?tace Alhamdulillah,ya office?ya fama da jamaa kuma?yace lafia lau,dama akan maganar maryam ne,naxo innema Alfarmane,tace inajinka,yace nasan bekamata Inshigaba tunda ba hurumina bane,amma Ina nema ma maryam yafiyane,kitaimaka din Allah ki yafemata,kiyi hakuri din Allah,
Ynda yake maganar setaji wani iri,tun kafin ya auri kanwartata ba karamin girmansa take ganiba,don shidin mutum ne mai kawaici m,wanda yasan yakamata,ga hakuri,lkcin ba karamin wulakanci yakesha gurin mamana ba,mummynce tadage gurin shawo hnkalin mamanan har yaxamana kullum take Alfahari da xamanshi mijinta,wanda harynxu indai maganr tataso setakarama mummy godia gurin jajirtawarta har Allah yasa auren ya ywu…..
Batasan tayaa xatafara masa musu ba,kuma bataso tamasa Alkawari takasa cikawa,bataso taxama karamar mutum a gurinsa,don har a ranta bataso tayafewa maryam din ynxu,dukda wani sain tana tausayama yarinyar,amma abunda tamata dinne dayai sanadiyyar rasa mijinta,bataji xata iya qyale maryam haka,sotake ta wahalar da ita iya wahala,har se taji sanyi a ranta,amma batasan ta inda xatafaraba,taso ace maryam din taredasu take xama,ynda xataci kaniyarta da kyau amma kiri kiri kanwarta tahana
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Muryar baba ce takatsemata tunani,yace bangane mekakefadiba Muhammad dama salamatu bata kula mai sunan hajia?gabanta ne yafadi gabadayansu basusan baban na cikiba,sundauka baya gidanma,yace mekikai haka salamatu?fisabilillahi sekace wata yarinya,ynxu ke abu bewucewa a gurinkine?meyasa baxakiyi koyi da halin Nana Aisha ba(RA)ko Allah anamasa alifi ya yafe,ballantana ke,ke kanki wayasan adadin laifinki a gurin ubangijinki?meyasa baxakurinqa yafiya ba,in ma kina tunanin tafiyartane yasa ciwo yakama baban Ae kaddararsace hakan,Allah yasan meyasa ya jarabceku tahakan,tunda da badan hakan ba da ina tunanin har inkoma da mahaliccina baxan saki a idona ba Salamatu

Ynxu baa yafiya mu muka yafemaki ?lkcinda kikadawo kasarnan hannu bibbiyu muka karbeki,da murnarmu,harda walima nahada ta murnar dawowanki,bamu taba nunamaki komi ba,mukabar komi yawuce kamar baayiba
To meyasa ita baxaki yafemata ba,ko sokike tagaji takara guduwa kowa yanemata yarasa?girgiza kai tayi tace Aa,yace wlhy salamatu inkikabari yarinyarnan takara guduwa nidakene a gdannan……
Kallonta yai yaga tafara hawaye sekuma tabasa tausayi,yamatso yaxauna kusa da ita yace salamatu bawai Ina maki fada don abunda nima kikamin bane,Aa inayine sbda baawa yara haka,barinma mata,mata bawani hankali suka cika ba,hakuri xakiyi,wallahi nasan abun da ciwo,matsanancin ciwo kam,Amma kiyi hakuri ki fawwalawa Allah lamarinki,kicigaba da yimata adduar shiriya,kicegaba danemawa mijinki adduar dacewa a lahira,kicigaba da mata Nasiha kinji,sekiga komi yawuce,kiyi hakuri ni banmaki fada don kiyi kuka ba kinji,Allah yamaku Albarka
Share hawayen tayi tace Ameen baba nagode daka tunasantar dani,inshaaallah xan gyara,yace mashaaallah Allah yai Albarka sukace Ameeen,yashiga ciki,yabarsu anan..
Babansu siyama ne ya kalleta yace inbarmaki ita anan ta kwanane ko intafi da ita?tayi shiru,yace barin barta dai gobe se in aiko atafi da ita,tace to shknan nagode Allah ya tsare hanya,a gaishemin da yarana,yace xasuji inshaaallahu Tashi mama tayi takoma daki,taga maryam na sallah,itama toilet tashiga tayo Alwala tayi sallar,ta idar,kallon maryam tayi da idonta ke kasa,tafara mata magana,tace maryam mungaza gurin maki tarbiyya ne?meyasa bakiyi tunaninmu ba kikabisa,meyasa?bakiyi tunanin halinda babanki xeshiga ba bareni,tunda kikatafi yakeciwo yasamu heart attack har Allah yadau ransa,betaba ganin laifinkiba shikam,kullum kanshi yake daurawa laifi,gani yake kamar laifinsane da yatakura har kika yarda bayan yasan bakiso…..
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Nikuma laifinki nake gani kullum,sabida inda kince baxaki auresanba dole muyi hakuri mu kyaleki don ba wanda xemaki dole,amma muhsin yabani labarin rayuwarda kikai bayan tafia da bilaal,har yagama bakiban tausayiba illa xuciyata danaji tamin dadi,ko babu komi kinrasa abubuwa da yawa,kuma duniya ta koyamaki hankali,gashinan da kanki kin natsu,kinyi karatun ta natsu,Nasiha taita mata har kusan 1 na dare sannan suka kwanta,maryam jitayi kamar ansaukemata wani babban dutse a kirjinta……

Ko da asuba dasukatashi mummy tadawo mata normal kamarda kamar ba abunda yafaru,gurin karfe goma mamana ta aiko driver yace tace yatahomata da diyarta…..
Sallama maryam ta musu dukda batason tafiyan,tayi kewar mummy ba kadan ba,anan mummy tabata wani letter sako ne inji babanta yace duk randa tadawo abata,hannu tasa ta karba jikinta narawa,sekuma tafara kuka,tadau hijab tasa,tasaka lettern a cikin jaka sannan tadauki jakan tamusu sallama tabi driver,gda suka karasa,su siyama sunjidadin dawowarta,abinci taci tawuce daki don gabadaya hankalinta na kan letter din,gashi kuma takasa budewa,mamana ce tashigo dakin,tace Maryam yadai?akwae matsalane,girgiza kai tayi tabama mama labarin ynda sukaia da mummy,mamana tace mashaaallah naji dadi sosae,to miye kuma na damuwa,ae yakamata ace kinsaki ranki ynxu ko?tace letter tabani wai inji baba wlhy tsoron budewa nikeyi mamana,mamana tace inshaaallah bakomi se Alkhairi kibude kinji,ruwan sanyi tabata tasha,tafita tabarta a dakin……

Bude lettern tayi a hankali tafara karantawa
“Assalamu alaiki my baby
Ina fatan dawowanki cikin lafiya,laifinane ko daughter?nasan tausayinda nabaki yasa kika amince,amma bayanda xamu iya,kaddarrmuce a hakan,baxamu iya tsallakewa ba,Allah yasa hakan shiyafi mana Alkhairi,Allah yakara shiryawa,Allah yamaki Albarka,Allah yabaki miji nagari,Ina kaunarki sosae,kaunarda xakimunamin shine yimin addua ko yaushe,ke kadaice jinina a duniyarnan,ke kadai nikeda,Wlhy bantaba rikeki a raina ba,nayafemaki,Allah yahada fuskokinmu da Alkhairi ”

Bissalam
Wani irin kuka tafashe dashi tareda kara danasanin sanin muhsin datayi a rayuwarta har hakan yasa tahadu da bilal,kuka take narashin mahaifinta,kuka take sosae,mamana na jinta,dukansu sunajinta amma ba wanda yai kokarin hanata,qyaleta sukai,wuni tayi a daki har kukan seda yasata zazzabi,siyama ce tashigo ta taimakamata tayi wanka,tasha tea,tabata magani tasha,sannan tayi bacci
Ko washegari da kukan tatashi,haka tawuni tanayi,kusan kwana biyar kullum da kuka takewuni,ko parlor batafitowa,kullum tana daki,a rana ta biyar dinne baba yashiga yaita mata nasiha tareda kara bata hakuri akan rashin babanta datayi,da kara nunamata cewa a duk lkcinda take bukatar mahaifi yanan nan,shima babantane
Haka suke lallabata kullum a gdan har sukasamu tafara sakewa,hartadawo daidai,bayan kwana biyu ta kunna wayarta,takeganin messages dinsu mintss,dana muhsin sunafadamata basusamun wayarta,kiranshi tafara yi tamasa bayanin komi,yace mata xexo kasar nanda sati biyu,sannan sukai waya dasu mintss,itama suka gaisa
Kamar yanda yafadi kam,bayan sati biyun yashigo kasar,gdan su mummy yasauka,don inyaxo gurinta dama nan yake sauka…..
Yana xuwa gida direct gurin baba tsoho yatafi yakai gaisuwa,dayake baban yasaba da muhsin,sundade suna fira,nan yai sallah yaci abinci,sannan baba yasa aka gyaramasa daki a BQ,se after isha sannan yasamu ganin mummy,nan suka sake gaisawa suka kuma dan taba fira,sannan yafadamata abunda ketafe da shi,yanaso ya auri maryam a karo na biyu,mummy tayi wani murmushi sannan tace maryam batadace dakai ba muhsin,Ina jinka a raina kamar nice na haifeka wlhy,shine gskia kawai,yakamata kaduba abunda yafaru mana,ynxu ka tabbatar da sonda takemaka ne?+

Shiru yai yace ban mata maganar ba dai,amma wlh mummy itakadaice macenda nike matukar so a rayuwata,and Ina ji ajikina baxatai failing dinaba this time around,we need your blessings mummy,kimana addua da fatan Alkhairi,shiru mummy takarayi,itakam harga Allah batasan a tauye hakkin marayan Allah,itakanta xataso maryam ta auri muhsin don nagartaccen yaro ne,ta tabbata xatayi Alfahari dashi a matsayin suruki,amma kuma tana tsoron kar akara samun matsala a karo na biyu…..
Katsemata tunani yai dacewa:kiyarda dani mummy inshaaallah matsala takare,tace to Allah sa Albarka,Allah sa ayi damu,amma kafinnan Ina bukatan kaje kayi istikhara mugani,yace inshaaallah mummy yau xanyi…….
Anty aishace tashigo falon suka karasa firarsu gwanin shaawa,don muhsin beda surukuta,sakin jiki yai sosae dasu kamar ba suruki ba,shi ba ruwansa,shyasa yake burge kowa…..
Bayan kwana biyu mummy tasamu baba akan maganar muhsin yace babu matsala,xaaturasa dangin mahaifin maryam amma kafinnan gobe yakamata akai maryam din tunda baakaitaba,mummy tace to shknan,mamana takira tafadamata sakon baban,tace ba matsala xasutafi duka goben,dayake ba gari daya suke ba,amma garin mahaifinnata ba nisa gareshiba,don befi tafiyar 1 hour ba …..
Har sannan kuma maryam batamasan muhsin yaxo kasar ba,tadaisan batasamun wayarsa……
Da sassafe kuwa suka shirya sukatafi garin,suka karasa har gidan kakanniinta,babban gidane,gini kam kanagani kasan tsohon ginine,mai sasa daban daban,kallon gidan taketayi,tana murmushi da batasan na meye ba,haka suketa kutsawa ciki,sukace a musu iso,da yake iyayen baban harynxu suna raye,bangaren kakanta suka shiga,kallonta yaketayi don ba karamin kama da babanta takeyiba,haskenne na mummy,dukda bawani haske gareta sosae ba,yarensu yake mata,itakuma batasanma da ita yakeba,ranshi yabaci yasoma fada,mamana tace itafa maryam ko zo bataji,duk murnar nan dakake na ganinta batasanma da ita kake ba,nan kam yafara hausarsa da bata fita,yace zo nan kinji,matsowa tayi kusadashi ya rungumeta,yanajin kewar yaron sa,yaso ace yakara ganinsa koda sau dayane amma haka Allah yaso,addua ya tattofa mata wai natsari daga mayu,itakam se dariya take,nan yafara kiran dangi,tuni gidan yacika,aka nunnunmata yan uwanta da iyayenta,yan gdan nada yawa,ga jikokinma da yawa don baban matansa uku,kakarta ma sedatayi kuka sanda taganta,maryam kam murna kadai takeyi don bata taba tunanin tanada yan uwa haka ba,da yamma mamana tace sufara shirin komawa,hajia mariya (mahaifiyar baban maryam)tace sam batasan zance ba itakam,dole maryam tamusu sati,haka ko akayi,washegari fahad yakawomata kayanta,da waya babba sabida suruka video call da yan gda,don ba karamun sabo sukai ba,mummy ma suna gaisawa akai akai…….
Watsapp kawai tasaka,ta musu magana,tama mints,tama muhsin sannan tama aryana,don dama tanason kiranta,daga sati daya kam maryam itace har sati biyu,har tasaba sabawa da kowa a gdan sannan ba laifi ynxu tana ganesu dayawa,duk kuna tana xuwa gurin waenda basa gidan
Washegari kam baba tsoho yashirya suka tafi garin da muhsin,don yace yagaji da jira,anata tsaida yaro,gabatar dashi yayi gurin iyayen babanta da kannen baban da yayyunsa a matsayin manemin aurenta,kuma kam sun yaba da hankalinsa,baba yace su basu sati daya,xasusa a musu bincike akan muhsin din,baba yace ba matsala,don muhsin din nigeria xekoma,duk abunda akeciki su sanarmasa,sukace inshaaallah,baba ne yasa a kira maryam din suwuce amma kakanta yace sam baxeyuwu ba,subari takara sati daya sannan,yace shknan a kirata sugaisa,segata kuwa…..
Da murnarta tashiga dataji ance baba tsoho ne yaxo gurinta,turus tayi a bakin kofar dakin ganin muhsin da baba,mamaki yakamata shikam meyake anan?karasawa tayi suka gaisa da baba sannan tagaida muhsin,amsawa yayi yanata kallonta,tayi kiba abunta,tafara dawowa maryam dinta ta asali,ga kwalliya a fuskarta,kanaganinta kasan tana cikin kwanciyar hankali,sundan jima da baba kafin yafita yabasu guri,
Yana fita takallesa tace bana samun numbernka,na tambayi mintss tace itama batasamu,Ina kashiga?mekaxoyi anan?yai murmushi yace laifine don naxo ganin amaryata?gabanta yafadi,ya lura da hakan,tace amaryarka?aure kayi?yace Aa Ina nema dai,tace A ina yace nan gidan mana,tace ikon Allah dama kasansune?wacece a gidannan din?yace gaki ko bakisona,wani sanyi taji har cikin kwakwalwar kanta,tarufe fuska tareda futa a guje,yace lallai maryam,yau maryam ce da kunya…….
Fita yai sukai sallama da mutanen gidan,akabasu kaya kam suyi tsaraba,masu yawa,muhsin kam se mamakin karamci irin na Ahalin gidan yakeyi………
A daren ranar yaje gdan mamana,suka gaisa sannan tayi introducing dinsa gurin yaran,tace shine wanda maryam xata aura,sunmata murna sosae,siyama kam se batarai take,mamana tace siyaa yadai?tace haba mama ni yakamata inyi introducing dinku gurinsafa,amma ji duk ynda muke bata taba fadamin shi ba,sedai kawai ganinsa nayi,baba yace ae itama batasan yaxo bane seda yaje garin yau,nan suka fadama yaran labarin in brief amma dai basu fadacewa maryam din tataba guduwa ba,basuninama yaranma maryam tataba aure ba,se kusan 10 yabar gidan tareda musu sallama,Ahalin gidan kam sun yabesa sosae,tareda ma Maryam murnar dacen kamilin namiji……
Washegari kam jirgin 6 yabi yadawo gida Nigeria Bayan kwana biyu yaje gurinsu mintss suka gaisa,yanadawowa gida yatadda aryana a gdan,yace amarya se yau ake ganinki?hararsa tayi tace bakada kirki muhsin,kaine kabar kulani duk kabar damuwa dani,yace keba me saurayiba shyasa nima gwara nayi aure Nahuta,aryana gidankufa nazo amma kikasa ma saurayinki sallama kizo muyi magana harseda yatafi xaki kirani,ko duniya da lahira yabaki bekamata kimin haka ba,tayi murmushi tace baxakaganeba wlh bansan time yatafi bane shyasa amma kayi hakuri,yace lallai soyayya,shyasa wlh Guy dinnan dakikeson aura nikam bemin ba amma anyway Allah bada zaman lafiya,dariya tayi tace ameeen,don tasan kishine kawai kedamun muhsin amma kowa na yabon gwarzonta…..
Tace sooo ya maryam?yace she’s fine,tace Ina aka tsaya?yace sunce xasuyi bincikene,tace okay Allah sa muji Alkahiri yace Ameen,tace inaso tadawo kasan ni ba kawaye gareni ba and biki saura sati biyu,dago kai yai da sauri ya kalleta,besan meyasa bayaso aryanan tayi aureba,yarasa dalili,kawai gani yake kamar auren xexame masu wata katanga,yace har yamtso haka?sati biyu fa aryyyy,a kara 2 mnth mana,ko muyi a rana daya,tace wai lallai nikam baxan iyaba nakosa in Ganni gidansa wlhy,kallonta yai yanadubawa ko akwae wani abu kusadashi daxe iya bugamata,yace wai shi yakoyamaki duk wannan rashin kunyar ko,nikam ancanxaki,arryy ta bahaka takeba wlhy…….
Tayi murmushi tace xanyi missing dinka sosae,kasan da haka ko?yace banga alama ba ae,tunda har kinkosa intafi,tayi murmushi tasan tayi wani irin sabo da muhsin amma kuma auren shiyafi,muhsin kam tunda yarasa mama aryy ce taxamemasa tamkar uwa kuma yaruwa,itakadai a duk fadin duniya tasanshi da kyau,itakadai yake iya fadima komi nasa……

Ranar kam wuni tayi a gidan sun sha fira,har masoyinnata yazo seda tasan yarda tayi,sukai magana sosae da muhsin,don gdansu muhsin din yaxo,se a sannan hankalin muhsin ya kwanta,koba komi yasan inshaaallah aryy xatafada hannu nagari,addua yamusu tareda fatan Alheri,da xasuyi sallama kam cewa yai mesukeso yabasu sukace adduar ma ta wadatar yace dukda haka,baxeyuwu ace auren arryy guda beyi komiba,labarin yarintarsu da yanda arryy tarika kula dashi yakeba mubarak din arryy,mubarak was impressed,yasan shikam inshaaallah yadace,arryy kam seda tayi kuka ashe duk abunda tamasa be manceba,itakam wasu duk ta manta,yace lallai xehadamusu diner bayan buki,sukace ae sunfara shirye shiryenta yace lallai sesun fasa kam,shi xeyi haka suka hakura suka kyalesa yayi……Se after 10 suka raka aryana gida,sannan mubarak yai sallama da muhsin yawuce,komawa cikin gida yai yaga bilaaal a parlor da baba,ya gaida baba yashiga ciki,wayarsa yadauka yakira maryam,sundade suna magana kafin suyi sallama,bayan 2 days baba tsoho yakira muhsin ya shaidamasa yaturo magabatansa,haka kuwa akayi,baba da brothernshi,da wani aminin baban ne suka tafi kasar,an karbesu hannu biyu biyu,sannan anbasu maryam,suka mika sadaki,akasa rana 1 month,washegari suka dawo suna basa labarin karamci irinna mutanen Cameroon……
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Shirye shiryen bikin arryyy kawai su muhsin keyi,don shine aminin amarya kuma abokin ango,ta kowani bangare wujijjiga yakesha,yau suna nan gobe can,gajiya yai yahada mintss da aryyy,tuni kam kawancen nasu yafara nisa,don duk sunsaki jiki da juna,kasancewar aryyy bawasu kawaye gareta ba,haka mintss maryam ce kawai,kullum cikin video call suke da maryam,itakam harga Allah bataso tayi missing bikin aryana,ranar da suna waya da muhsin harda kukanta akan yakira mummy yaroketa abarta tadawo naija biki amma sam yace baxaae haka dashiba kam,baxe iya ba,shi dai sedai kullum yaita azalzalata shidai tadawo,yanason yaganta a kusa,ynxu kam sunsaba sosae da juna,soyayya suke mai cike da tsafta…….
Bilaal kam ba ynda beyiba,sa ranarnan da akama muhsin da maryam yatabashi sosae,son maryam yakeji ynxu dagaske,so yake yasameta a karo na biyu,amma besan ta Ina xefara ba,don yasan ko yaje Cameroon din besan ta Ina xefara nemanta ba,duk wata hanyar da xebi yasamu numberntama besamuba……

Shirye shiryen biki siketayi suma bangaren maryam,hakan yasa su mummy suka roki abari tadawo saboda shirye shiryen,ranar da tadawo kusan kwana sukai basui bacci ba anata fira,washegari tasamu mamana akan tanaso taje bikin aryyy,mamanaa tace baxeyuwu ba,sbda lkcin bikin itama bikinta saura sati biyu kuma baason amarya da yawo so tayi hakuri kawai,bayan auren ta taje taga gdan amarya,bayanda ta iya hakannnan ta hakura,a ranar kam sega mummy da Anty Aisha sunxo,shirye shiryen bikin suketayi,su siyama kam sunata lissafa shagulgulanda xaae,maryam ce ta kalleta tace sis nikam banson big wedding,a daura kawai ayi walima,se Allah yasama Albarka a ciki,kabbaran da siyama tayi shi yasa su mummy kallonsu,sannan tace sannu sheikhiya maryam,sannu kinji to wlhy baxeyuwu ba,inma fadi maki,biki daya dai,rana daya kawai,wlhy semun raqwashe,in bacekije ba inje a matsayinki,duka maryam ta kaimata tayi sauri ta kauce,mamana tace ae maryam kiyi shiru kawai amma event dole ne sedai kiyi hakuri…….
Duk ynda sukai haka tafadawa mintss,mintss tace lallai bakida hnkali,da kina nufin haka xamuyi buki,ae baki isaba dan ubanki,yooo ubanwa yabaki wannan shawara kuma asanina dai muhsin ba ustaz bane,to akan me kikeson cutarmu?ko rawa a kwancenne bakiso muyi?aekam dole mu cashe Tab,kyanshi ma muyi week ana cashewa,maryam ta kwashe da dariya tace lallai mint,to wlh ba a bikina ba,siyama tace ae anty mintss kin kawo shawara,a week ana cashewa kawai ,mintss tace siyama Allah maki Albarka kinjiii,gwara kiriqa daurata kan hanya,maganganunsu suka cigaba dayi akan event biyu xasuyi,se suka fara tunanin outfit dinda xasusa da wanda amarya xatasa,makeup artist da mai lalle,duk dai sunata lissafawa,maryam tace amma fa karyai yawa?mintss tace na tabbata kudi ba matsalan muhsin bane wlhy,so ki kyalemu kawai muqawata bikinmu abegggg………
Shiru tayi takoma gefe,siyama ta amsa wayar sukacigaba da lissafa,muhsin keta kira a dole sukayi sallama ba don sungama ba,maryam ta amsa wayar,yace mintss tana shiga hakkina fa,maryam tayi murmushi tace yaakai kasan itace?yace nasan itakadaice xakidade kina magana da ita haka,tace wai fa shirye shiryen biki suketayi da siyama,nan ta basa labarin ynda sukai,yace ta mikama siyama wayar,mikamata tayi yace tafadi kudinda xe isa yai transfer,tace inshaaallah xatamasa text,tana mass text kuwa taji alert,tsalle tayi taje tafadawa mamana sannnn takira mintss tace yaturo mintss tace ba matsala sufara siyayyan abunda yakamata itama ana gama bikin aryana xatataho itada mama…..
Washegari muhsin abuja yatafi gurin kanwar mamansa,sukai lissafin abunuwanda yakamata yahada a lefe yabata kudin,tahada komi tataho dasu,tace nidai kawai don ba ynda xanyi dakai ne muhsin amma wlhy da ka hakura da yarinyarnan,yrnyar da tagudu ranar aurenku,katseta yai yace amma Anty da wa ta gudun tace kaninka bilal,yace kinga bilaal ne,inda wanine da na hakura da ita koda kuwa sonta xe kasheni amma bilaal ne,baxan iya hakura da itaba wlhy,son da nike mata ba kadan bane,kumana fatan Alkhairi kawai,tace dama ae ba ynda xamuyi,Allah sa Alkhairi,Allah baku xmn lafiya yace Ameeen,sallama yamata tarakashi har mota don a ranar xe juya,salllama yama mai gadinta sannan yafita yai parking waje,maryam yakira a waya,sunfi 30 mint suna magana,sannnn sukai sallmaa yakama hanya,shi kanshi yana mamakin irin sonda yakemata…….amma yaxeyi?so wani abu ne wanda zuciya bata shawara kafin tafada tarkonsa……

Ranar saturday ne daurin auren mintss,dama ita tace ba abunda takeso,dinner ce kawai xasuyi da muhsin yahada masu,aryana tasha gyaran jiki tayi kyau da ita,se qyalli takeyi,tafito amarya sak,lalle akaetamasu da yake yau jumaa,mintss takira maryam vidcall,tana nunamata aryyy,maryam tace OMG,aryyyy in a wani gurine ae baxan ganekiba,irin wanga qyalli sekihana mubarak motsi,aryyyy ta kwashe da dariya tace ae sekin tabani ma kinji,kiji wani laushi,jiki yaxama na jarirai ,mintss tace sema kinmatso kusa,kiji wani shegen kamshi natashi,ae inda akasiyo kayan kamshinta Anan zamu saya naki,maryam tace inane hala?mintss tace kiduba page dinsu a instagram @scentparadise,maryam tace toh kinsan ni rabona da IG 6 years kenan,amma barinyi installing app din,Allah sa na iya tuna komi nawa,mintss tace Ameen,sallama sukai ta kashe wayar…….

Washegari aka daura aure misalin karfe 2,amarya tasha kwalliyanta,don professional makeup artists tadauko wato @arabsglam,akamata makeup itada frnds dinta kuma cikin sauki,da iyayenta,sannan da yamma sukasha walima,se after magrib akaxo kai amarya inda baba yace se anfara kaita gurin baban muhsin yamata nasiha sannan,haka ko akayi aka kaita yamata nasiha,akakawota babanta yace shikam beda abun cewa Allah mata Albarka,aryyy kam in Banda kuka ba abunda take,dakyr aka banbareta jikin su mama Hauwa,muhsin yadaukesu itada mintss da wasu tsofaffi biyu,shikam kamar yai kuka,kukan aryana yasa duk jikinshi yai sanyi,haka yaita lallashinta a mota har suka karasa gidan…….
Ana kaita kuma akafara shirye shiryen dinner,kaya ta canxa akafara tsantsara mata kwalliya,tasa gown dinta royal blue wanda ya Amshi farin fatarta,ita kanta kallon mirror take tana kara godewa Allah,aryy ma sunsha ankonsu peach,anmasu makeup suma,pictures sukai snapping taturama maryam……
Motoci ne sukaxo akatafi da frnds din amarya muhsin kuma yadauki amarya da angonta,hugging aryana mubarak yayi,muhsin yai tsaki yace wlhy xan saukeku a titinnan na rantse,sekace xata gudu,kabari kukoma gida mana,mubarak yace kadai baxakaganeba wlh,yaba kwalliyannanta da kyawunta yaketayi har suka karasa hall din,inda abakin hall din akai zane da M & A……..Dinner sukai wacce ta kayatu sosae,akatashi lafiya,akagama taro lafia,bayan sati daya da bikin,Anty din muhsin suka shirya waenda xasutafi kai lefe,ankai lefe dangin baban maryam,kaya kam gasunan mashaallah kamar auren fari,se bayan kwana biyu suka aika lafen gdan mamanta,lokacin saura sati daya biki,baba da muhsin na zaune suna shirye shiryen ynda tafiyar bikin xata kasance,sega bilaal yashigo,suka gaisa,muhsin ko kallonsa beyiba,baba kam abun bayamasa dadi ace sukadaine yaransa amma ace basu jituwa ko kadan……
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Bilaaal ne ya zauna kusada muhsin yace wai yaushe xaatafi ne?muhsin yace Ina?bilaal yace Cameroon din mana,muhsin ji yai gabansa yafadi amma yadaure yace kaima zuwa zakai kenan?bilal yace ey mana mexehani xua?muhsin yace Aa yi xamanka na yafe,baba yace haba muhsin ya dan uwanka nason zua bikinka kace bakaso,baa haka ae,muhsin yace amma baba yabari akawota mana,base yaje can dinba,baba yace Aa dole yaje,shi kadai kakeda wanda xaka iya kiransa dan uwanka na jini,girgiza kai muhsin yai ya mike yawuce bedroom dinsa…..
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Ji yai gabadaya komi bemasa dadi,yai dialing numbern maryam,sallama tayi yai shiru yana sauraron muryanta batreda ya amsa ba,haka tasakeyin wata,sannu a hankali yakejin natsuwa na sauka a kowani gaba ta jikinsa,itakam se sallama takeyi se dakyr ya amsa tace “mi amour” yadai?naji muryanka wani iri,wani abu yafaru?yace ko kadan ba abunda yafaru,kawai nakosa injiki kusa danine shyasa,tace nanda 1 week nefa,sati daya kawai yarage,yace hmmmm baxaki ganeba,sati dayannnan yafimin shekara tsawo,tace lallai kam,firarsu sukacigaba dayi har dare yatsala basu saniba……
Mintsss kam duk wanda tasan yadace su gayyato seda takai masa IV tundaga yan gdan marayunsu da su haneefa,dukdai waenda tasan maryam din tayi zaman mutunci dasu,sbda itama cikin week din xasutafi harda Amir dinta,da mama,in ankawo amarya ne xasuyi walima anan nigeria
Washegari karfe 3 na rana jirginsu yadaga,suna sauka fahad ne yaje daukosu,maryam taso binsa amma gyaran jiki akemata,sosae takosa taga mintss da mama,she missed dem,segasu kam,ihu taitayi tarungumo wancan ta rungumo wancan bakinta yakasa rufuwa,don harda antynta ta katsina sukaxo,mamana kam tarba tamusu mai kyau,sannan aka kaisu masaukin da aka waremasu,suka ci abinci suka huta,inda mummy taxo taita mama godia kan dawainiyar da sukai da maryam batareda sunsan kowa nata ba,mama kam murmushi kawai take tace ae da na kowa ne,haka suka cigaba da shirye shirye gabadayansu1
Biki saura kwana uku muhsin da ahalinsa suka karaso cameroon
Kiranta yai yacemata xexo gda tace masa baxaabarta tafito ba mamana tace se gurin dinner xe ganta,haushine ya kamasa,ya kashe wayan yakira mintss,yace yanaso ko Yaya tafito masa da maryam yaganta tace to inshaaallah,shirya inda xasu hadu sukai,bilaal kam na labe yanajin komi,muhsin yaganshi amma seyai kamar be gansaba,haka ya tashi ya shiga wanka yafito,yafara shiryawa,bilall kuma yafita yasamu taxi yafadama drivern inda xe kaishi,shiga yai drivern yatafi dashi don drop yadauka…..
Siyama ce taje tasamu mamana tacemata ae tailor yace begama dinkinba sannan yanaso yakara measuring maryam din don yanagani kamar dinkin sundanyi yawa,mamana tace to kiyi measuring dinta mana kituramasa,siyama tace mamana kinsan last time ma haka akayi fa mukatura gashi ynxu yace kamar baxeyiba,kinga dinka bikine kar axo asamu akasi,mamana tace toh gashi na aiki baba driver sannan fahad yafita da babanku yaxaae kenan,siyama tace se in kaimu a motarki mana harda mintss ma zamuje,mamana tace toh a kula dai,kuma kunga yamma tayi karku bari kukai dare kunji suka ce toh,suka tashi suka shirya cikin jallabiyoyinsu……

Fita sukai suka karasa gurin,Dayake beda wani nisa daga gdansu,karkashin wata bishiya suka zauna,mintss tace kinga siyama mukoma ta bayan can,mubar masoyan sun huta,siyama tace toh,tabita suka koma dagacan gefe,sukabar maryam tanajiran xuwan muhsin din,kamshin turarensa ne yafara bakuntan hancinta,kafin taji kirjinta yayi wani matsanancin bugawa,bata tunanin harta mutu zata manta kamshinsa,dago kanta tayi’illai kam shine cikin riga fari da royal blue shirt,as handsome as he use to be,ya hade hannuwansa a kirji yana mata wani shu’umin kallo,kirjinta ne yake bugawa kamar xefito waje,tsoro takeji,ga su mintss hankalinsu baya tare da ita,tsoro take kar muhsin yaganta dashi yai tunanin wani abu,kallonsa tasakeyi cin ido,bilaal ne wanda rabonta dashi 6 good years kenan,mutuminda yai sanadiyyar lalacewar rayuwarta,mutuminda yatafi da duk wani abu da take dashi,her pride,dignity,sanity and part of her broken heart……….
Hi”yace slowly,adam’s apple dinsa na moving up and down

Kallonsa nikam niketayi,he looks still the same,and fuskarnan tasa dake burgeta da daukar mata hankali yau kam gabadaya setaji fuskar bata burgetaba…..
Kallonsa tacigaba dayi sannan tace me kakeyi anan?
Yace magana nikesonyi dake,matsowa yai kusa,itakuma tayi sauri ta matsa baya,hakan yasashi tsayawa

Tace there’s nothing to talk about,yace maryam,tace please🤚dan Allah katafi

Tace maganane kawai na mint biyar,Ina gamawa xantafi shiru tayi,ta kallesa sannan yace i don’t knw abt the baby until now,tace to ynxu da kasani,xaka iya canza wani abu ne?crossing hannayenta tayi a kirjinta,ta kasa yarda da maganansa,his action and eyes,nothing about him was worth giving another chance….
In gudu in barki ba shine plan din ba,kawai nakasa jure wanann rayuwar ne

Tai murmushi mai ciwo tace ni kuma nayi rayuwar a wahalen,thanks to you☺️
Yace yakamata kimanta abunda yafaru baya,keda kanki yakamata kisan kowa yana deserving forgiveness

Tayi murmushi tace kaida babanka yakoreka sau daya,shine kaxo nan neman gafara ta,inkanaso inyafemaka kaje kayi rayuwa unfamiliar place,ba tareda kudi ba,harna shekara biyar,inkadawo se inga ni in xan iya….
Yai kalleta yace nida ke fa bamu da babanbanci maryam…..
Wani kallo ta masa sannan tace ni dakai ba daya bane bilaaal,ni bana karya kuma bana yaudara,bantaba cema muhsin inasonshi ba lokacin van and bantaba cemasa xanyi spending rest of my life with him ba,but you,you’re a liar

Kama muhsin karya,kama babanka karya sannan kamin karya,and yet you have the nerve to come here huh?ni bantaba sa muhsin yarabu da familynsa saboda ni ba,bantaba barinsa da unborn child ba,bantaba barinsa gurin mutane masu hatsariba,I didn’t leave him homelesssss
Sorrry”shi kadaine abunda ya iya firtamata
Tace sorry”sorry dinka baxe dawomin da mahaifina ba,sorrynka baxe dawo min da six years dina ba,sorrynka baxedawomin da broken marriage dina ba sannan baxedawo min da baby nah ba,yakamata kasa hakan a cikin kanka,though nasan harda laifina a ciki…..takarasa fadi hawaye na zuba a idonta
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In ka kuskura kakira sunana da wannan Bakinnan naka wlhy sena tabbatar ka mutu a titi da yagaggun kaya and no place to live
Ruwan roba aka miko mata,ta juya taga muhsin a bayanta,rasa mexatai tayi tace shi…..shine…….Ni……shi……sekuma takasa maganaa tafashe da wani irin kuka mai cin rai,duk tausayinta yaji yakamashi,hannunta yaja ya zaunar da ita yabude ruwan yabata tafarasha a hankali…….
Muhsin yace naji komi,tace bansan ka zoba,yace i knw you’d handle him….
Haka muka zauna yanamun fira amma don yalura gabadaya zuciyana bemin dadi,amma ta wani fannin kuma wani sauki nikeji,kamar ansaukemin dutse…….

Mintss netaxo da siyama sukace time offf……..sallama mukai muka kama hanyar gida,se a sannan mintss ke fadamin taganni da wani,a takaice kawai nacemata bilaaal ne,shiru tayi batace komi baa
Har suka karasa gida ba wanda yasake magana a cikinsu,se dare maryam keba mintss labarin ynda sukai da bilal,washegari da safe mai Gyaran jiki taxo tafara aikinta da wuri,dan harda su mintss akamawa,da rana mai lalle taxo sbda xasuyi henna party,sunyi event dinsu komi yatafi da kyau,sunsha rawa,ranar se dare tasamu time dinda sukai waya sosae….
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Ranar friday,yau takama xasuyi Mother’s Day tunda gobe da safe,xaa daura aure,suna xauna parlor suna dudduba kayan event din ranar akai sallama,siyama taje tabude kofar,inda taga wata kakkyawar mace,hanya tabata tawuce,maryam kam baki bude take kallon aryyyy kafin tayi ihu tayi hugging dinta,bata taba expecting xataxoba,haka ma mintss ko jiya sunyi chatting da aryana amma batafadamata xataxo ba,turesu arryy tayi tace karku yardani mana,ku da a tunaninku xan iya missing bikin bestfrnd dinane?nooo I can’t,murmushi kawai sukam suke,kanaganinsu kasan suna farinciki,gurin su mummy suka kaita,suka gaisa,sannan suka gabatarmata da abinci,se yamma akai event din,event din har yan uwan muhsin sunxo,sunsha pictures kam,se 9 akagama,aka maida kowa gida……
Daren ranar waya sukai sosae don se 3 suka kwanta,ana idar da sallah,siyama taxo tace mummy nakiranta,nasiha tamata sosae mai ratsa jiki,maryam kuka kawai take tana tuna babanta,haka su mamana da Anty Aysha kowa da abunda yakefadamata,haka sukagama,sukasata agaba taci abinci,tareda karamata wasu magunguna…..::

Makeup artist din taxofa,inji siyama,da tashigo dakin take fadamusu,mikewa tayi tasaka kayanta suka karasa akafara makeup din
Wowwwww…….wowwww…..wowwwww,shine kawai abunda mamana kefadi datashigo dakin,mikewa maryam tayi tana kallon mirror,

“aww you look soo pretty maryam”
Mintss tafadi tareda hugging dinta,blushing kawai maryam keyi,ita kanta tana mamakin irin kyan da tayi….
“Ina tayaki murna sosae maryam,u deserve every bit of happiness”arryy tafadi,hugging dinta maryam tayi tana kokarin maida hawayenda keson sauko mata……
Kallon mintss tayi tace “it was finally happening mintsss,a wedding with the man I loved”

Juyawa tayi ta kara kallon mirror,ita kam bata taba ganin tayi kyau kamar yau ba,Ko wancan auren nata batayi kyau haka ba,bawai don akwai tazarar shekaru tsakani ba,da wayewar ynxu data lokacinma ba daya bane,amma dukda haka kanaganin fuskanta kasan akwai zallar farinciki,da kuma glow of being in love wanda shine banbancin lkcin can da yanxuuui…..
Rigar was perfect 👌 simple yet elegant,tailor dinsu ba karamin kokari yayi ba,there was just one thing missing,rufe idonta tayi tabudesu a hnkali,babanta,taso ace baba na tareda ita yau,addua ta masa…
Siyama ce tashigo tana kallonta baki bude,maryam tawani juya tace one word”siyama tace breathtaking”tafawa sukai sukafara rawa,don masu kida har sunfara kida a cikin gida…..
Makeup akagama musu suma sunyi ankonsu na kawayen amarya peach color wanda ya amshi color dinsu,don sunyi matukar kyua,Karar text taji yashigo wayarta,tabude

“Alhamdulillah,wife you made me realise cewa mutane aren’t perfect,dukanmu muna kuskure,Allah nason masu tuba,tubatun-nasuha,you have no idea how proud I am for your strength,today,namiki Alkawarin baxantaba barinki ba In sickness and health,I’ll always be the shoulder can cry on,hannunwan da xasu rikeki a duk lokacin da xakifadi,d lips dat will make you smile and the heart that will never stop beating for you…….Allah yabarmu tare……..
Sujuddush-shukr tayi mintss tace andaura kenan?dagamata kai tayi,sukafara guda,taredamata Allah sanya Alkhairi,hawaye taji yamashirin zubowa tayi sauri ta goge don yau din ranar farinciki ne ba kuka ba,tadauko wayar tafara replying dinsa
“Namaka Alkawarin daga yau,zanzama matarda tadace dakai,Never in this life I’ll make regret the decision of choosing me,for,ure are the most beautiful human being I have Eva met❤️I love you beyond words…..
Turamasa tayi,sega siyama tashigo da abinci tace su tabbata sunci,maryam kam farinciki ma yahanata cin abincin,seda sukagama suka kara gyara fuskansu,abokan ango sukaxo,fita sukai suka samesu,muhsin kam yakasa dena kallonta,dukda taki yarda su hada ido,pictures ake tayi,anamusu Fatan zaman lafiya,akai da iyaye da kanne,da abokanan muhsin,da kuma bakinda sukaxo biki……
Dangin babantama sunann sunce sesunkaita har dakinta sannan,don a daren anata shirye shirye gobe jirgin 8 dukansu xasubi xuwa nigeria,kowa hada kayansa yaketayi,don zuwa kai amarya maryam,harda mummy da baba tsoho duk xuwa xasuyi,da kakanninta na gurin babanta……
Washegari tunda safe kowa ya shirya 7 suna airport,suna sauka ga motoci nan anxo daukarsu,gidan mama (maman mintss )akai dasu direct,yan uwan muhsin kuma sukatafi gdansu muhsin,da yamma akafara shirin kai amarya don akwai dinner kqrfe 8,shiryata akai cikjn lafaya,aka karamata nasiha,baba ma yamata nasiha sosae,da gwaggo mamar babanta,kuka take sosae tanarike mamana lkcinda xaa kaita,haka akatafi da ita,da yan rakiyarta,har gidanta,tsayawa baku labarin ynda gidan maryam yahadu bata lokacine….

Gidan yahadu ba karya komi yayi ynda yakamata,makeup artist dinda tagayyatone suka karaso,akafara musu makeup,sega su haneefa sun karaso,qin kula maryam tayi tace ae sbda mintss taxo,dakyar maryam ta rarrasheta,haka kawayen suketa xua,suna shiryawa,abokan ango sukaxo,akafara tafiya da mutane gurin dinner……
Kawayen amaryan aka kwashe,amir da mintss ne xasudauki amarya da angon,fito da ita mintss tayi tanasanye da red gown wacce ta mugun karban jikinta,kallonta yake tunda sukataho,wani mahaukacin kyau yaga ta masa,tsaki yayi amir ya kallesa yace lafiya?yace gskiya a fasa dinner dinnan amir anya kuwa,Anya xan iya xuwa wata dinner can,ae kuje kuyi kayan ku kawai abarni da mamata,tsaki Amir yai yace ae baka isa ba wlhy,kun isa Tab,nooo,haka xaayita,hakuri kawai xakai alhaji……..
Budemata motar mintss tai itakuma tazauna,mintss tarufe,tashiga gaba,amir kallonta kawai yai yace nafadamaki banson kwalliyarnan,kinsan taro xamushiga,tace haba habeeby kana taredani ae ba abunda xefaru……
Muhsin kam bece komi ba,kallonta kawai yake,itakuma se wasa take da zobn hannunta,yamatso kusada ita yajawota jikinshi,yafara shinshinta kamar wani mage,he can’t wait to hold her tight,amir yatabo mintss takallesu ta mirror ta kwashe da dariya,mqryam duk kunya ya isheta,mintss tace mukam muna yara damu karku lalatamu,ku saukar mana a mota mu tare maku taxi,dariya amir yai yace kalli gabanki kinji,bani labarin yau,fira sukacigaba abinsu har suka karasa,su muhsin kam hankali yatafi…..
Amir ne yakara knocking glass din yace malam kafito haka,maryam jitake kamar ta nitse,haka sukafito suka shiga hall din,su mintss da aryy ansha rawa,su gayyato gwanja yaxo yabaje basirarsa,gorge okoro yamusu hadaddun pictures…..:

Se 12 akagama event din,anata maida mutane gida,su arryy sukaxo xasu shiga motan amarya,muhsin yai sauri yace kufa,inace angama bikin,mintss tace ae bamu kwana ba,Kuma a alada ana kwanan ma amarya malam,yace lallai kwana,Wlhy ba waccewas xata kwananmun kinji,amma kuma in xaku kwana bismillah,haka suka dungumq suka tafi gidan,suna shiga sukasa mintss tayi wanka sukabata wata hadaddiyar night gown tasa,itakam gabadaya batajin dadi,kirjinta bugawa yake,se ynxu tashiga tashin hnkali,hijab sukabata tasa,sukafito parlor akai siyan baki,sukamasu nasiha sannan sukai masu sallama,tsoro ne fal a cikin maryam,daki tashige tafara kuka a hankali………Ko da yadawo be tarar da ita a parlor din ba,bedroom dinta yawuce direct,yabude kofar a hankali,wani irin kamshi ne yabuge hancinsa,ya hango ta acan karshen gado tahade kai da gwiwa tana kuka,mayar da kofar yai yarufe a hnkali ya jingina jikin kofar yana kallonta yana murmushi,yafi 5 mintss a haka sannan ya karasa cikin dakin cikin tafiyarsa mai daukar hankali,zama yai akan bedside drawer,yadago dakanta,duk tunqnin sa kukan na shagwabane,hawaye yagani duk yabata fuskar,ga lips dinta sunyi wani pink sooo inviting…..
Goge mata hawayen yafara yi a hankali,sannan yace nikam baa kukaa a gida ne,kibari inkinfita watarana sekicigaba,har xatai murmushi kuma seyabata fuska sannnan yace welcome to my home,thank you …..

Sooo meyasa kike kuka,ta kalleshi tace I’m missing my dad,yai murmushi yace nima don yau ne xanfara kwana ba gida daya da baba ba,mamana tarasu tun gurin haihuwar bilaal,da baba na saba,baba ne komi nawa maryam,shine duniyata……..

Shiru mukai na wani dan lokaci sai kuma yai sauri yace kina cinyemin lokaci madam,me yakamata muyi ynxu?ta yi dariya tace in ango besan abunda yakamata ayi ba yazaae amarya tasani?yace toh yi Alwala muyi sallah ko?tashi tayi tashiga toilet,tayi alwalaa tafito tadauko abun sallah ta shimfida shima yashiga yafito,dama da hijab dinta jikinta,sallah suka tayar,bata taba tunqnin muhsin nada kiraa mai dadi haka ba,karatunsa yamata dadi ba kadan ba don koda suka idar ji tayi kamar sukara yin sallar,tambayoyi yamata tana amsashi,sukai adduoinsu suka shafa yace suje suci abinci,zama tayi a gefen gadon tace kaje kaci nikam na koshi seda safe,wlhy bacci nikeji,yace lallai bacci,daukanta yai yai waje da ita,gabdaya setaji wani iri,dukda ba yau namiji yasaba tabata ba amma abun yamata wani iri,tana kunyar muhsin,tana mugun jin kunyarsa……
A dinning area ya ajeta,se ynxu take kallon gidan da kyau,gidan ya kayatu kamar ba Nigeria ba,an hada musu lafiyayyen girki anjera gwanin shaawa,bubbudewa yayi yace me kikesonci a ciki,ta hararesa tace amarya fa kazaa ake kawomata,ya nikuma zaa tareni da wata bakar shinkafa,daria sosae tabashi din seda yayi,yace ga kaza anan,tace ohhh shi nikeso to,zubamata yai yamiko mata,yazubamata hollandia,kadan taci shikam se kallonta kawai yake,he can’t wait to taste her lips,don ba karamun burgeshi suke ba,turo baki tayi,hakan datayi kam kara rikitashi yayi,yamatso kusa da ita ya zauna,shi kanshi yarasa yaxeyi….
Itakam hankali kwance takecin kazarta don ba karamin dadi tamata ba,dagata yai chak ita kuma taware ido don ta tsorata sannan yace wanan hijab yakamata a ciresa haka ae,zare hijab din yayi ya aje agefe,rikicewa yayi,yasan maryam nada shape mai kyau,amma besan takai haka ba,ita kuma data lura da irin kallonda yake mata mikewa tayi tace takoshi,tadauraye hannunta,tadauki hijab tamayar,dariya kecinta sosae ynda taga yasaki baki da hanci yana kallonta kamar dai betaba ganin mace ba……..

Mikewa yai yakamata hannunta tareda kashe wutan parlorn suka wuce bedroom dinta,tana shiga dakin tajuya tace ae ka rakoni,dare yayi yakamata kaje ka kwanta,nasan kaima kagaji….
Rufe kofar yayi tareda jawota jikinsa sannan yace nikam dare na ae ynxu yafara,kuma babu wani gajiya tattare dani,wutar dakin yakashe tareda jan hijab dinta sama,don shikam hijab dinnan na batamasa rai ba kadan ba,tsoro da fargaba takeji dukda tasan yasan yatake amma ita kam a firgice tqke batasan dalili ba,bakinshi taji a wuyanta yana shinshinar jikinta,yafara gangarowa zua kunnenta,dukansu wani nishi sukai a tare,tace muhsin?shiru yai,kiran sunanshi takarayi a karo na biyu yace ummmmmm,tareda kara mannewa a jikinta,tace why did u choose me again?shiru ne yabiyo baya,don shikam bayajin xe iya wata magana ynxu,takara cewa why did u choose me muhsin?dago kanshi yai yana kallonta dukda dakin akwai duhu amma tana iya kallon idonsa,yace because I love you,I love you very much maryam…….
Amma duk abubuwan da nayi,hannunshi yasa yarufe mata baki yace shhhhhh nagaji maryam,pls ki manta komi kibari muyi enjoying rayuwarmu mana,kidenamin tambayarda kikeda amsarta,ke kadaice tawa fa kema kinsani,ke kadai naso kuma ke kadai xantaba so,ni ne na cancanta na aureki don duk abnda yafaru yafaru ne saboda Ni,duk abnda bilaaal yayi yayi ne sabida ni kinga kuwa nine nadace dake,and duk familynda kika shiga xaa iya wulakantaki,wasu ma cewa xasuyi karuwanci kika gudu,amma family na fa?ba abunda xasuce,saboda bilaal ne,duk wanda yazageki dole yahada da bilaaal,sannan duk sunsan abunda bilaal yayi da dalilin dayasa yajaki kuka tafi,sooo bawanda xefara fadamaki magananda batadace bama,cikinmu ne xaki xauna cikin kwanciyar hnkali batreda anzageki ko azagi yaranki ba,sbda duk abunnan dayafaru a tsakaninmune…….

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Kanshi ya daura a kafadunta,taji saukan lips dinshi a kan skin dinta,behind her eyes,ajiyar zuciya suka sauke gabadayansu,small kisses yafara mata a wuyanta a hankali,sunfi 5 mint a haka,sanann yadauke ta a hankali (bridal style)ya shimfideta a kan gadon shima yabita……
Sucking wuyanta yaitayi har yakai kunnenta,idonta tarufe tana nishi a hnakali,he kissed,licked,sucked and bit the sensitive skin,sedayaga numfashinta nawani irin fita sannan yakoma kan lips dinta,jetake gabadaya tashiga wani yanayi,yanayinda bata taba tsintar kanta a ciki bah,juyata yafarayi a hankali yahade bakinsu in a passionate kisss…..
Sunfi 30 mint a haka sannan yajawo sleeping dress dinta yayi wurgi dashi kasa,ya barta a kasanshi,sannan yafara treating dinta kamar she was some precious creature,a hankali yake tafiyarda komai,yana kissing kowani inch na jikinta,seda ya tabbatar takai karshe sannan yajawota,yafara komi mad mad,jitayi ta rikice,tafara inviting dinshi further in,tareda kashe bedside lamp din……..
A bangaren bilaaal kuwa bacci ya Gagari idonsa,yanata tunanin kowani hali suke ciki oho,key din motarsa yadauka yafita,tareda cewa dole inkira jojo muyi wani abu,I can’t let her ….
Tuki yake yana kiran jojo,jojo kuma na club ga hayaniya tayi yawa,bayajin me yake cewa,hankalinsa ya mayar kan wayar,kafin ya ankara wata motar ta fito batareda ya luraba ta buga motarsa da karfi,ga shi dare ne,ba mutane,wata macece tafito daga cikin motar kana ganinta kasan a buge take,ta karaso tana layi,ta kasa bude motar,police ne suka xo wucewa sukaga accident din dasauri suka karaso gurin suna salati dan motar tajuya,suna tunanin dakyr a ciro me rai amotar,da kyr suka samu suka fito dashi,tareda daukar wayarsa sukai asibiti dashi…….
Likitoci ne suka amsheshi tunda tareda police ne akashiga emergency dashi,ita kuma budurwar suka tsareta a taredasu,sunfi 2 hours tsaye sannan doctorn yafito yana share gumi,yace Ina yan uwanshi?sukace basu kirasu ba tukunna,doctorn yace anemesu da safe,akwae bukatarsu,sukace toh,tareda komawa office dinsu,ita kuma budurwar suka sata a cell suka rufe,don bata cikin hankalinta,kwanciyartama tayi tafara kwasar bacci…..

Washegari
Hasken ranane ya haske masa ido,ya bude idon yana kallonta datake bacci a jikinshi,tuni daren jiya yai tareda shafa fuskarta,dagashi yai mata baxa baxa a fuska,murmushi yai mai sauti shi kadai,Ashe haka aure yake,to wai mema yahanashi yi tuntuni?can it really be this good?betaba expecting abun yakai haka bah……agogo ya kalla,yaga past 6,sauketa yai a hnkali,yai sauri ya mike ya shiga toilet ya tsaftace jikinsa,sannan ya fito yafara kokarin tadata,bude ido tayi tana kallonshi,yana mata wannan murmushin nashi,kome ta tuna kuma oho,setai sauri taja blanket din tarufe,fuskanta gabadaya,daria yayi yace mun makara,tashi kiyi sallah kinji,barinje inyi a can tunda kunyata kike,yanafita tabude ido tayi sauri tasauko,tashiga toilet,tadade a ciki,tana wanka tanata tunanin darensu na jiya,gabadaya ya birkitamata tunani,so take a kara,she need more….
Gani tayi lokaci na tafiya,tayi sauri tafito tasa jallabiya ta kabbara sallah,tun kafin ta idar yashigo dakin,yaxauna a kusada ita,tana idarwa tayi azkar dinta tareda juyawa tana kallon kasa tace gud mrning,yace morning how was ur night?murmushi tayi batarrda tace komi ba,yakaracewa how was it?kallon kasa tayi tace it was the best night of my life,jawota yai jikinsa tareda cire hijab din yamaidata saman gadon,suka kwanta sannan yaje saitin kunnenta yace it was amazing………kalamai masu dadi yacigaba da fadamata a kunnen ita kuma tana mamakin irin kaunar da muhsin ke mata,haka suka koma duniyar maaurata……
Sai 9:30 ya kyaleta,bacci yakara daukansu,ringing din wayarsane yatashesu daga baccin,kashe wayan yayi,yanaso yacigaba da baccinsa,amma yanema baccin ya rasa,Ita kuma tanata baccinta,kallonta yaketayi cikin tsantsan so yana godewa Allah dayabashi ita……
Mikewa yai yanufi bathroom yai wanka yafito yasa shorts da shirt yanufi kitchen tareda hadamasu breakfast,kamshin girkinsane yatadata,tatashi ita tayi wanka,tayi simple kwalliyanta cikin red lace riga da skirt wanda ya amsheta yamata kyau sosae,tasha daurin dankwalinta,ta nufo kitchen din,jera abincin yake a dinning ita kam mamakinsa take,karasowa yai yana kallonta tareda yaba kyawunda tayi,tayi murmushi tareda masa godia,jawomata kujera yai tazauna,yakarasa jera abincinsa,sannan yai serving dinta,mamakin dadin abincin tayi,ta kallesa tace dama ka iya girki?yace sosae,nikemana girki nida baba,tace yeah yeah hakane,cin abincin tayi tas don ba karamin yunwa takeji ba yace soo on a scale of 1-10 yaxakiyi rating dina?ta goge bakinta da tissue tareda cewa a simple 11,daria yai cikin jin dadi,wayarsa tafara ringing,sallama yai suka gaisa da baba yace yaxo gida maza yace lafia ?yace kaxo dai,bata rai yai,tace yadai?yace baba ne wai inxo ynxu,tace toh kaje mana,yace nida nikecewa baxanfitaba se after a month,lkcin kinfara laulayi,bude baki tayi yasa daria yamike yawuce daki,binsa tayi ta tayasa shiryawa,yai mata sallama yafita,jitayi gidan yamata wani irin shiru,haka tafara bi daki daki tana kallo,Tana mamakin irin dukiyarda aka kashe a gdan……..

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Gyara tadan farayi batai 10mint ba sega su siyama dasu mintss dawasu aunties dinta sunxo,murna tafarayi harda tsalle,siyama tace a kwana daya har kinwani canxaaa hajiayata,maryam tayi daria tace kwana daya ai yafi dubu,daria sukai tareda kashewa,sega mintsss,aryyy da hanifa,mintss da gudu ta karaso tafara jujjuya maryam,tana iye iye ga amarya ga amarya…….
Maryam kam ba abunda take dai daria kana ganinta kasan tana cikin farinciki,mintss tace muda mukaxo gashi,a ina zqmu daura tukunyar ruwan zafin?harararta tayi tareda jefa mata pillow,suna ta fira sunbaje sega Anty aysher taxo boss din maryam,maryam da mamaki take kallonta bata taba tunanin xataxoba,ta xauna tace I’m sorry maryam I missd ur wedding,Allah yasani naso xua ko ba komi naji dadin xama dake,hrynxu bansamu kamarki ba wlhy,kiyi hakuri da abnda namaki a baya,maryam tace laaa Anty ba komi wlhy,haka suka cigaba da firansu tareda kara wayarma maryam dakai a rayuwar aure,haka akai taxua ganin daki,danginshi da nata,don danginta gabadaya washegari xasukoma har su mama,don suma sunxo sunkara mata nasiha,yamma nayi kuma suka tayata girki,se after magrib sannan suka fara shirin tafia,se lkcin maryam ta tuna da wayarta,cikin drawer tadauko taga 10 mssdcalls din muhsin,kira tayi bedaukaba,tayi tunanin yashiga sallah setayi masa text tareda basa hakuri….
Shigowa gdan yai tareda sallama,tataso tana masa sannu da xua,murmushi yamata,tana kallonsa tasan akwae gajia tattaredashi,yace bakin naki harsuntafi?tace yaakai kasan sunxo?yace in basuxoba ae nasan xaki nemeni,tayi daria tareda kawomasa abin sha,amsa yayi yasha,tace na ganka wani iri?yace ba komi gajia ce,barinyi wanka,tace toh,mikewa yai yafara tafia sekuma yatsaya yajuyo yace baxaki tayani ba?tayi murmushi tana kallon kasa,hannunta yajawo suka shige ciki,se 10:pm sukafito daga dakin,a lkcin sukai sallar isha,sannnan suka karasa dinning sukafaracin abinci,da suka gama takwashe abunuwanda suka bata shima yaya yaya,sukaje suka wanke,sannan sukadawo parlor seda suka xauna yace gobe xamufita da wuri in Allah ya kaimu,muyi ma su mummy sallama sannan muje asibiti,tace asibiti kuma?gurinwa?yace bilaal,jitayi gabanta yafadi tace meyasameshi,yace he had an accident jia da daddare,ya karkarye a kafa sannan likita yace akwae posibility din baxe iya haihuwa bama,jikintane yai sanyi tace lallai duniyannna ba komi bace,jia aga mutum Lafia gobe aji ba Lafia,Allah yasadai mugama da duniya lafia…..Ameeen
Washegari da 9 suka tashi sukadafa abincin da xasu kai asibiti gurin baba,sannan suka shirya,gurinsu mummy sukafara xua sukai masu sallama,sunsha nasiha gurin baba tsoho da kannen baban maryam,seda sukaga tashin jirginsu sannnan suka wuce asibiti maryam harda kukanta,don yasha lallashi kam,a asibiti kam ta tsorata bataga bilaal don yacanxa kamar bashi ba,yarinyarda sukai accident din tare itama gatanan,fuska duk a kumbure,tasha kuka kuma taki kiran kowa nata,sannan rashin farfadowannqn nashi ba karamin tadamatq hnkali yayi ba,se yamma suka koma gda,baba shima yakoma,wani cousin dinsune xeriqa kwana da bilal din…..
Bayan wasu watanni

Shakuwa mai karfi tashiga tsakanin maaurata biyun,inda suke soyayyarsu mai cike da tsafta,bilaal kam sannu a hankali yana samun sauki,batada matsala da dangin mijinta,dukda qalilan a cikinsu bawani sonta suke ba ganin ynda muhsin din ke ji da ita,xaune suke a prlour suna firan wautar rumaisa,yarinyarda sukai accident da bilaal sunata daria,a kwanakinnnan dasuka wuce ba karamin sabo sukai da yrnyar ba don kullum tana asibitin,don har soyayya ta kullu tsakaninta da bilaal din,inda shikuma muhsin yarinyar batamasa bah,don tarbiyyarta bemasa ba shikam,maryam cema take yabon wasu halayen rumaisar har yakejin gwara yakyale bilaal din tunda yaga shima ya zurma a soyayyar,shi dai kawai rashin kunyar yarinyar ke basa mamaki,don ko baba rannan seda yai magana akan hakan…..
Wayarsane tayi ringing yaduba nmbern aryana,sauri yai picking tareda cewa maamaa arryyy inxo yanke cibi ne?se kuma yai hamdala tqreda mikewa yafara taka rawa,maryam ce tace yadai ta sauka,yace tahaifi mace naxama daddy,itama kam murna tafara sosae,tatashi tadauko masa key tace sutafi ganin baby,amsa yayi tareda rufo gidan,hrynxu ko ciki batada,adduanta kullum akan samun cikine don ta lura muhsin nason yara sosae………
Ranar suna baby yaci sunan muhsin,muhsin harda hawaye,baby yasha kyauta gurin muhsin da maryam harma da baaba……
Rumaisa kam bata san labarin bilaal da maryam ba,Kuma sunrufe chapter din,basa tunanin su sanarmata har karshen rayuwarsu,don ansa ranarta da bilaaal wata biyu,bilaaal se zumudi ake dukda yana yawo da sanda don karafuna nema a kafar tasa……
Mintsss ma saura 2 weeks bikinta,don haka shirye shirye suke bana wasa ❤️Anyi biki ankare lafia inda suma suke zaune kusada su maryam,basuda nisa sosae,maryam kam hrynxu shiru,don ko da akai bikin bilaaal wata kanwar babansu harda habaici ta mata,haka tashiga daki tasha kukanta tagode Allah,amma bata yarda tafadama was muhsin bah…….don ta lura shi bedamuba,ko magana tamasa se yace lokaci ne,hqihuwar ta Allah ce…..
Bayan shekara biyu

Katsina sukaje gaisuwa mijin kanwar maman mintss yarasu,bayan sungama gaisuwan tacema muhsin su nemi gdan malam(wanda yazauna da ita lkcin da bilaal yagujeta)dakyr suka gano gidan,don gidan nanan ynda yake,malam dakyr da bayanai yagane maryam,inda matarsa takara ba maryam hakuri akan korar da tamata,nan muhsin yacika malam da alheri……..
Tunda suka fito amotar take bacci,har suka karso gdan su mintss,mintss tasauka da babynta tamasa sallama shikuma yawuce gda,antynsa ya Tarar a gdan,yashigo da sallama tareda gaidata,tace Ina matar gidan kuma?yace tana mota bacci take,tace mota kuma?ita wai ba abunda ta iya ne sai bacci?haka wancan satin danaxo tanacan. Tana bacci seda aka tadata,ita ba haihuwa bah,sannan tasamu katon gida tana abunda tagadqma,duk taxubqrda kwan haihuwar tata a titi,muhsin da ranshi yagama bqci yace dadin abun dai tareda danku taxubar tunda shima dai gashinan ba haihuwar……..

Kallonshi tai tace muhsin nikakke mayarwa magana?lallai barinje inhadu da uban naka,fuuu tafice a gdan tareda bangaje maryam dake bakin kofa a tsaye,kallonta yai jikinshi yai sanyi,seyaji tabashi taisayi don yasan ba yin kanta bane,ita kam jiri ne yadibeta,segata a kasa,da sauri yakarasa yadauketa yai mota da ita hankali a tashe,tuki yake gabadaya babu nqtsuwa a jikinsa don yamarasa inda xedosa,yafara dialing no din baba,baba na picking yafara cewa wlhy in matata tamutu itama sena kasheta,baba yace meyafaru,a lkcin yakaraso asibiti tareda fadawa baban inda yake…….
Se bayan 2 hours ta farfado,inda Doctor din yaxo yakara dubata,yace abata Abinci,muhsin be tambayi abunda ke damunta ba don yasan damuwa ce,lallabata yake a hankali cikin so da kulawa,washegari kam dakin cike yake da mutane,yan uwa da abokan arziki duk sunxo dubata,doctorn yashigo da takardar sallama,sannan yafara fada cewa adenamata hayaniya sosae,tareda masa bayani akan ynda xe kula da ita da babynta……
Kallon maryam yake itama tana kallonsa,ya juya yace Doctor bangane bafa?doctor yace kamarya?bakasan tana da ciki bane?muhsin yadaga kai don yama kasa magana,yqce ciki kam akwaishi wata hudu,ihu mintss da aryy sukai tareda rungume maryam,ita kam wasu hawaye ne suka zubomata,tawani lumshe ido,Anty kam daria tafara kamar zararra,baba yai hamdala tareda fita daga dakin……..”

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Alhamdulillah ✨